Changes

A lot of things have changed lately, and I'm pretty not use to it. Knowing me, changes--it makes me a lil sick. Remember my blog about "the cafe mocha thing"? Yea, things in my life are actually steady, in so many ways. When it comes to work--almost 5 years baby! Talking about love life--man, I gave all the 9 years of my life! Yea, I'm that stupid, or probably I should say again, I'm afraid of constant changes. I'm longing for comfort zone that I'm use to, and now I learned it's all bullshit. I should've done this before. I should've stop being afraid of what might have been. I'm not an organized kind of person, I actually don't plan ahead of time. I don't have this bucket list I should experience before I die. I am just a simple girl who live in my simple world that actually wanted a simple yet lovely life. I only need a real happiness. Been battling for it for the longest time. Been waiting for it to happen. Been seeking for it for almost everyday. It has been a rough and cool 26 years of ride, now I decided to stop and think of changes..

7 days from now, I'll step out of this building bringing all my stuffs with me. Yes, I resigned from BR@Nd3rs. And it happened so quickly. The process was 3 days only! Can you imagine that? Aisa, my dear friend here decided to move on and she did it when I was out of the office. I was all stressed out when I heard about the news, the next thing I knew, I was giving out my resume to an ex-officemate. I was a kind of nervous doing that. Yes, I know I planned of leaving this company for quite some time now, but not this soon. I got tons of pending things to do at that time but my mind was telling me then, oh screw it! Leave and let it go! There's so much life out there! So yea, I made a decision. I'm leaving.

Lucky me, same day I gave my resume to an ex-officemate I got a call from the HR inviting me for an interview for the next day. I obliged. To make the long story short, I got the job! And it's waaay better than what I have here. Thank good God! Goodbye graveyard, goodbye team, goodbye boss, I WAS NICE, working with you! LOL No, seriously, it was nice working with all of you here! I'm glad I was part of the team and thank you for that almost 5 long years. I learned tons of shits and stuffs! Indeed, THANK YOU!

On the other hand, love life's been so-so. We had this kind of what-the-fuck-are-you-trying-to-break-up-with-me-again issue. HAH! I am feeling so young when I'm with him. We're like highschoolers ya know. I got to experience tons of first times with him. But for some reasons, I'm again feeling afraid of letting him go. I told ya before, he's similar to ex. But this guy, I think, is getting worse than ex. We've been dating for only a month now and I must say, I need to ask for his secretary's permission to talk to him so I could have his full time with me. LOL yea, this guy is busy knowing he's still not working full time. Last week, he went to work once. DAMN! isang beses lang sa isang linggo! He's drunk last Monday, Thursday and last night. OK. I should have drive him to rehab i guess. I have so many issues why the fuck I can't stand him at times. I am trying to control my feelings because I don't want to fall in love but I guess I am. And this sucks! I can't seem to find a replacement for On!e's position now. I know this new dude is not the one. He isn't. He will not be. ever. :( and I'm sad he can't be. sana sya nalang, kung pwede lang.

Life's too unfair, why do we need to bump into each other and see a potential in this relationship if we all knew this might not work in the future. why the fuck? it's getting confusing and desperate again.

Now, I'm all back to the thought of seeing On!e nalang.. Babe, you come home, be here as fast as you could. please.. :(

Farewell Aisa

OK, this is it. It's Aisa's last day today. She even logged in early so she could exit early as well. :( I'm half sad and half happy because of this. This isle wouldn't be complete now that she's leaving. This isle that is surrounded by row 4 peeps will definitely be dull and boring. Aisa's the clown here, without her, we'll be completely lost (wow! e may ganon? NAMAN!) and miserable. On the other hand, I'm very happy for her because she has decided to leave and follow her heart of working from home. She wants to do different things and oh, please visit her online store at ebay and archiveclothing.multiply.com.

Happy Shopping! ;)

1.5 Weeks and I'm done... [eom]

Leaving me...

