Gen's right. It's a ber month now and I can't wait for the upcoming Christmas. Wasn't that happy since yea, you know am a lil bit in trouble, but of course will still try to enjoy the holidays with my fam, my boyf and the rest of my crew. :)
Btw, it's raining cats and dogs a while ago, I do hope it won't continue since I'm about to get ready for work. How I wish Ortigas is just 2 mins away from Alabang! LOL I hope my bosses would always understand where I'm coming from. I still got good outputs though, so I guess they're okay when I'm taking emergency leaves. ;)
So here's my WISH LIST or better I should call these plans for next year. I'm still hoping for better days up until the last day of December, I'm still working out with some issues and personal stuffs, I don't wanna jinx everything so I'll go for my plans next year. ;)
Ok. Warning! This is a long long post. This is a late entry actually. I had this edited already. This was sitting in my archive for quite sometime now. I don't have anyone to talk to, so I'm here... dealing with my blog. My own space in the cyber world.
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Next year I have tons of plans (as usual). I'm not sure if I'll have all these by myself or my man and I will be together having this so called journey.
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Ooopps, had dinner. I left my lappy. Here I am now. not in the mood to continue this thing again. I don't have the courage... I don't know. Better to continue this shit next time...
Nov 2, 2009
Wish I just blog, instead of doing this crap...
I’m tired of:
- having second thoughts
I am listening to:
- i got a feeling - black eyed peas
Maybe I should:
- start thinking about myself this time.
Chocolate is:
- my fave thing on earth when im blue. so I am craving one right now. :(
I last ate:
- maruya, fried banana coated with flour.
Right now I'm craving:
- THANK YOU FOR ASKING
Love is:
- blind. so love me. - john lloyd as popoy imitating james blanco as whatshisname in One More Chance.
tommorow:
- WORK. Still got tons of work to do.
Do you miss someone?:
- Penge nalang ng chocolate. Yung may almond please. :)
Are you wearing chop stick?:
- Right now nope. I used to before. But I'm now rebonded so that's not allowed anymore :)
Are you tired?:
- Again, THANK YOU!
Are you wearing pajamas:
- enough about me. what about you?
Are you upset?:
- yes
LASTS:
Last drink?
- water lang
Last phone call?
- Last night pa. Carla ata.
Last time you cried?
- Last Thursday, Friday, Saturday :(
RANDOM QUESTIONS
Ever laughed until you almost cried?
- I always do.
Is there something you want to tell someone?
- If you're really into it, do it. Don't let people get annoyed with all your undying excuses.. Or better yet, I'll just scream, YOU GROW UP!
Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- Nope. I'm a smoker. Let's do this together. :) haha
Last person you texted:
- Tatu
Who is the last person you added to your contacts list in your phone?
- Another stalker's number. Come on! Stop all the texts. I'm not ready for any games.
Where is your next road trip?
- we're planning for a Sta. Rosa trip on my Birthday. But that was cancelled already. :( So what's up? How will we celebrate my day?
Where is the person you like at right now?
- I like? As in like like lang? haha!
What outfit do you have on at this exact moment?
- White shirt and gray shorts.
How do you feel?
- running out of excuses NOT to go to work.
When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
- number 1 what? You mean my man? Last Friday. :( I'm missing him though.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
- hot please
Where did you sleep last night?
- caught between my pillows and blanket
What/who woke you up today?
- nobody. I slept at 4am, woke up at 12nn lunch, slept at 1pm again, woke up at 630. SARAP.
Is there anyone you want to be with right now?
- Hindi ba obvious?
- having second thoughts
I am listening to:
- i got a feeling - black eyed peas
Maybe I should:
- start thinking about myself this time.
Chocolate is:
- my fave thing on earth when im blue. so I am craving one right now. :(
I last ate:
- maruya, fried banana coated with flour.
Right now I'm craving:
- THANK YOU FOR ASKING
Love is:
- blind. so love me. - john lloyd as popoy imitating james blanco as whatshisname in One More Chance.
tommorow:
- WORK. Still got tons of work to do.
Do you miss someone?:
- Penge nalang ng chocolate. Yung may almond please. :)
Are you wearing chop stick?:
- Right now nope. I used to before. But I'm now rebonded so that's not allowed anymore :)
Are you tired?:
- Again, THANK YOU!
Are you wearing pajamas:
- enough about me. what about you?
