Let's go to the Beach, bitch!

Yey! Finally I am going to a real beach! Gen, Gaze and I already had a chance to go where we are goin tomorrow, I could say at least Westnuk Beach is such a lovely place. It's so calming. I hope it's not too crowded tomorrow just like the last time went there. Here's the scene last 2 years ago:

New Scent: Gap Dream More

Gapscent Dream More by GAP

I love my new scent. ♥ I bought Gap Dream More last Monday from Melai my officemate. It costs Php1600 It smells so fresh so lovely and girly. :) I was actually looking for this since my Ate's perfume is Gap Pink and I super love the smell. Now that I bought this, I liked this scent more than hers. LOL I actually wanted to buy Lacoste Pink but hello it costs too much. I can't afford it unless my kuya would want to give it to me as a gift again. LOL But yea, since Patrick, my friend is coming home again prolly on Sept or Oct, and he's telling me that Lacoste Pink only costs Php1800 in UK, I might yea, ask a favour from him. :) I go crazy for perfumes, infact these are what I wear each day, have a glance, you can't smell it anyway ;)

Autograph Blush by Marks and Spencer

Aqua Lily Eau de Toilette by The Body Shop

Touch of Pink by Lacoste

Perry ellise 360

D&G Light Blue by Dolce & Gabbana Women

Flirt Cologne by Penshoppe
can't find a pic from google images

Sweet Pea by Bath and Body
Secret Charm by Victoria Secret
Heaven Scent by Avon

Finally, Don and Bernadine... Happilly Ever After

Don and Bernadine's been a couple for 14 years I guess. They are trully meant for each other. I'm happy for them and I wish them more more babies coz they got a pretty genes! LOL Here's a Arpil 20 Event, important moment for my friend, Don. Congratulations dude! Goodjob! :) Stay inlove! ♥♥♥

The Stunning Bride: Bernadine Portillo - Dela Rosa

Look at Don and his mom there, they really look so happy and excited. Super kinilabutan ako nung oras na to. Parang ang sarap sarap ng feeling..

..And there's the happy couple, very inl♥ve

Us Girls at the Church

Yosi break outside the church while waiting for the pictorial. These are my batchmates since elementary days. Because of Don's wed, we had a mini reunion. Cute.

At the reception. Blue Leaf, The Fort. Marla, Oge, Carla, Chen, Aiza and Essang

Matured na kame no? Dalagang dalaga na. Chen is already engaged. The three of us, marla, Carla and I--Single.. Forever? haha!

Their first dance. Love Song by: 311. Onie's fave song as well. :(

Our boys with the newly wed. Suddenly I miss Onie. :( that's his friends kase. :(

Table number 2 guests plus the newly wed

Muntik nakong matalo dito. Buti nalang. Talong Contest. LOL

Girls plus Ely at the reception, yosi break as usual

I was trully happy for Don and Bernadine. Finally, the long wait is over, now I'm thinking when is my big day? Haaay..

Summer Lovin'

This year, I didn't expect I'd be celebrating summer with someone else. Yea, I quite thought about it though, but it'll be O whom I'll be sharing with. Summer now is not as jammpacked compared to last year. Last year was amazing, full of fun and happy friends. Right now, my summer getaways are mostly not planned yet I am hoping it's gonna be okay.

I shared before my summer getaway in Batangas with R and the rest of his crew. That was my first sight of beach this year. Last weekend, my family, both sides, had a reunion to celebrate Pong's 2nd Birthday at Pansol, Laguna. The place was divine. Thanks to his dad and mom, the event went awesome!

Here's the captured moments

The Birthday Baby, Pong and his proud Momma!

The view of the entire pool. This is Villa Gatchalian, located in Pansol, Laguna. I ♥ the place. ♥♥

That is where you can accomodate your guests. There are tables and chairs on the side, plus billiard table and a videoke. Amazing right? This is a good deal i guess.

the billiard table

There are 4 airconditioned rooms with 2 double decks. That's Shane on the top bed, below is Auntie Marie, Auntie Baby, Marianne, and JM. All are relatives from my mother's side.