I am not in the mood for work. I don't like going to work. I think I'm about to quit. I'll miss ipac. I don't want her to leave. I'll miss her definitely. Seems like there's no reason for me to go to work now. I don't have many friends in the office. We weren't that uber close. But she's one of my buddies here and it'll be different once she's gone. :(

I need some frap now to lighten up my mood. Something that would make me smile, better if I could see you. Yes, you...

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Peaceful weekend?

It's going to be a long weekend for me. Independence Day for the States, and thank good Lord for this. I hope this could be a very very relaxing weekend. :) Good thing, I got no schedule for some party at nights. Thank God! Because finally I'll have a nice and peaceful weekend. June was been a hectic schedule for booze and night outs. I got a lot of June babies friends. Sleepless nights, party and fun fun life. It was okay indeed, at least I know when to chill!

After this shift I'm going to BDO Magallanes branch to encash my check. YAY! My second pay from my sideline, finally! Then, will proceed to BDO Muntinlupa to open an account. Yea, this will be my second account for BDO. hahahaha. My first was closed. Have been in a roller coaster budgetting shit and I haven't deposited any amount since then, so it automatically closed. YUCK! hahaha Now, I need to have a new account.

My sister's waiting for me to drop some cash for Mary. She's borrowing some money and I'm going to lend her. Besides, I wanted to see my nephnews. They failed to visit us last weekend. The youngest got some measles, he should be feeling fine now. Oh I miss the kids, really!

After lunch, I should be going home. Actually I wanted to stay til the next day but I have work at 1pm. BOO! (Oh crap I guess I wont be able to make it at 1. Hello! I'll be signing out here by 12, how in the world I can manage to make it at 1? DUHH? haha) Anyway, I'm used to it. Prolly I could finish the work earlier so I could have the means of FB-ing. LOL I am excited about my resto there. FINE! my place wasn't that glamorous compared to others, but I'm seriously waiting for some cash to buy some furnitures and shits! hahahaha! I'm kinda enjoying it. LOL I know I suck! Yesterday, I got heaps of comments from FB that I am available elsewhere. haha! I keep on commenting on each people's profile. What's the biggie deal? LOL, Ya know, that is the only way I could connect myself to the people I love. Hey! that's how I call socializing eh? hahaha. No time to chill with friends? Why not use FB for that? LOL

Meanwhile, I'm trying to create a presentation, and it's been weeks now and still I am in the introduction part. WTH! hahahaha. Well, I'm having a hard time with VISTA. Ya know, I want to change my OS to XP instead, VISTA SUCKS TO DEATH! I effin' swear! LIke what happened to me is ALL SOFTWARE equals NOT COMPATIBLE WITH VISTA SHIT!!! hahahaha! Okay, I'm kind of over reacting. But srsly, if it wasn't that hassle to change OS, I wouldn't mind downgrading it to XP instead. VISTA = 3 programs only running in your pc. WHAT A WASTE! The hell if it's an original OS? I could have paid 100 bucks for pirated XP installer instead!

So, prolly I could manage to finish the presentation hopefully this weekend. WOW parang hindi paren. LOL

I also wanna finish all remaining episodes of Desperate Housewives, The Hills and Gossip Girls Season 2. hahahahah! I suck! Still, haven't finish them. I'm so not "IN" I KNOW! LOL. Srsly, I could just sit in my bed all night, all day just to finish those. I mean, that's relaxation for me.

Of course I wouldn't miss visiting my favorite person in the world, no other than my boyf. :) I'll prolly treat him with hmmm? Pizza? Starbs? I don't know yet. He's been ranting about it. He badly wants Manhattan Pizza of Yellow Cab and Java Chip Frappuccino of Starbucks. (Ikaw na ang maluhong taga tunasan) And I love you for that :)

Or prolly I would want to have breakfast with my HS friends on Sunday. Then, attend mass.