Are you upset?:
- yes
LASTS:
Last drink?
- water lang
Last phone call?
- Last night pa. Carla ata.
Last time you cried?
- Last Thursday, Friday, Saturday :(
RANDOM QUESTIONS
Ever laughed until you almost cried?
- I always do.
Is there something you want to tell someone?
- If you're really into it, do it. Don't let people get annoyed with all your undying excuses.. Or better yet, I'll just scream, YOU GROW UP!
Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- Nope. I'm a smoker. Let's do this together. :) haha
Last person you texted:
- Tatu
Who is the last person you added to your contacts list in your phone?
- Another stalker's number. Come on! Stop all the texts. I'm not ready for any games.
Where is your next road trip?
- we're planning for a Sta. Rosa trip on my Birthday. But that was cancelled already. :( So what's up? How will we celebrate my day?
Where is the person you like at right now?
- I like? As in like like lang? haha!
What outfit do you have on at this exact moment?
- White shirt and gray shorts.
How do you feel?
- running out of excuses NOT to go to work.
When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
- number 1 what? You mean my man? Last Friday. :( I'm missing him though.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
- hot please
Where did you sleep last night?
- caught between my pillows and blanket
What/who woke you up today?
- nobody. I slept at 4am, woke up at 12nn lunch, slept at 1pm again, woke up at 630. SARAP.
Is there anyone you want to be with right now?
- Hindi ba obvious?
Oct 22, 2009
past is past
25 yrs of my life, I've never bump into a person as shallow as this one. People come and go. You may not know whom are real and not until you reach the boiling point. I myself know how to distinguish people like these but for some reasons this one whom I trusted and whom I loved, this one whom I treated not just a friend but a sister, one day broke my heart.
I never thought it would be as shallow as this. I never thought it would come this far. I never ever wanted this to happen. The only thing I'm wishing for all of my friends is HAPPINESS, simply that. So, the moment I knew they had it in their lives, I would simply back off and let them handle their own lives alone.
Most of my friends knew the real me. I value friendship as much I value my family. So if ever you're part of my list, I'm telling you... I'll be with you no matter what. I'll die with you, that's friendship for me.
Just yesterday, I actually deleted one from my friend's list data base. For me, there's actually no such thing as delete action. But she provoked me. She made me do this. Or probably she wanted me to do this. Like what I've said, for me, friendship really matters. Whatever she said, whatever she did, I will never ever forget.
To you, I hope you're happy now. Indeed, you made me realize how shallow you are, how you value that friendship I had with you. At least, we both realize as early as now that we need to end up the relationship we had in the past. I can not, REALLY, can not continue my life with you anymore, calling you my friend would be a sin probably. This is not easy, but hell yeah, you made me do this sh*t!
I never thought it would be as shallow as this. I never thought it would come this far. I never ever wanted this to happen. The only thing I'm wishing for all of my friends is HAPPINESS, simply that. So, the moment I knew they had it in their lives, I would simply back off and let them handle their own lives alone.
Most of my friends knew the real me. I value friendship as much I value my family. So if ever you're part of my list, I'm telling you... I'll be with you no matter what. I'll die with you, that's friendship for me.
Just yesterday, I actually deleted one from my friend's list data base. For me, there's actually no such thing as delete action. But she provoked me. She made me do this. Or probably she wanted me to do this. Like what I've said, for me, friendship really matters. Whatever she said, whatever she did, I will never ever forget.
To you, I hope you're happy now. Indeed, you made me realize how shallow you are, how you value that friendship I had with you. At least, we both realize as early as now that we need to end up the relationship we had in the past. I can not, REALLY, can not continue my life with you anymore, calling you my friend would be a sin probably. This is not easy, but hell yeah, you made me do this sh*t!
Oct 15, 2009
Random Thoughts
This is supposed to be published yetesday, but I wasn't able to finish it due to a heaps of tasks in line. Not to mention I'm too sleepy yesterday and was kind of busy as well chating with HS friends, Don, Anna, and Brent.
