Cold Summer Nights - OO nga!

It’s been cold summer nights since we drifted apart
Cold summer nights since you walked out that door
Cold summer nights… oh, here on my own
Coz I miss you baby, I need you here


Shet! Sumasakto nanaman!


You know, just everyday, I have this feeling of being alone. Alone shopping, alone going to the spa, alone going to the mall, alone eating, alone savoring my triumphs, and alone dealing with my sorrows. I'm too depressed! I'm kinda like memorizing the feeling of being alone. Am I fortunate of being one? Or do the situation itself keep on shouting at my face that I'll be dealing with this for the rest of my life. Sounds pathetic? I know!

I can always look for somebody else to replace him. That could be the usual thing to do for those normal peeps who are feeling this kind of burden, but I've been sticking to this all through out because it's my own choice. I couldn't see myself making the same mistakes again, for I know, a crime wouldn't be dismissed by filling in another crime. I admit I already had the urge of eyeing some, i did it once, twice or even thrice, but I ended up telling myself not to pursue things because it would only make my life more miserable.

Sometimes, I feel I'm running out of time. This is because and I'm very very thankful, I still got my job to feel in some activity with my lonesome life. But, after taking a lot of risk, and ended up successful with projects and work, came myself hanging with questions. I still got the means of thinking why am I doing this to myself? Why am I doing all the work and earning self respect from other people? What are my goals in life now? What are my real priorities if I'll be dealing with my everyday life alone and miserable?

oh life....