Jun 20, 2010

How we did it

Happy Fathers Day to all the tatays out there! We are about to have a simple lunch at Festival Mall then, unfortunately there's no more parking space so we instead went along Sta. Rosa and find a place to eat. I don't know what happened but we end up seeing ourselves stucked in SLEX.
Totee and I had a lil photoshoot LOL. You can check out some pics in my facebook account. Hee. Anyway, we opted to dine at Rai Rai Ken. Here are the captured moments:
And here's my Chictopia Look for the Day:
Wearing: radom brown tube top, ripped faded shorts from bazaar, jessica flats, anne klein shades, juicy couture accessories, chanel bag


Here's my tatay and nanay posing! LOL Happy Father's Day Boi! We call each other Boi. Hehehe!
And here's Totee's Chictopia look! Gandaaaaaaaa!

Jun 18, 2010

I need a Hug

Got this from Chamie's Tumblr.

Jun 16, 2010

Bahala na si Batman

Naisip ko lang, napaka-selfish ko. Mula't simula alam na alam ko kung san mapupunta tong sitwasyon na to. Hindi naman sa plinano ko no. Wala ngang kaplano plano napadpad nalang kame sa gantong scenario. Kung bale ba, go with the flow ang ginawa namin pareho. E kase naman, ako noon--pilit kong plinaplano ang buhay ko noon. Pero patuloy na nakikipagtagisan ng lakas saken ang panahon mismo. Para bang sinasampal nya saken na: hindi ka nga pwedeng sumaya! Yun yun! Wag mong ipilit! TAPOS! Ganun.

Muka bang tanga kung sasabihin ko sa inyo na pakiramdam ko e second life ko na to? Hindi naman ako na-aksidente o ano man. Siguro lang pakiramdam ko kase, mula ng nawala sya, namatay na ang dating ako. So hindi na ako ito.

Mejo pagod nako. Alam ko kayo rin. Hindi nga ako mejo pagod e, pagod na talaga. Mas pagod pa sa nararamdamang pagod ng mga nagOOT na mga kasama ko sa trabaho. Literal siguro.

Tangina naman kase! Pinasok pasok ko to, ngayon di ko alam pano lalabasin tong bwakanginang relasyon ba ang maitatawag dito.

Masaya ako, pero alam kong mali. Mahal ko sya, pero mas mahal ko ung dati. Selfish nga e, sabi ko diba?

Uuwi nako, sabi ko sa kanya. Sabay tanong nya, hindi ka ba dadaan dito pagtapos ng trabaho mo mamaya?

Bakit ba hirap na hirap akong humindi? Bakit ba kahit alam ko na sa lalong pagsasama namin e lalong lumalalim tong pagsasama namin e ayokong mawala sya, pero at the same time gusto kong payagan nya akong bisitahin ung isa dahil sa panghungulilang nararamdaman ko paminsan.

Namumura nya ako. Hindi minsan. Madalas. E sa kakupalan nga naman kase na pinapakita ko, ako mismo mumurahin ko sarili ko. Hindi ko naman masabing sinasadya kong saktan sya, kase mahal ko nga sya, hindi ko sya gustong iwan pag dumating na ung isa. Pero pano ko hihiwalay? Pano hihiwalay kung sa araw araw na pagsasama natin e napapamahal ka na saken ng tuluyan. Na para bang sinisikmura ko ang pagkakamali ng pagkatao mo. Na para bang lahat ng kakulangan mo e, pinupunan ko. Mahal kita, pero mas mahal ko sya. Ang sakit no? Kaya nga tangina!

Natapos nakong maligo. Pumasok sa kwarto, magbibihis na sana. Napansin ko ung telepono kong nasa may bandang inbox, hindi siya nakalock. Shit. Patay. Nakalimutan kong burahin. nagtext ako sa isa dahil gusto kong iparating na miss na miss ko na sya. Natigil ako. Nagisip. Kasalanan ko ba talaga to? Ilang beses na ba akong nakipaghiwalay sa kanya para pakawalan sya, para tuluyan na syang maging malaya sa bahibangang to. Sino ba ang patuloy na sumusuyo? Ako ba? Tiniis kita, ilang araw din un. Pero ayaw mo. Gusto mokong makasama habang buhay sabi mo. Ang habang buhay para saken e sagrado. Kelangan dumaan sa kasalan, kelangan masuot ko ang dream gown ko. Kelangan dumalo ang lahat halos na mga taong pinakamalapit sa puso ko, sa puso mo. Kaya mo bang ibigay un? Hindi gastos ang tinutukoy ko. Di naman ako pinangak nung panahon ng nanay ko, na dapat ang tatay ko lang ang gagastos para sa kasal. Tutulong ako. Pero ang tanong, mapapakasalan mo bako?

Sagot nya, bakit ba nauso un? Kung sa bandang dulo magkakaproblema lang naman pala. Hindi na sana nagpatali noon kung alam ko lang na makikilala kita.

Hindi ganon kadali un. Alam kong magkaiba tayo ng paniniwala at pananaw sa buhay. Mga priorities natin, magkaiba din. Hindi siguro tayo magkakasundo pag nagtagal tagal. So tingin ko, umpisahan na nating lakbayin ang kinabukasan na magkalayo. Tingin ko, dapat ngayon na. Para di ganon kasakit. Para kaya pang indahin kahit papano.