SO YESTERDAY:
Today, Irene will arrive the Philippines. She was far from home for 4 years, and this is her first home coming here in Manila. So we opt to have a party for her. I had to reserve a private pool in Pansol and on Saturday, Oct 17, I know we'll have a blast! ;)
TODAY:
Got up early like 7something. Irene called up. She's home already. I feel sleepy at some point but I can't go back to sleep for some weird reasons which I really don't know. LOL So what I did was to go online again and start Facebooking. Yea, I know I'm such an internet whore these past few days. I can't deny that I am up to something else aside from getting advices from "Bertong Badtrip" and "One More Chance Advice" LOL. Come on! You have to try it. It's kind of aliw. :)) Also, I'm not hooked but been trying all the new games from FB. OK. I know that sounds olats but yea. haha. I am managing a lot. I have a 3 farms, (farm ville, farm town, and sunshine ranch) 2 restaurants, (restaurant city and cafe world?.. what was that again?) and a fish tank. I do hope evrything are real for I don't need to stuck myself here in my station to earn tons of moolah. Hahaha! I do update, but I'm not an addict. What else? Ahh.. I've been eyeing a lot of pics from my friends and I do comment a lot! Now, what I really like most there are the videos which my friends are posting. HAHA! Super aliw. Dun talaga nauubos ang oras ko. HEHE sa kakaspot sa lahat ng vids.
So now it's Friday. I am thankful once again, since it's my last shift. But I feel a lil upset. It's Friday and I haven't heard anything from this goddamn dude. HAHA! Right! One of the reasons why I'm trying to be online. LAME LAME LAME. LOL What can I do? You got me with those smile. :) *kilig* haha! Anyway, yea.. As you said. Whatever happens, we'll still cross each others path. Imposibleng hindi. Madaming inuman pang magaganap. November na! Birthday ko na. May mga uuwi pa. There will be tons of inuman sessions in line. Pero, are we still going to be the same? Balita? Yun parin ba ihihirit mo saken? Baka naman wala ni HA ni HO akong marinig sayo once we bump into each other... Wag naman sana. :) I think hindi naman siguro. Sa bus kanina. Naalimpungatan ako. "Bubble gang in on TV" Shet. So i saw Wendell. I got to think of you. U L U L hahahahahha! muka kang tanga madam!
O sya! fine magtrabaho na! ng makarami! GORA!
Next week will be different for me. Magbago kaya ako? Sana ganto paren. Sana chill paren. Thank God for this opportunity. I hope I can handle it well. :)
Later, I'm off to Pansol. Let's have fun friends! :)
SO YESTERDAY:
Today, Irene will arrive the Philippines. She was far from home for 4 years, and this is her first home coming here in Manila. So we opt to have a party for her. I had to reserve a private pool in Pansol and on Saturday, Oct 17, I know we'll have a blast! ;)
TODAY:
Got up early like 7something. Irene called up. She's home already. I feel sleepy at some point but I can't go back to sleep for some weird reasons which I really don't know. LOL So what I did was to go online again and start Facebooking. Yea, I know I'm such an internet whore these past few days. I can't deny that I am up to something else aside from getting advices from "Bertong Badtrip" and "One More Chance Advice" LOL. Come on! You have to try it. It's kind of aliw. :)) Also, I'm not hooked but been trying all the new games from FB. OK. I know that sounds olats but yea. haha. I am managing a lot. I have a 3 farms, (farm ville, farm town, and sunshine ranch) 2 restaurants, (restaurant city and cafe world?.. what was that again?) and a fish tank. I do hope evrything are real for I don't need to stuck myself here in my station to earn tons of moolah. Hahaha! I do update, but I'm not an addict. What else? Ahh.. I've been eyeing a lot of pics from my friends and I do comment a lot! Now, what I really like most there are the videos which my friends are posting. HAHA! Super aliw. Dun talaga nauubos ang oras ko. HEHE sa kakaspot sa lahat ng vids.
So now it's Friday. I am thankful once again, since it's my last shift. But I feel a lil upset. It's Friday and I haven't heard anything from this goddamn dude. HAHA! Right! One of the reasons why I'm trying to be online. LAME LAME LAME. LOL What can I do? You got me with those smile. :) *kilig* haha! Anyway, yea.. As you said. Whatever happens, we'll still cross each others path. Imposibleng hindi. Madaming inuman pang magaganap. November na! Birthday ko na. May mga uuwi pa. There will be tons of inuman sessions in line. Pero, are we still going to be the same? Balita? Yun parin ba ihihirit mo saken? Baka naman wala ni HA ni HO akong marinig sayo once we bump into each other... Wag naman sana. :) I think hindi naman siguro. Sa bus kanina. Naalimpungatan ako. "Bubble gang in on TV" Shet. So i saw Wendell. I got to think of you. U L U L hahahahahha! muka kang tanga madam!