I think that's it. Have a wonderful weekend everyone! :)

How do you achieve or maintain balance in your life?

I've read this from Daphne's Diary, so I'm blogging about it here. I admit I have a not so balance life and I'm trying my best to have a normal one. Srsly, time is really important to me. Infact, I still need more than 24 hours just to have time for everybody. I mean, I got tons of friends, from highschool, from village, from college, and another set from other batch of scs. Still, I have my family and cousins that I am trying to deal with. And finally, I got my man who needs more than of my time and existence. I admit that work really occupies a lot of my time, but in fairness to me, whenever I know my presence is important for a certain event, I make it a point I am available. Sure I do say "pass" every now and then, I hope my friends would understand where I am coming from. :)

Care to guess what lacks me most? hehe

Here are some memories I got that make me smile:

Just last Sat/Sun, Carla had her Birthday at Parque España, Alabang. Wasn't able to make it that night. I'm srsly having a dry cough and colds. My body's aching but yea, I wanna go there and celebrate. The next day, Oge fetched me and surprised Carla! She wasn't happy am around though, LOL she's a bit tampo. So, since I am guilty, we headed to Stabs ATC and had some coffee. My treat. :) Happy Bday darling! WOW! Look at us, we are definitely all grown ups now! These four ladies I am faking with (haha) for 21 years now I guess, I certainly want to continue my life with them. The real people from day 1 to now. I love them all. That's Orange, Carla, Aiza, Marla, and Khai (shempre madami pa kameng friends, kaso kame ung solid na isang text lang.. dumadating kahit tamang tambay at yosi lang sa bulwagan o sa bahay ni khai/marla/oge)
Just a recap on my weekend, I did sleep a lot last Saturday after I went to my man. Next day, yea, I had a good laugh with my fake friends (LOL) till 530pm. Then, Carla and I attended mass. After, we went to salon for a massage. She went online and fix her fb account in the salon having my laptop. We called Mcdo for a delivery. FYI, Globe Tatoo is good, I mean, it's GREAT! The connection was amazing, I didn't expect it that way, prolly because of the location or something. I don't know. So I went home at 930pm with these colds and cough and had a good night sleep.

That's our last out of town, Oge's bday. I'm sure, I did blog about this before :)

This is my last out of town with college friends, Cagbalete Quezon. I miss them so much, specially Gaze and Gen, whom I always call whenever I need a friend. We're all busy ok? Do not just put the blame on me girls! LOL

Look at this, ang dami namin no? Even the place was not so cool, we end up happy because of kachimoyan. Wala lang, the kwentuhan and all the bonding made the trip better. :) Miss you all. Our next getaway would be on October? Tulio's hometown, Bacolod. YAY!

Just recent, I had a time to bond with them at Gen's birthday. We celebrate it at Central Bar, Mandaluyong and stopped at Center Stage for some sing along trip. I do not have any sleep yet at that time, still I opted to stay with them and chill. I miss you all really. :)

Here's my Deniña clan, we're not complete in that pic ofcourse, but that was our last getaway. We went to Pansol, Laguna. They are trying to call me now since they haven't seen me since then. Jeck, my cousin is going home from Dubai on July. I don't know if time will permit me to have fun with them. I really do hope.
My immediate family, which I don't have a latest pic, LOL I got to see all of them during Sundays. One of my happiest times when Kelly is around. "Lang penta penta Tutiiii!" Hahaha! Should I need to elaborate? hehe

Do I need to explain where I put all my idle time? HEHE Everybody knows how I love this man. Every Saturday, I got to have this real happiness when we bond. All my fears are gone and stress were subsided. Again, he's my paracetamol and I do not want to live my life without him. Not again. :) Last Sat, I brought some food from Mcdo and some sweets from Bancheto. Time is really short. We're still having a good talk about everything when I need to go home, as per the BJMPs :( f*ck them!

