Jul 27, 2008

A Day With My Folks



12nn-- me, Dick, my sister's hubby and Kelly Clark, went to Soldiers' for their weekend routine. They manage to visit my folks every weekend, since I visited my sister's crib, after going to Onie's, we went home at Soldiers' together.

My sister's busband's fam has to go to Festival Mall for they have to celebrate their bro's victory--passing the board exam for nursing! Cool that they will eat out for lunch so meaning, Kelly (my fave pamangkin) will leave us home :(. So I said, why don't we go to the mall istead and take our lunch there too!

Yay!


So there we end up eating at Tokyo Tokyo, (my treat of course, who else? LOL) and Kelly baby had a great time playing around. I am so delighted, having been stuck up at my pad for the last two weeks, where all I do is pig out and watch all time series, now I had a blast with my fam and I do not want to end up that moment if I were to choose let say. :)



More pics when I get back to work. Internet connection here at home really sucks to death! LOL

Jul 25, 2008

Sino Sya?

Sino nga ba?

Noon, dati,
nung college palang ako,
madalas ko tong makita.
Makatabi.
Kaso ayoko syang kausapin.
Bakit?

Maangas kase sya,
pinipili nya ang kausap nya.
pumipili rin siguro sya ng kaibigan nya.

Pero teka, baka pakiramdam ko lang un noon.

Nagkayayaang magtong-its.
Sa may Aling Miding's
Ako
Si Karleen,
at saka sino pa?
wala na kameng ibang makakalaro.
Wala ng ibang marunong.
Kundi sya?
OO sya.
S'yang maangas na hindi nagsasalita.
Na tuwing recitation ko lang naririnig ang mahiwagang boses nya.

Aba! magaling pala syang dumiga!
Dumiga at mambluff lang kahit singkwenta pa ang bilang!
Nadali moko 'don boy!
Tinalo moko at nabawasan ang pamasahe ko!
Alas diyes na tayo natapos,
di ko manlang napansin oras,
nagkapikunan dahil sa mamisong tayaan!

Pag naiisip ko ang nakaraan.
Natatawa nalang ako at patulo'y kong binabalikan.

OO naalala na kita.
Ikaw si SHIN CHAN!
Si Carmen ang nanay mo..
At si Andrew E. ang nagda-dub ng boses mo.

Ikaw si bear ng buhay ko.
Niligawan kita,
binasted moko!
I love you sabi ko.
"Thank you lang talaga" ibabanat mo.

Natapos ang college,
Hindi na kita muling nakita.
Nagkatrabaho ako,
kayo, lahat tayo.

Ym ang naging ugat ng muling pagkikita natin.
Tuwing may birthday,
o tamang Friday.
Shot sa Makati.
hanggang mag hating gabi.

Don naisip ko.
Masarap ka naman pala kausap.
Kwela, mukang tanga, magulo, parang adik.
Yan ka pala.
Yan ang tunay na ikaw.

Di mo man madalas nailalabas
ang tunay mong saloobin
Para sa akin, isa kang madamdamin.
hindi mo manlang sinabi sa kanya
na mahal mo na pala sya..
ikaw lang e.
kung saken mo sinabi un..
edi sana..

tayo na!
LOL =))

IKABON! ikaw to! oo!
e pinilit moko gawan ka ng entry e..
o sya! magkita tayo kung kelan mo
ibibigay ang libre ko!

:)

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Jul 20, 2008

Boring Sunday

Am super bored, I was awaken today by the bell from the door because of some maintenance from the building who wanted to give such survey list. It was pathetic indeed seeing it's already 11am and I'm still sleeping deeply. Then I turned to the phone and ring my folks. Telling them I won't be able to go home today, instead will stay in the condo for I have to be in the office really early. Then I managed to cook for my brunch. :) Porckchop, 2 hotdogs, and 1 longganisa. It will be nicer if I'll eat these with you today. I went to my room, shut the door, turned on the telly & inserted Gossip Girl S1 and munched every piece of my food. Then I remembered, we don't have mineral water from the ref. So I called the delivery man to drop me 1 galon of water. So, I continued my meal. It was 3:30 pm when I thought of you again. I glance through our pictures left to my bed and started talking to you really crazy. I miss you babe. I really do hope I can text you everytime I wanted to see you more often. I had this imagination of your presence ringing the bell, walking upstairs and surprising me with yellowcab and coke. But then again, I knew it was just a perfect day dreaming. :( I went down for smoke and suddenly small droplets of rain started to fall through my face. I hate rain. It makes me more lonely :(. Then, I sat in the lobby couch and saw you passing by the glass door. You were just happy holding your car keys, wearing you old get up. trasher look, nice white shirt, baston cargo pants, and vans sneakers. God, I just miss your old look.. This feeling started killing me until I texted Gen where she was to break my perfect day dreaming. She's at Alimall and having her hair done.

I'm 24 now, turning 25 this year, living alone and having 2 jobs at a time. Meaning, I could live by my own and YES I'm ready to have my own family with you. Apparently, you are not available at the moment so I better stay here and continue what I'm doing for the longest time--to wait!

What we had last Friday-Saturday was really a blast! I felt complete though. Waking in the morning right next to you is somewhat part of my dreams. So, I was fulfilled and contented at that time.

