past is past

25 yrs of my life, I've never bump into a person as shallow as this one. People come and go. You may not know whom are real and not until you reach the boiling point. I myself know how to distinguish people like these but for some reasons this one whom I trusted and whom I loved, this one whom I treated not just a friend but a sister, one day broke my heart.

I never thought it would be as shallow as this. I never thought it would come this far. I never ever wanted this to happen. The only thing I'm wishing for all of my friends is HAPPINESS, simply that. So, the moment I knew they had it in their lives, I would simply back off and let them handle their own lives alone.

Most of my friends knew the real me. I value friendship as much I value my family. So if ever you're part of my list, I'm telling you... I'll be with you no matter what. I'll die with you, that's friendship for me.

Just yesterday, I actually deleted one from my friend's list data base. For me, there's actually no such thing as delete action. But she provoked me. She made me do this. Or probably she wanted me to do this. Like what I've said, for me, friendship really matters. Whatever she said, whatever she did, I will never ever forget.

To you, I hope you're happy now. Indeed, you made me realize how shallow you are, how you value that friendship I had with you. At least, we both realize as early as now that we need to end up the relationship we had in the past. I can not, REALLY, can not continue my life with you anymore, calling you my friend would be a sin probably. This is not easy, but hell yeah, you made me do this sh*t!

Random Thoughts

This is supposed to be published yetesday, but I wasn't able to finish it due to a heaps of tasks in line. Not to mention I'm too sleepy yesterday and was kind of busy as well chating with HS friends, Don, Anna, and Brent.

SO YESTERDAY:
Today, Irene will arrive the Philippines. She was far from home for 4 years, and this is her first home coming here in Manila. So we opt to have a party for her. I had to reserve a private pool in Pansol and on Saturday, Oct 17, I know we'll have a blast! ;)

TODAY:
Got up early like 7something. Irene called up. She's home already. I feel sleepy at some point but I can't go back to sleep for some weird reasons which I really don't know. LOL So what I did was to go online again and start Facebooking. Yea, I know I'm such an internet whore these past few days. I can't deny that I am up to something else aside from getting advices from "Bertong Badtrip" and "One More Chance Advice" LOL. Come on! You have to try it. It's kind of aliw. :)) Also, I'm not hooked but been trying all the new games from FB. OK. I know that sounds olats but yea. haha. I am managing a lot. I have a 3 farms, (farm ville, farm town, and sunshine ranch) 2 restaurants, (restaurant city and cafe world?.. what was that again?) and a fish tank. I do hope evrything are real for I don't need to stuck myself here in my station to earn tons of moolah. Hahaha! I do update, but I'm not an addict. What else? Ahh.. I've been eyeing a lot of pics from my friends and I do comment a lot! Now, what I really like most there are the videos which my friends are posting. HAHA! Super aliw. Dun talaga nauubos ang oras ko. HEHE sa kakaspot sa lahat ng vids.

So now it's Friday. I am thankful once again, since it's my last shift. But I feel a lil upset. It's Friday and I haven't heard anything from this goddamn dude. HAHA! Right! One of the reasons why I'm trying to be online. LAME LAME LAME. LOL What can I do? You got me with those smile. :) *kilig* haha! Anyway, yea.. As you said. Whatever happens, we'll still cross each others path. Imposibleng hindi. Madaming inuman pang magaganap. November na! Birthday ko na. May mga uuwi pa. There will be tons of inuman sessions in line. Pero, are we still going to be the same? Balita? Yun parin ba ihihirit mo saken? Baka naman wala ni HA ni HO akong marinig sayo once we bump into each other... Wag naman sana. :) I think hindi naman siguro. Sa bus kanina. Naalimpungatan ako. "Bubble gang in on TV" Shet. So i saw Wendell. I got to think of you. U L U L hahahahahha! muka kang tanga madam!

O sya! fine magtrabaho na! ng makarami! GORA!

Next week will be different for me. Magbago kaya ako? Sana ganto paren. Sana chill paren. Thank God for this opportunity. I hope I can handle it well. :)

Later, I'm off to Pansol. Let's have fun friends! :)

Weekend's over. I had a lot of thoughts goin on in my mind. Having been awake for almost 2 days straight I guess was unbelievable. Everything were quick. I didn't know I'd come this far. I'm trying to contemplate some shits, which I really don't want to say, but hey.. I'd still give it a try...

If I walk, would you run? If I stop, would you come? If I say you're the one, would you believe me? If I ask you to stay, would you show me the way? Tell me what to say, so you won't leave me..

Maybe I'm not ready, but I'll give it a try. For a change. I'm not sure if we're hiding. I guess I'm exaggerating. I don't know what you think right now. I don't know where the hell are you exactly. I don't have any idea what's goin on with you. OKAY. I'll stop. Just give me a single shout right now. RIGHT NOW.

What the hell happened to me over the effin weekend? Dang!

I miss I miss I miss

Sleeping 10 hours. haha!

I miss sleeping. :( But I got tons of stuffs to do..

1. need to go to the office, work for 9 hours
2. need to go to the derma later...
3. need to finalize Irene's party on Oct 17, which is btw pool party in Pansol.
4. need to visit my man coz i got a great kwento.
5. finally, need to shop. Yea, I guess I need to prize myself once again for doing a goodjob! *wink*

Oh, and btw. Thank God, an old friend is coming to town. He'll have a party on Sat. Can't wait! Shat na! Yey! See ya guys! *Really excited!*

Boo! Pagexcited daw, mas lalong hindi naman maganda ang magaganap. Kebs! I just need a break. Yun lang, kahit walang magandang whatever na maganap. LOL

Okay, need to hit the pantry now! One cappuccino, coming up! HAH!

Have a new post..

But i was hestitated to publish it for the Ondoy/Pepeng flood.. For the meantine, I'm praying and trying to help at the best I could..