O sya! fine magtrabaho na! ng makarami! GORA!
Next week will be different for me. Magbago kaya ako? Sana ganto paren. Sana chill paren. Thank God for this opportunity. I hope I can handle it well. :)
Later, I'm off to Pansol. Let's have fun friends! :)
Oct 12, 2009
Weekend's over. I had a lot of thoughts goin on in my mind. Having been awake for almost 2 days straight I guess was unbelievable. Everything were quick. I didn't know I'd come this far. I'm trying to contemplate some shits, which I really don't want to say, but hey.. I'd still give it a try...
If I walk, would you run? If I stop, would you come? If I say you're the one, would you believe me? If I ask you to stay, would you show me the way? Tell me what to say, so you won't leave me..
Maybe I'm not ready, but I'll give it a try. For a change. I'm not sure if we're hiding. I guess I'm exaggerating. I don't know what you think right now. I don't know where the hell are you exactly. I don't have any idea what's goin on with you. OKAY. I'll stop. Just give me a single shout right now. RIGHT NOW.
What the hell happened to me over the effin weekend? Dang!
If I walk, would you run? If I stop, would you come? If I say you're the one, would you believe me? If I ask you to stay, would you show me the way? Tell me what to say, so you won't leave me..
Maybe I'm not ready, but I'll give it a try. For a change. I'm not sure if we're hiding. I guess I'm exaggerating. I don't know what you think right now. I don't know where the hell are you exactly. I don't have any idea what's goin on with you. OKAY. I'll stop. Just give me a single shout right now. RIGHT NOW.
What the hell happened to me over the effin weekend? Dang!
Oct 8, 2009
I miss I miss I miss
Sleeping 10 hours. haha!
I miss sleeping. :( But I got tons of stuffs to do..
1. need to go to the office, work for 9 hours
2. need to go to the derma later...
3. need to finalize Irene's party on Oct 17, which is btw pool party in Pansol.
4. need to visit my man coz i got a great kwento.
5. finally, need to shop. Yea, I guess I need to prize myself once again for doing a goodjob! *wink*
Oh, and btw. Thank God, an old friend is coming to town. He'll have a party on Sat. Can't wait! Shat na! Yey! See ya guys! *Really excited!*
Boo! Pagexcited daw, mas lalong hindi naman maganda ang magaganap. Kebs! I just need a break. Yun lang, kahit walang magandang whatever na maganap. LOL
Okay, need to hit the pantry now! One cappuccino, coming up! HAH!
I miss sleeping. :( But I got tons of stuffs to do..
1. need to go to the office, work for 9 hours
2. need to go to the derma later...
3. need to finalize Irene's party on Oct 17, which is btw pool party in Pansol.
4. need to visit my man coz i got a great kwento.
5. finally, need to shop. Yea, I guess I need to prize myself once again for doing a goodjob! *wink*
Oh, and btw. Thank God, an old friend is coming to town. He'll have a party on Sat. Can't wait! Shat na! Yey! See ya guys! *Really excited!*
Boo! Pagexcited daw, mas lalong hindi naman maganda ang magaganap. Kebs! I just need a break. Yun lang, kahit walang magandang whatever na maganap. LOL
Okay, need to hit the pantry now! One cappuccino, coming up! HAH!
Oct 3, 2009
Have a new post..
But i was hestitated to publish it for the Ondoy/Pepeng flood.. For the meantine, I'm praying and trying to help at the best I could..
Sep 22, 2009
A Spiral Experience
...So Shiela gave a big discount. Me and my HS friends planned for a dinner at Sofitel then. And here are the pics:
Dressing up.. I LOVE
That's why I always want to go to any event because I want to dress up. HEHEHE.
This an uber late post. :) We went to my boyf's eldest sister's wedding. Since I don't have a date, Totee accompanied me then. It was kinda tiring for I wore my 3.5 inches heels. Dang! Haha!
I forgot the name of the church, but it is located near MOA. The reception was at Sofitel Philippine Plaza. The place was damn amazing, really!
I fell inlove with Sofitel, really. KM told me I could get a 50% discount from her sis. So I did ask Shiela about it. She oblidged. :) What an angel! :) LOVELY!
Sep 19, 2009
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If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. - Marilyn Monroe -- LOVES!
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