Nov 27, 2009

Bloody Birthday

I had a pre birthday celeb last Nov 21 with my HS batchmates. It was cool! I miss these guys and girls. We went to Antakya then left for Aplaya. It was fun. BLOODY FUN! LOL





Thanks for those who came, sa mga hindi... Tara! shat! Bitin e... heheh

Aiza - Bithday Birthdayan lang
Carla - Tamed. In fairness. Salutatorian ka paren ng batch. Ikaw na!
Marla - Star of the night ka chong! Bongga mo lang! Kinuhanan ng video ung moment mo sa stage nung kano. TARAY!
Oge - Cinderella (what's new dude? CHOS! Aga lang. 1030pm nagbounce)
Via - Photographer! Goodjob! Tibay mo lang men. Kelan ka ba talaga tatamaan? Edi ikaw na gumawa ng redhorse kung ganon.. haha
Kai - Tamang chill si kyana neto. Apir! salamat sa pagpunta. MWah!
Chique - Eto na ang may screen name talaga! Laftrip kayo ni marla! Pero astig! dumating ka. Salamat sa pagupdate ng facebook ng 230 ng madaling araw no? Bibo mo lang e! LOL
Totee - late late, ako tuloy kumanta. Ew lang. haha
Gilbert - Akala ko ba friend mo si Gio? Asan ang discount dude? haha! CHOS!
Eli - Ayus lang chong. Ang saya naman natin e! hehe
Maman - Wasak ka nalang lagi. Ewan ko sayo!
Tobs - Looking hot pare ah! haha charing lang!
Mark - Pumayat ka talaga pare, walang biro... hehe
Fab - Akalain mo un. Salamat sa pagdrop by.. :)
Aaron - Ang bata bata mo pa. may wedding ring ka na!
Tyron - Easy lang brad. Hehehe. Salamat sa pagpunta
Yebou - YOU'RE THE BEST TL YEBOU! mwah!

I won't forget that night. Bloody night. Pero keri lang. Masaya naman chong! Salamat! CHEERS!

SANA



LSS for 3 days. Sumasakto. Nakakabaog. AKO. SIYA. KAME. Haaay!

Sana - Updharmadown
Nilibot na ang buong mundo
Di pa rin ako nakukuntento
Makakahanap ng ipapalit
Nang walang babala
Lumipas ay nagbabalik pala

Nalilito na ako hindi na dapat gan'to
Nakaraan ay natapos at napagdaanan na
Bakit na sisindak pa sa t'wing naaalala
Matatauhan na wala ka na pala

Ako sila'y nandito na
Ikaw na lang ang kulang
Anong lunod o lalim ba't 'di na lang lumutang
Anong pait ang matamis at aking susubukan
Anong silbi ng narito
'Di mo na kailangan

Hindi nga nagtagal ang pagpapanggap na 'to
Kaliwa at kanan harap at likod ano mang anggulo
Titigan ay bumibigay ako

Damdamin ay kay bigat
Naisip na ang lahat
Wala na ba talaga akong magagawa pa

Ako sila'y nandito na
Ikaw na lang ang kulang
Anong lunod o lalim ba't 'di na lang lumutang
Anong tamis ang mapait at aking iiwasan
Walang silbi ang narito
'Di mo na kailangan

Wala na bang makakapantay at di na ba dapat pang maghintay
Ako lang ba ang nagkasala?
Kumakapit sa natitirang sana.

Kung babalik ka pa hanggang kailan kaya?
Ako dito mag aabang na magdutong na ang patlang
Ang kulang ay mapupunan wala nang makahahadlang
Wala na yatang hihigit sa pangungulila ko
Iba na bang nagbibigay ng mga kailangan mo?

Oh sana
Kay higpit ng kapit sa unan kagabi ko
Oh sana
Inaasam muling makatabi at mahalik sana

26 -- Big Box vs Tiny Lil Box

You know I'm working on a graveyard shift, and when I say graveyard, this actually implies around 3am or so... Meaning I'm gonna be celebrating the first few hours of my birthday on the road. :)

So yea, here's what happened last Nov 26.