Loving the garden on the side...

A sneak peak before I went negra! LOL

And here are the Down South babies.. (Vanessa, Sarah Mae, Marley, R, Aizeee, Bri and Rina)

It was fun. I had the guts of introducing R to everyone as my new boo. WOW! I know right?! I thought I was kidding myself! But yea, here we are now, celebrating our third monthsary tomorrow. HAHAHHA! ok. may ganun na daw? gora lang chi!

Looking forward to May 1. Bataan Summer Getaway with Apc friends plus R. :)

Bagay ba?

Sabi ni irene mukang bata e. nagpapaaral daw ako ng studyante. LOL

Two at a time

Boy next door, good boy look or super straight A man is a no-no for me. Trouble-maker-slash-row-4-type-of-a-guy actually turns me on. It may sound weird, but yea, I treat them as a challenge to my boring life. So in my 26 years of existence, I happen to meet guys who has different personalities and I was hooked with 2 unlucky men. These guys are not actually the best people I ever met in my entire life. In fact, they are full of flaws and dillemas. Prolly because of their imperfections why I fell in love. :(

One day I'm happy. Next day I'm sad. My life's been a roller coaster ride lately. The only thing I'm wanting now is a simple living with someone who can appreciate and love me the way I am. Well, I guess I have someone like that now... Truly, I am blessed with 2 men who are ready to face any circumstances in life just to be with me and marry me when time permits us. I don't know if I am lucky having them. They can be my strength, my happiness and my world.

R - We've been friends since I don't know but he's a schoolmate from HS. I'm one year ahead of him. We are not that close before, we don't talk too much. We seldom crack some jokes but not to the extent of having a 30 mins conversation. We just see each other during inuman sessions. I've been hanging out with his batch because of Sarah, my childhood friend. Sarah's husband, Rj is definitely close with R that he happens to be a ninong of R's son. Yes, he's a dad and he got a wife not until they broke up, five years ago. R and I were dating for almost three months now. I don't date other guys at the moment aside from him. We didn't plan of labeling this relationship to anything that is complicated nor serious but it just happened when we see ourselves enjoying each other's companies. We meet almost everyday. Eat dinner together mostly everyday. I got a chance of meeting his entire clan except for his dad, having a new family now and his mom who passed away when he was still in HS. His cousins love me so much, even his neighbors do. His friends miss me whenever I'm not around. I'm not bragging on how much everyone in his life votes for me to become his last wife, but yea I really feel how do they appreciate my presence. I can't blame myself for enjoying this kind of situation. I didn't felt this way when I was with O, my ex. R is such a darling. Lately, he wakes me up because he doesn't want me to come in late for work. But still, being hard headed and because I'm having a hard time breaking up with my bed (LOL), I am not able to make it at 8am at work. He cuddles a lot, he sings for me, (btw, he's a bassist) he doesn't forget to say goodnight and i love yous each time. He's too malamabing that I can't resist of seeing him every single day. He wipe outs my boredom and gently massages me to ease my body pain. We're always on the phone and he loves how much I love talking and talking about random things. I love everything he's up for me but of course R is not that prince charming everyone is eyeing for. He got tons of flaws that I myself hate to admit he's into that kind of situation. First and fore most, as I said earlier, he's a dad and he's legally married. Even I wont spill some of his fault here, being married is a biggie deal for me. But since I'm up for introducing this new dude in my life now, I'll continue with my ranting :P ... Well that's the first. Second, his work is not permanent. But I don't actually see that as too negative in his part. I know R has a potential of looking for a better job and is capable of having one. Third, R is just like O, he's a g@nja man. He smokes to death before, surprisingly he's about to quit now. His last smoke was when Patrick is still here, that was? last 2 mos ago? I'm not sure. That's a goodjob! Fourth, he a drinking master. He's drunk everyday when we are just starting of. Now, he minimizes his drinking and I'm quite impressed! QUITE! I still got tons in my mind but hey, now I realized he's trying to change for a better person little by little. That is really amazing!