So yea, those are the people whom I share my life with. As much as I want to, wanna balance my time and distribute it to all of them, but of course it's impossible because we need to work. Well yea, everyone is busy right now. A lot of my friends are busy with their jobs as well.

So my current set up is like this:

and I wanna do this, but I can't because I don't have leaves LOL:


How about you? How do you achieve or maintain balance in your life?

kung ako papipiliin

Ayoko na dito. gusto ko sa ibang lugar kung san, masaya, kuntento at free akong gawin ang gusto ko. Hindi naman sa tipong bargas ako at hindi na magtratrabaho, pero magtratrabaho ako, dahil masaya ako sa work ko. Or dahil, mahal ko ang boss ko, at ginagalang ko sya, or dahil din, love ko ang work ko. or pwede ding, dahil masaya ako sa mga katrabaho ko, at masaya din silang naroroon ako. Ang saya sana kung ganon. Pero hindi e.

Dito sa kung saan ako nagtratrabaho. Hindi ko malayang nagagawa ang mga gusto kong gawin. Mejo may kahigpitan dito. At iniintindi ang output sa pang araw araw. Hindi lang un. Dati walang pakialam sa effort, pero ngayon, bilang na din un. Bawal magbreak ng matagal, bawal malate, bawal madaldal, at bawal nakaslouch sa upuan. Oha! ano pang bawal diba? Hindi naman sa sinusuka ko na tong lugar nato. Aba marami ding naitulong saken to sa apat na taon kong pamamalagi ko dito. Nakapagtapos ako ng utol ko at napakarami kong naitulong sa magulang ko. kaso nga lang, habang tumatagal ako dito, nagiging olats na ata. Minsan hindi ko na kayang sikmurain pa. Pero oo, patuloy nyo paren akong makikitang online sa gabi, kase oo hindi paren ako magreresign dahil kelangan ko to.

Di tulad sa ofis ng kaibigan ko. Hanep lang. Ikaw na tong late papasok, ikaw pa tong maagang nauwi. Diba Jd? pangalan palang ng kumpanya.. masaya ka na e. Go mga taga-Happy! Hehe

Isa pa sa mga kaibigan ko ang napakaswerte sa kanyang trabaho. Pag log in mo, basta nakapag email ka na ng kung ewan ko ba kung ano ung dapat nyang i-email, e pwede ka ng sumibat at shumat kung san man. Kung gusto mong mapadpad sa dian, o sa may makati ave, o sa glorietta para shumat, e ikaw na bahalang dumiskarte dun. Kahit pa ba makaapat kang redhorse, keri lang basta kaya mo bumalik ng opisina. Pag balik, sya pa tong magaaya ng confe! ano pa daw task ang hindi mo magagawa today no? Sige na ikaw na batas jan!

Sabihin na nating bundok yang kinatatayuan ng building nyo, pero ikaw na ang madalas walang task sa pagkabibo mo sa conf araw araw. hehehe. at shempre pa, not to mention, ang kalakihan ng sweldo ng kaibigan kong to. at ikaw na magkaron ng hot na hot na boss. ikaw nanaman ang panalo.

Mangyari lang din na ikaw ang boss sa team nyo, so nde ka obligadong kumota ng bigtime sa output. Ewan ko pano nyo ginagagwa ang mga task nyo. pero goodjob kase katulad kaninang umaga, mejo petiks ka alam ko.

Iilan yan sa mga kaibigan kong nagtratrabaho sa may bandang makati at ortigas. Buti pa sila, masaya at kuntento pa sa kasalukuyang trabaho nila. Ako sawa na. Pero hindi pwedeng humindi kase wala naman akong ibang choice kundi kumota!

Boo!

Monday Update

Today, I'm too exhausted. Though I wanted to work and work, since deadlines are fast approaching, still I am sleepless. Meaning I don't have enough energy to move and think. I opted to go straight to my night shift work right after I checked out some laptops at Megamall. My real plan was to go home in my apartment, get some rest, packed some clothes and come to the office prolly around 1am. I had a feeling I'll oversleep once I try snoozing so yea I didn't bother going home. Instead, go to work really early like 9pm so I could exit by 6am. Wise! hah!

