From her entry, "
walang kwentang post.. stress".. My name was mentioned that I was all dressed up and obviously there's a reason behind it. Haha! Yea, it's kind of true that that day I was really up to something since I am actually hoping I will have a lunch date with somebody. Somebody, who’s been so nice and sweet to me, but for some sort of reasons I tend to say NO with his first attempt on asking me on a date. What a shame on me after I ditched him, I suddenly realize that I wanted to see him in person, really! I was disappointed then. I couldn’t fathom myself why in the hell I am afraid of seeing someone else. It doesn’t mean I’m going to cheat or something right? Probably this could be because I do respect my man so much. I couldn’t see myself enjoying some moments while him sacrificing the hell out of that place. Now, I’m thinking of how I could reply on this dude’s texts that would simply tell him, “alright, let’s do this and meet up for once”. LOL. It’s awkward for me to ask him myself for another date. This is really confusing. When was the last time I felt this feeling? That is the question which Jaydee threw to me last time. And I was stiff to answer back. He’s right! I wasn’t confusing all my life until this dude popped me a message asking for a lunch date or what. Hahaha! One of the kalokohang YM Jaydee and I had been this:
J: Itext mo na kase na OO date na kayo!
A: E dude quote lang ung text nya
saken sa ngayon e
J: Ganun ba?
A: Pwede ko bang isagot sa quote e… “Yes,
sure. I’ll meet you up at lunch. 11am. See ya then ”
J: =))
hahahahahahhahah! Tado ka! Naisip mo pa un?
A: Naman! O di kaya magcompose
ako ng isang text. Tutal quote pinapadala nya .. Quote din sasagot ko.. tipong…
“Kung naturn down ka one time sa isang date…
…Pwede ka naman magtry ulit kinabukasan.
Sure! Yes na sagot nun sayo! Try mo ngayon.. Game!
J: taena! =)) nasolb mo araw ko. Gagu ka!
A: Buti naman hahahahahaha
=))
I was trying to think what to do next after our conversation then… But I didn’t bother to start the conversation. Last night, I mean, earlier, when I am waiting for my alarm, I got a text message from him…
Dude: Hey?
What a crap. Just that! I didn’t reply. LOL I don’t know how to respond. Luckily, I need to leave my celly at home. I’m going to visit my man after shift. With that, I do not need to think what to reply with his text. Silly me! I know! But the thing is… I need not to worry about me cheating on my man. After all, I am not desperate of having an affair with somebody else.
Till next time
A