O - I don't have much words to say about O coz he's been the topic here in my blog ever since I started. Everyone knows everything about this man. He's simply my life. My world. My other half. I love him so much.

I know this set up will not work at all. Im not having an affair with O anymore but my heart and my mind still belongs to him. That's being unfair with R. I can't deny the fact of being inlove with O everytime I'm with R. He still feels it by the way. I hate this situation but I can't find a way out from here...........

My life is effed up once again.

I should be saying "I do" last April 10

Yes, me and O are supposed to be getting married last Sat. It was our 10th year Anniversary. It's in our plan to get married that day. :( But I didn't even had a glance of his face that time. :( Wasn't able to visit him. It was intentionally done. :( I don't want to celebrate it anyway. Why would I right? why would we have to make fool of ourselves. We're not together now. We are having our own lives already. But for some sort of reasons.... I couldn't resist but I cried... once again.. :(

I was alone last sat in our home. I didn't get up from bed all day. A lot of things are running in my mind. It's my big sister's birthday as well. Nothing special happened. I was starving so I look for something to fill in my stomach. Then I smoked outside. It was 530pm then. I was looking at the sky, talking to O. Asking how is he doin on this day? And then I asked God on what's the status of my life. What will happen next? It's been 3 years and 3 mos now. Still, O's there. Having the darkest side of his life. Suddenly I realized the sky is dark already. Ambilis ng oras. Gabi na pala. I got inside and took a bath. Meanwhile, R called in my celly.. He's outside our home. I let him enter the house.

He cheered me up. We had a good laugh and had a cute conversation. He left early since his uncle's already waiting for him. We didn't even had a chance to had dinner together. We talked about what happened last Friday night also. He was so sorry of what he did. I don't know, but yea, we're still talking over the phone everyday. We'll see what could happen next.

At night, I was watching Greta on the telly, Carla sent me msg. She wanted to have a last full show--Babe, i love you. So, being so emo that night, I opted to watch movie instead.

It wasn't good though.

I hate that day. april 10, 2010 sucks bigtime! :(

45 Lessons life taught me

45 Lessons life taught me

Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio

(if it's in bold, then it means its something that i, myself have learned in life too :))

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it..

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn't kill you, really does make you stronger.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone, everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36. Growing old beats the alternative - dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood.

38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come.

43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44. Yield.

45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

How to have an amazing day in 25 easy steps

1. Go to work.
2. Have a cup of cafe mocha extra hot.
3. Do some of your tasks. Answer emails.
4. Tweet like hell.
5. Listen to owl city on your phone.
6. Wait for 5pm and then logged out.
7. Walk till you pass by the mall.
8. Call boyfriend and tell him how you miss him.
9. Buy small things for boyfriend.
10. Ride the MRT.
11. Call boyfriend again and tell him you're on your way to his place. Ask if he wants to fetch you in SM.
12. Smoke while waiting for him.
13. Greet him with a smile plus a sweet kiss on the lips.
14. Ride his motor all the way to his crib.
15. Greet his cousins, nieces, nephnew and sister.
16. Hand him your present and see his big smile. Hear him say THANKS BABE. :)
17. Had sinigang na salmon for dinner with the rest of his fam.
18. Smoke with his friends outside.
19. Make small conversation.
20. Follow him to his room.
21. Cuddle all night.
22. Hear him say how much he misses you and how much he loves you.
23. Kiss and thank him.
24. Go home.
25. Answer phone as he calls and say goodnight.

Rest daysssssss

I had a long long weekend with R. Wednesday after shift, I went to his crib to sleep over. The next day we headed to Batangas. I had my Holy Week in his province with the rest of his cousins. Guess what? We went there riding his motor. I KNOW!!!!! I can't believe I just did that, I almost faint after 2.5 long hours. Bilang maarte pano ko nagawang makarating dun ng ganon? Ewan ko nalang. haha!