Sunday Boredom

I got a lot of things to do today. But I can not start doing so because I'm kinda stuck and laziness is attacking me. Darn. It's been hours since I turned on the pc. And yet, any of my tasks wasn't able to touch except for checking my fb, fs, and multiply account. hehe. Why do I have this feeling that I need something else para maganahan akong kumilos. I mean, it's not proper right? And that pampagana I'm saying is out of reach. Sigh.

So what should I need to accomplish today?

:: Edit footer (32 pages)
:: Create 5 new pages
:: Go to the mall and window shop for new bed
:: Have some footspa, mani and pedi
:: Facial perhaps (well it's been a while)
:: Body massage (ok scrap it. I got my period. I should take a pass here)
:: Go to the atm and pay bills (globe and cc)
:: Check on my small notebook and fix my budget for the week.
:: Go to my apartment and get all of my stuffs
:: Send my dirty clothes to the laundry (after getting all my stuffs from Pasig)
:: Go to Church and pray
:: Attend meeting with my HS Batch (re: reuinon)
:: Shot with HS friends at Oge's crib
:: Get mooooore sleep
:: Have a nice merienda with my folks

There you go, and I guess I wont be able to accomplish those. First because I'm tinatamad and second, I dont want to commute. So, I am guessing I need to prioritize fixing my budget to be able for me to afford having my own decent car. LOL

When everything's okay with Onie and I. I guess, I shouldn't be having this kind of sideline. Coz, this is eating a lot of my time. It's actually ruining my so-called social life. I don't have enough sleep and energy to deal with some other activities in my life. So, if Onie's around, I'd definitely choose to bum with him, than making extra income. LOL.

Love rules, when your love one is around. FINEEE!

It was a blast! really!

Last night, we had our company's Christmas Party at Embassy Super Club at the The Fort. Our theme is PAST FORWARD, that is--70's, 80's and 90's. I'll show you what I wore next time. I didn't know it'll be this fun! I enjoyed it so much and I'm sure I'll miss this company next year. You know, I'm planning to move again for the second time. I'll miss the unbelievable perks, and my uber weirdo officemates whom I really love.. I'm so glad I found the perfect colleagues in you guys.

So, I didn't use my cam that much, Slrs were everywhere and I couldn't find time taking pics because I'm busy dancing with everyone. LOL So here's the only pic I could share, the man behind my so-called company....



Il show some pics some other time..

Later,
A

can you call this fun-fun life?

Hmmm... Could be. I suppose.
Am still partying of course!

Though I've been acting like as if I'm a superwoman of my company and my family, I still find time having fun with my friends and colleagues. Here are some of the captured moments during the times we are having fun..


Ok.. This pic isn't a party or something.. This is my team and we took a break over these yummy cereals. We headed off to "cerealicious" at Robinson's Galleria where my boss's treated us for some dessert. Mind you, he's one of the owner of this so-called store and yeah, they got tons of branches all over the metro. OK. I know I look haggard on that pic. LOL


This pic was taken when we were patying at Carbon Bar. I was wondering why I got no beer at all. LOL. Well, my colleagues for sure had fun especially T and A. LOL. They were the ones who have partners at that time. As for me? I took the exit door earlier than usual and managed to rest at my crib and planned to go home at south the next day. (I know I'm a lil boring person today compared before. LOL)


Party at Achie's Bar. A's bf had this Nocturnal Party and most of my team were invited. It was fun though, wasn't that really into gimmick nowadays, my shift doesn't permit me so this gig thing made our morning a lil better. There were body shots, a lot of booze, dancing in the ledge, picture moments and many more..


