I was knocked out by this: :(
"Of course there are all the dangers everyone talks about: drug addiction, HIV, unwanted pregnancy, etc. But there is another danger that most people miss: the danger of getting stuck in the wrong relationship.
-- How can I say I am in the wrong relationship? :(
When I still feel the love, the desire to see him when we are not together. :( I can honestly say how I feel the emptiness if he's not around even I am surrounded with group of friends, happy friends to be exact--I still opt to stay with him even we know his place is like hell. I can give up everything for this man. I am happy when I see him smile. But then again, I have this feeling of being fed up... Just lately.. Yea! Lately, someone is giving all his attention am longing for. Someone I can call my own 24/7. Someone who treats me nice and give all the care plus extra sweetness am I seeking for the last 2 yrs of my life.. This time, the effort doesn't came from me. This time I feel I am being loved, truly. :( I am happy that there is someone who still have the guts of askin me out. Na meron pa palang malakas ang loob na agawin ako ng tuluyan. Na makikipagtalo hanggat maghihintay daw til kaya ko ng talikuran ang buhay ko sa past. It's just so relieving knowing there is still someone. Akala ko before, once my man and I called it quits, I'll be dealing my life alone. Sana nga hindi stir tong isa. Pero kung stir sya? Siguro, matatanggap ko ng buong buo. I am still being unfair to him though. :(
and this:
"As painful as a breakup is, it is still far better to face what you really have and to deal with it, than to keep trying to make something workout of a situation that just doesn’t feel right. The longer you wait, the more painful it is likely to be."
Grabe naman to pare. naluluha ako :(
I don't know, still I can not comment on this. It's just too tiring to tell things over and over again. Need I say more? :(
Hate it! :(
Mar 6, 2009
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