Now, my tears just started to fall and I can't help it. It's 4pm now. I think I should better be going and take a bath. I'll attend mass today and I'll talk to our dear Lord about my prayers. I hope He'll hear what I'm saying. I don't wanna get tired of praying, waiting and loving you babe. Since January last year, I have this single prayer that I use to recite day and night, Wanna hear it from me?

"That is for you to get your freedom and be with me for the rest of or lives"

Once that prayer will come true, from then on, I'll have different prayer to recite and that will be different story to reminisce...

I love you babe. I miss you so much.

- Madamme :(

Jul 17, 2008

disappointed

Am no vain, am no brand conscious, could these be the reasons why I had the most horrible day yesterday?

Few from my friends know what's the reason why my Yahoo Messenger status says "super mad". Now, I'd like to tell everyone what have had happened and also to give a lil benefit for me to burst out what's making me really mad.

Yesterday, I made a good figure for my quota, boss complemented me for doing that. After which, I headed to the next room where I use to do my sideline, in short, I had a long-fulfilled-tiring day. To give myself a special treat, I went to the near-by salon just down stairs of the condo and had my favorite thing--footspa and pedicure. For the longest time, I was thinking of having my hair done. This time I want it different. I want something like the Olsen twin's hair, or Serena's look (oh she's adorable), or Rachael Grins' seductive hair, which is curly on the lower part of the strands. Then I ask the stylist, are you doing something like that even I had a treatment 4 months ago? They said YES. So I go for it. :)

The result was freakin' awful. It was the most horrible feeling in the world--when you were in the peek of your career days when everyone should look nice and gourgeous because all of you can afford the desirable things in earth which is to pamper yourself in the salon and spa, everything turned out mess as for me. :(

I can describe my hair as straight-not-curly-frizzy-thick-super-dry-eewwy-hair.

DAmn!

Then I told myself, I shouldn't go to the office like this. So I made an effort, conditioned my hair with creamsilk pink and dry it then curled it up and put some pony. If you can't understand, try to think Chunli's hair. So there, I slept over night with that annoying hair and woke up super late and got ready for work. I went to the bathroom and had a body shower. Grab my yellow top and finally pull out the pony tail i made.

Tadah! the outcome!? sayang! I don't have pic. It turned out nice. Better than earlier. Sigh..

Jul 13, 2008

Redhorse and The Big Buzz

After mass I had a get together with my friends to celebrate one's birthday. This guy is suppose to be my bestfriend's boo-soon-to-be-husband-on-the-next-month-this-year. Sigh. I didn't expect this coming anytime soon. I wasn't prepared. I thought I am going to become a mother first before her. Until now, the thing they announced wasn't able to sink in in my system. But hey, I'm super happy for them. But I can't just imagine this is happening. and I can't just help myself but to envy them. :(

It is somewhat true... that I hate happy couples!

For some reasons, I hate myself hating them.

Jul 11, 2008

you know you love me, XOXO...

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I know! I love them too! and I soo love their look. Where could buy those headbands Blair's wearing. I wanna have one, no i mean three, I mean five! LOL =)) Fine, i am so over reacting. But seriously, I love this girls!

Jul 9, 2008

I Had a Dream

Last night I had a good sleep not until I dream about him and me fighting over the phone. I heard loud noise in the background as if he is in a party or something. Then something came out into my mouth like...

"Where in the hell are you now? Aren't you suppose to taking care of our kid while I was here sticking my ass in my fucking chair and dealing with unbelievable deadlines!? Damn it! you're so unconsiderate and what do you think you're doing? having fun and going home really late, stoned drunk? Damn! I'm sick and tired of my life.. make sure tomorrow morning, all your mess inside my house are all gone! Leave me alone with my kid! I'm so done with you!"

:( OMG! Then I woke up feeling stress and unhappy. I worry about our future, yes! I worry how in the world we can manage to be together without asking for any help from our folks. I worry how is he as my future husband. I worry how am I being a good mother. I worry where we could get all the finances for our expenses. I worry a lot, and I admit, I worry more about him.

I feel a lil bit unorganize today. I wanna talk about this with him as well. Even I know how will he react on this. He'll go like...

"Stop worrying about it babe, I promise I'll be a good husband and a good father."

Yah? sure thanks. :) Oh by the way, why are you staying here for a year and a half now? :(

Now I'm more worried than a while ago... Come to think of it, I have all the reasons right?

OK back to work. **darn

Jul 2, 2008

Happy Long Weekend to All

First of all, I'm disappointed. I set my alarm to 10pm so I could fix myself and be in the office before 12mn. So, it alarmed and I woke up. Suddenly, I fell asleep again and was shocked when I saw the time! It was 11:50 then. I hurriedly went to the bathroom and took a bath. Took the taxi and arrived office at 12:20am! Damn! I was 5 mins late. Darn** I'm not gonna be receiving the 3K perk (AGAIN).. I was too close to it! (haay sayang)

Goodthing...

This will be my last day for the week. :) Thank God! I'm gonna be having a 4day off. Boss managed to make Thursday, July 3 as our day off so we could have a loong vacation. July 4 is holiday for the states so we're not gonna be having work on Friday too. :) I hope I'll have a nice nice vacation. I am really excited to go home, but before heading off to Alabang, I have to go home first at the condo because I forgot to bring some clothes since I was really in a hurry a while ago! Yikes! I am feeling sooo lazy today. :(

So Happy weekend everyone :)