It's Aisa's bday. We had pizza, food from bancheto and trance music for our background during working hours. Boss was not around so yea, we were not that pressured to work. LOL


There, with my college friends, i super miss them. Not having a single sleep at that time, after visiting Onie, I had the means of going back to the condo and had a bath then I headed off to Decades Metrowalk to be with my batchmates. Was kinda awkward feeling. Wasn't able to drink all night though I am in the mood to drink, my body couldn't take the alcohol am suppose to be drinking, so I what happened was.. I left them at 12:15am... really too early..





Hah! I can say.. I have to give myself a break. need to party more often. I'm only 24 and I should say, I have to make my life fun and exciting in some point.. after all, I know I deserve to be happy..

I wonder where will I be this Saturday? Hmmmm.. I'll keep you posted if there's gonna be a fun fun night or morning or which ever.. :)

the shits of life

I pause from working and I start thinking about you. And it always left me a touch of sadness. It occured to my mind that once I'm dealing with work stuffs, I promise not to think about you, at least not that often than I used to. There's a heaps of tasks to do, fast approaching dealines to think and a tons of responsibilities to handle. In fact, I still lack time and am really hoping to give effort on these other stuffs that I want to accomodate as well. Aside from work, I wanted to allot time and energy with my friends, family affairs, some other hobbies such as reading (yep, until now haven't finish "can you keep a secret" novel from Geni. LOL what can I do? I have no time at all..), shopping, movie marathons, et cetera.

Thinking of whatever I am dealing right now, imagine how stressful I am having these so-called life style, you still manage to get into my system and play over my mind. You fill my awareness of every memory in our past. I can still remember every piece of our once-upon-a-times, on how your hands landed mine, every sms and phone calls, and heaps of dine outs we used to have. I seemingly reckon, you are such wonderful part of my past. And now, I continue to imagine what life could have been if you're still present and a lot of what-ifs going on in my mind.

Prior to that, Shellie and I had this talk about priorities in life over one stick of yosi, before you came into my thoughts, I was thinking of yeah--what are my real prioroties to be exact? I unconsciously say, as of the moment, it's more on my savings in my bank which is actually zero balance and I must say, this sucks big time! It wasn't my fault if I still need to help out my 'rents and wanted to spoil my siblings for whatever they wanted to have.

The moment we enter the lift, I had this bubble over my head which includes thoughts of my real priority and I think that is the reason why I still have the guts of living in this goddamn world. I actually lied to Shellie referring what's the real deal of me being in the office and continue what the fuck is up to with my everyday shit! My real priority is not the money, it's not the fuck up career, it's not my family either, it is infact, I am still existing and ready to face the consequences of life ahead of me because of you. I am waiting for you. I am waiting for your existence here in my so-called world. I am wanting your presence with every single day of my life.

There was once a friend who taught me of some things about moving on. On how the process works and how you'll go through the process itself day by day. What he said was all reasonable enough for me to get my own life and be ready for different opportunities ahead of me. There's a lot of surprices about life, not only you! At that time, I was like--yeah! That's true, that's even cool, I shouldn't make my self stucked up with such crap which really made my life worthless for almost two years. But then again, as I reached home, I had no one to talked to, I again realized.. NO! Life is about him and me being together and continue taking things slow, remembering there's-a-rainbow-always-after-the-rain just like what the song says! Shit! what's happening with me. I couldn't afford to decide on what should I focus on.. Life without him or continue embracing all the shits we are dealing with?

Darn it! Now am thinking, Forever is not real.. sigh.. :(

Here We Go Again

Everybody can attest how I changed from happy-go-lucky employee to super-hardworking fat ass! At some point, I am happy and proud of what I am now, although at times, I still feel I’m kind of nincompoop when I am talking to him. Lemme just clarify this—Yeah! He said I’m good but not great, he appreciates my effort but what he needs is the output. You see, I’m not superwoman here or scientist, or magician, or freakin God to be able to finish everything in one sitting. I know he’s not pressuring us but I feel like he is. This morning, as I browse on my email, I landed on his message asking... aside from what I am doing now, how can I boost my leads? I was like… Huh?