Woke up with my phone ringing at exactly 12 midnight.. Of course I'm in a snoozing mode then.. T a t u greeted me and said "ako ba unang grumit sayo?" Then I'm like, "hindi ako sure. Bago pa man nagring phone ko, madami ng text akong di pa nababasa.." He was telling me, what he did was quite different from others since yeah, he did it at exactly 12 midnight. Fine with me. Mushy throne is all yours! :D

So I went to sleep again and tried hitting the shower after an hour. I received tons of birthday greetings and a million thanks to all who rememebered my day. :) THANK YOU SO MUCH. In the office, we planned to have a nice breakfast, but then again.. Everyone is so busy that we can't even try to pee. So I bought a yellowcab pizza for everyone. HAH! Too wise that the pizza arrived when most of the people ended their shifts and went home. :) Ooopsie. Sorry. HAHA!

Let me give you some side stories before my bday.. Martin texted askin what's my wish aside from my ultimate wish which is O n i e's freedom.. So I replied.. If I won't be able to have that ultimate wish, I wish for "the one" to come by really soon.. So he replied.. "Hirap naman sige tulog nako. I'll meet you at 6am."

Came 6am, I'm in the middle of a meeting, Martin's texting me he's already at starbs. I couldn't go out of my boss' office so I said, I'll be a lil late. I drop by in starbs Emerald ave. at 7am. He gave me a kiss, a caramel frappe and a pack of mild seven cigar. I thought it was just it, then he handed me a big white box, literally big that I thought it was a wedding gown pero mini mini. LOL So I was touched. it didn't ended there. He gave me a note, before I opened the box. The note says...



SO OK. He zipped down his jacket and there I saw a pink ribbon around his neck. OK. I don't know how should I react on that, but yeah I understood he was telling me... He's "the one". I felt a bit kilig.. But at the back of my mind.. I wish, I really really wish.. It was O n i e who I am talking with :( In all fairness with Martin, he didn't gave up on me since SHE-MARTIN-AIZA issue. MARTIN will always have a space in my heart. He's a best bud, a husband material, and very very very nice guy, whom I can't imagine hurting once again for the nth time. He don't deserve me at all. I'm a sick bastard girl who's madly inlove with a certain prisoner and doesn't have the guts to stand by her own and face the fuckin' reality. I can not promise Martin that he could trust on me if ever we'll give another chance with our relationship. So yea, right now? I don't want to elaborate to what's goin on..

Fast forward...
Here's a sneak peek with Martin's gift. It's lovely! It's awesome! AND IT'S MANGO! Thanks buddy!






So I went home after my shift ends at 12nn. T a t u and I watched New Moon. It was all good. I'm with "Team Jacob" LOL because of the 8 packs man. I was totally drooling.... LOL Then we had some sticks of yosi at the nearby store pagpasok sa village. We hang out there, it started raining kase. OLATS. So I went home. Everyone greeted me and saw martin's gift. Meanwhile, K M arrived accompanied by tata. They were holding a cake, 2 balloons, the green one has a print of "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" and the red one says.. "I LOVE YOU", a love letter and a tiny box.

Here's a sneak peek again:




I saw this coming already, but told him I would not accept any ring on my birthday if he's really planning to give one. Come on! We are on a break then what? Askin me to marry him with his situation? Well, to tell you the truth... I'm a bit annoyed because it wasn't him who gave the tiny lil box. I'll be hypocrite if I tell ya I didn't like it at all. Of course I was touched, felt really kilig and all, the only prob is that... The man doesn't exist right that moment. OK let me give you some descriptions about this ring. It's not a fancy engagement ring all girls wanted to have. It has an imprint of A I Z A and O N I E. I dont like it really.. What I wanted to have is something like this....


OR THIS...


Ok hahahha. I'm just being brat here. I know those are too much but yea, every girl deserves an engagement ring like that. :) I'm not planning of wearing the ring O n i e gave, my parents were joking me around about it though. Engaged na daw ako. Hehe. I just told them, how in the world would that happen, if we're on a break. :) hehe

I watched tv with my siblings until I saw myself wearing the ring till I fell asleep. :) Naexperience ko rin palang maengage for 8 hours. :)

My Birthday wasn't that special. I wasn't happy at all.