sometimes, I use to day dream about anything. I'm thinking about my past, my present and my future. Then suddenly I realized, boy, I'm bloody getting old and this is not fair! haha! why? Because, I see myself alone while embracing my future. It's freaking lonely thinking indeed my current situation. Yea, I am blessed with work, I have very supporting folks, I got tons of perfect friends all over the world. The only thing I'm sad about is, I am alone literally. I miss my other half again. I notice that I keep on blogging about the same old stuff and the only thing differs about it is the title alone. Sigh. How in the world I could deal with this? How many days from now, my bro will have another angel. His wife will give birth for their second child. How many months from now, my big sis will definitely give birth to her second child (i hope its girl this time). How many years from now, my other big sis will finally get married. Oh! before I forget, my lil big sis got boyfriend already. and I saw the pic. He's cute though. And I am bloody envious with them. Really! Can you imagine how happy they are?
Soon, I know, the perfect time will come. Soon I'll be happy. happily married with hubby with 1 kid I suppose. But he wants 2 kids, rather 3. Oh-oh! He's mean! How can I handle 3 kids! Well let's just say, I should start working hard to earn millions of moolahs. I should be rich to pay for 3 nannies. LOL. I should be rich! hahhaha!
Ok, to start this.. I'll go back to work. See yah! :)