I wanted to say…

If I have new ideas on my mind now, I wouldn’t waste time delaying on that. If I think I still have the courage of doing something to boost leads, I won’t let you waste time asking but I’ll have the initiative on doing it on my own and let you know once it was accomplished or whatever the status will be.

Don’t get me wrong. I love him! He’s cool, he’s perfect, he appreciates what I’m doing, he appreciates my existence here, but I just don’t understand after having a meeting with him yesterday morning, he’ll gonna pop me a question like this?

But still, of course, I should know where I stand here. I am just bloody subordinate who should follow and make things possible if he wanted something to accomplish right in time. I completely understand his situation. He is just excited for us to hit the 100 per day lead for fr*e search. I know once we reach that quota, he’ll be proud of me, he’ll be proud of us. Last week, we had 99 per day lead. With that, he wanted to push all our projects and work double time on all strategies we’ve been doing for ages to reach 100 asap.

This is what he said…

“Make no mistake about it --- that one more per day is the hardest to get and we DO NOT WANT to fall short.”

Can you feel the pressure too?

As for now, I have to seek help from Mr. Google how will I answer his bloody Q.

OH MAN GIVE ME A BREAK! :(

Idle Moments

Last time we had the means of taking pics because boss wasn't around. LOL Since we have new members in marketing dept, I'd like to introduce them.

(From left) That's Tricia, me, Mich (Eng), Aisa, Alfred, and Lyndsay. The one who took the pic was Lily.


That's Aisa, Twisha and moi.
We 3 get along. We're all kikay by heart and by soul I guess. LOL Aisa and me were the same of age while Twisha's four years younger than us. Thus, she's the tallest amongst us three. Aisa's funny and when I say she's funny, I mean she'll go crack you once you reached your station up until you logged out from biometrics. I love it when she's around. So meaning, I am feeling so incomplete since yesterday for she took an off because she was soo sick. Aww. I hope she'll be fine really soon. She left an offline message from my YM and she'll not again report for work today. Yesterday, her temperature was 40 and now it's sitting on the 38th. woah! Poor Aisa. I just miss her. Lily, Twisha and I yesterday were like soo focus in work. We noticed we are soo serious because Aisa's not around. I do hope she'll be fine by tomorrow so she could get back to work and be with us again. But yea, if she still needs rest, surely, I'll let her. (wow boss?) LOL Twisha on the other hand, is our dear baby here in the office, she's the typical timid-shy-naive type lass which everyone loves. (not because she's the one giving the prizes for Repeat Rewards Program... but I think yeah, that's big factor LOL) Twisha, like me, is in a long term relationship now. She's been going out with her boo for 7 years but I guess, it's not worth it. This is what I always tell her.. explore, have fun, you don't need to get stuck up with one guy, after all, he's not that worth it and she's aware of that too..

So there, we've been playing around the camera as if noone's working around us. LOL. I miss you Ais, get well soon.

xoxo,
A

LOL

Terrible Monday

Monday really sucks for me. Wasn't in the mood to go to work. Am not sick nor tired, am just bloody lazy to go to work and what is the worst part? I am bloody trying to be in the office before 12mn so i could get the perk of 3K at the end of the month for the attendance bonus. Since I arrived 1:05am today, haha, again for the 2nd time, definitely 3k will be out of my reach. darn it! :( so there...

Monday sucks big time!

was marketing

I know what's bothering me now. lately, I see myself not in the mood to work. Every night, it's been as if I am forcing myself to wake up just to prepare for work. I don't know if this sounds cool but I am not happy anymore (again). Take a look at this.