Day 1:
Had brekky and lunch. Sarap! Lutong probinsya. Tinola at fried tilapia. Those tilapia, hinuli nila sa ilog. Astig!

We went to beach then. Nasugbu beach. It wasn't a nice place. Crowded actually. But yea, I still gone swimming with R and the rest of his crew. I had a lil fun though.

At night. R tried askin me to swim in the river. I'm not sure at first, but yea, I still oblidged. :) The river was so calm. It wasn't that scary. He was so lambing that night. We were swimming afar from his cousins. Some of the boys, were making bonfire and others were preparing the dinner. We are about to get drunk that night.

Adobo. Our dinner was divine! Aiza (may kapangalan, Akang's wife) was our dear chef and she did a great job!

The drinking session has started. I was the only girl at first. Aiza and Jai were busy with their kids. They were trying to get the babies go to sleep. So I joined the boys. :) It was getting late and I found myself calling Angel, R's ex. I asked her to join us outside. R was a bit upset. Why do I need to call her daw? E bakit ba? LOL Suddenly, 3 people arrived. Ang lalakas uminom. Di ko na ata kayang sumabay. LOL YES! I got drunk. super drunk. R accompanied me while I was vommiting like hell! LOL yea, it didn't stop there, I puked for like 4 times! I messed up. hahahaha! Luckily, R didn't gave up on me. He managed to brought me in our room and let me fall asleep. Thanks babe. It was a crazy night. I was totally high and feeling blah! LOL

Day 2:
I got up early, I wasn't feeling really well. I'm still dizzy to death. I went outside to feel some fresh air. Sat on the duyan and tried to fall asleep again. The boys woke up then together with R. He handed me a cup of coffee and a cigar. We chilled out. We had brekky. R wanted to swim again in the river. I didn't join them. Instead, I played plants vs. zombies and suddenly I fell asleep. Later afternoon everyone agreed on going to the beach. So we went there til night. R didn't join swimming. He made a lil sand bench so we could rest there and enjoy looking at the stars. We had a nice conversation. He was so sweet and I got a lil kilig. He keep on saying i love yous and i miss yous while he cuddles me. We enjoyed the fishballs, kikiam and other streetfoods. We played with the kids, his pamangkins, and then we headed home.

We had dinner, fried chicken and sinigang na baboy. Burppp! Busog lang. Walang humpay na kwentuhan, basagan, laftrip and we watched movies as well. We called it a night. R and I slept so well. He woke me up at 4am with a kiss. We're heading Manila na! YEEEY for me!

Day 3:
Ang haba ng biyahe. It took us 3 hours I guess. I was too exhausted. I think I got tanned. NAKS! pota ayoko nga neto e. When we arrived home, we went to bed right away and slept all day. Afternoon I have to wake up, I have a hungry stomach. I was staring at him and I was thinking if I'll wake him up. I decided not to for he's really into deep sleeping. I ate lunch with his sis. Then R woke up. We were trying to decide if we're goin to watch Babe, I love you. It was so hot here in Manila that time that's why we wanted to hit the mall. It's black Saturday and I thought malls were still close. Finally we decided to just go to the near wet market and buy stuffs for dinner. R cooked puchero and inihaw na tilapia. SARAP NG BUHAY! Sana laging ganun. We had dinner with his entire fam. I didn't experience this when I was with O before. Prolly that's why I can't leave him this soon. :(

I still enjoyed the night with R. We slept and he promised to drop me home at 4am. So he did.

I'm not gonna lie. It wasn't that fun fun loong weekend for me, because It'll gonna be super fun if and only if I am with O. But surely I can say, I felt the love and the care for 4 days while I was with him. Thanks R, I don't have much words to say to you, but thank you for always being there. :) hugggs