That's marketing team before. Would you believe if I tell you I'm the only marketing person there who's still connected with my current employer now? Yes! They're all gone. Even the big boss there. Everyone moved out and found his/her new job elsewhere. I couldn't imagine me staying here. Once I tried leaving, another opportunity came my way--and still I wasn't prepared. Then, I came back. I loved everything about here. All the perks and the people. I got tons of old and new friends. I learned a lot about internet marketing. I love my boss now. He's too nice and smart. Yet, there's something in me that I am trying to understand, why am I not happy anymore. Was it because K left also? Was it because of the current status of the company? Nah. I think it doesn't count at all. I'd be very hypocrite if I say I don't miss everyone here. The old employees to be exact. I miss them. Ung tawanan kapag break, ung walang humpay na yosi. It's really different now.

That picture? It's too old. And its not complete anyway. We were like 18 before. And now. The new marketing team? We are 6 in a group now. Me the oldest employee, my boss of course, not new but still I came earlier than him, plus the 4 new people. They're all nice and smart. But still. I miss the old marketing team!

Funny Data I sent

Check this out! =)) I made a doc for him. I told him I have a copy of his CV

B0bby P*rez
Visit me at: Blk 1* Lot 6 Phase *
Mutu*l Hom*s, M*ntinlup* C*ty
Text me at: 09*7 8836***
Call me anytime at: 850 13**


Objective: To gain more knowledge about A*za Den*ña and earn more experience about love with her.

Work Experience:
Br*nd*rs.com
Boyfriend to A*z* D.

Personal Reference:
A*za Den*ña
Future Mrs. P*rez

Kay Rh*des
Witness to our eternal love.

Hahaha!

Note: I put * so that this entry wont be able to make it on organic search of go*gle. Good job! LOL =))

These things--I know I'll be missing these moments ;)

I want/I like

Everyone's not in a good mood. Even boss, even the person beside me, even shellie, even him i guess (haven't heard anything from him since... i can only see him online, but i don't want to bug him first.) even K, she's absent. I don't know if she's still coming. I talked to her thru celly and she's at the party. I didn't manage to ask who's party is it anyway. Why everyone's in bad mood today? As for me, I am very much contented with my stats. I hit 85/day as of 4/13 and that is a great output for free search! It means, I'm bloody functioning well here! So now, I'm about to stick to what's my plans. I already got boss' trust and I am confident but still hoping that evrything will turn out right.

On the other hand, though I can say, work here is very very stable, I still got to think of leaving this company. Why? because everyone's thinking about it! haha! Yeah! I don't wanna end up alone without my favorite colleagues here. K forwarded an email she got from JobsDb. Here's the link:

SEO Specialist/Internet Marketing
If you'll gonna see what's in there, it is a work from home job. I'm kinda like of interested with the thought of working from home, [I can take this as a part time job, additional income ;)] but how do I pursue this if I am living in Pasig without my desktop with me. Now am thinking of buying my own laptop. How cool is that? But hey, I'm still paying a lot of my obligations, I couldn't afford to buy anything.. I'm still in a cost cutting phase. ;) But I browsed on some laptops over the net, and I wanna buy it for myself :(

ACER 4310 LAPTOP FOR SALE
Regular Price: P 32,000.00
Now Only: P 25,000.00
Save: P 7,000.00

SPECIFICATIONS:
ACER 4310 (slightly used, two months pa lang)
Intel Celeron 1.70Ghz
80Gig Harddisk
1Gig Memory
DVD writer
Wi-fi ready
5 in 1 memory card reader
bulit-in camera
COMPLETE PACKAGES and ACCESSORIES
w/ original receipt for factory warranty

I Made This

This is live now and Im proud of it!

http://corporate-gifts.branders.com
http://corporate-gifts.branders.com/promotional-mugs.html
http://corporate-gifts.branders.com/custom-bags.html
http://corporate-gifts.branders.com/promotional-pens.html
http://corporate-gifts.branders.com/company-shirts.html

Am a real designer now! Thank good God!

:)

Update: Wasn't able to talk to him in my entire shift. :( that's ok. I don't want to be his close friend anyway. :)