Hindi ko alam a, pero baka bukas, makalawa, sa isang buwan o dalawang buwan pa. Baka lumbas na ung isa. Siya nga kaya? Hindi kaya ako magsisi sa ginagawa kong to? bahala na si batman. Bahala na kung pagbibigyan pakong sumaya ng tadhana sa mga darating na araw. Hindi ko alam kung yayayain akong pakasal neto. Kung ano ano mga balak neto sa mundo. Wala akong alam kase wala nakong balita din. Di ko man sya nakikita, ewan ko kung bakit ganto, pero mahal na mahal ko parin sya. Sana umuwi na sya. Sana.

Sana wag mokong kasuklaman pagumuwi na ung isa. Napagusapan na natin to. Mahal kita ngayon, pero paguwi nun, di ko alam kung san ang lugar mo sa puso ko. mahal kita ngayon, bukas hindi ko alam kung ganto parin nararamdaman ko sayo.

Patawarin moko.

Jun 8, 2010

Ask me whatever! Go!

Because of boredom, I made this account. Go check it :) http://www.formspring.me/aizeee

You make my ♥ melt

R's on his way here just to give me ice cream I'm askin. He's travelling all the way from his crib. I was just kidding him earlier in sms. I was trying to make lambing. All the while, he texted me he's on his way and giving me Cornetto later.

This guy's making me :) right now. Thank you for dealing with all my inarte especially because I'm having PMS today. Fuck this feeling! It's getting worse! I really need ice cream R. Srsly! Ouccch!

We could be on a rough road now, I guess time heals everything. I don't know what could be the real deal for us, some people might NOT like us together. But what the heck?! Why should I give a shit anyway?

Jun 7, 2010

Summer Getaway with HS Best Friends

Last year was a great bonding with 4 of my friends Marla, Oge, Carla, and Kai at Canyon Woods, Tagaytay. Now, we did it again minus Marla but Chen and Jokwa (Kai's gf) joined us this time. Same date, June 5-6. We left Alabang later than last year. 2 from my friends has to leave and/or walk out from work just to pursue this event. I think it was supposed to be a pre-birthday celebration for the June babies, Carla and Oge. But as they agreed to have another celebration on Saturday perhaps in Central Soldiers. I'll see you next weekend then. :)

Just last year, we went to Robinson's for our groceries. We planned to have at least for breakfast only since we are just going to have our dinner before heading to Oge's place, but of course we expect it's going to be a gluttony day/night for us, we finally had this cart at the end. Our cart includes the following below:
♥ bag of fries and squid balls for pulutan
♥ cream dory
♥ bacon and eggs
♥ vegies (potatoes, cabbage and bell pepper)
♥ cheese
♥ rice
♥ condiments
♥ cigarettes, candies
♥ san mig light in can/gsm blue, gatorade, sprite (which btw called Velocity for Carla)
♥ ice, plastic cups and paper plates, joy, sponge, etc.
We had a hard time going inside. We don't know with Kuya Romel (Oge's driver) what is going on. But according to him, the key doesn't fit. So we have to ask for help in the main club and get the duplicate key instead. Aberya night! Hahaha! There's no duplicate key as per the girl in the front desk. Oge decided to pay for a lounge if we can not be able to pen their house. But heck it'll be Php5000 per night. I don't think it would be a good idea. We headed back to the house and see what we can do. Along the way, I silently pray and ask God for assistance and guidance. God is really good and I think Kuya Rommel was just being dumb LOL (kiddin! haha! I love Kuya Rommel anu ba?!). apparently, he is trying the hell out of a wrong key earlier that is why the door wasn't opening. COME ON!??? lol so yea, we got inside and started reminiscing what happened last year. Before anything else, Oge started to fix the room we are going to use. And here's Kai trying out the new sheets and pillows! Ang sarap matulog..

Below are the pictures of the scenarios we had that night. Before starting the grocery, we decided to had dinner at Shakeys. We had their promo of Php1600++ for tons of foood. 2 pizzas, 2 pastas, bucket of chicken and mojos, and 3 picher of sodas. Great promo! Sarap! Busog! Buuurp! We started to drink. Carla, Jokwa and I had the velocity, while Chen, Oge and Kai had the san mig lights. Walang katapusang bargasan nanaman at walang humpay na tawanan. Minsan nakakapagod na kayong kasama! LOL Nagsasawa nako paminsan. Napipilitan nalang akong gawin to kase kawawa naman kayo pag wala ako. I'm sure di kayo masaya! Chos! Well, I had fun that night, we hit the sack at prolly 1am.

Oge, Chen and Carla woke up really early like 5am. They prepared brekky--bacon, omellete, cream dory, and sinangag. Haaay, sarap ng umaga. Sana laging ganto. I was the last person who woke up. LOL Dahil dun, wala akong nagawa. So ako nalang naghugas. BOOO! We prepared for our activities after our meal.

Here's our first picture in the tunnel. Last year we weren't able to do that since it was raining. The wheather wasn't that cold, look how we dressed up!And here's the main club of Canyon Woods! Sarap tumambay at magmuni muni nalang... We tried the jacuzzi and the pool. AWESOME! Though I can't stand the hot water from the jacuzzi, kung gabi siguro un, baka mas masarap. We need to pay for swimming cap for 150 each. wow! hanep lang! pampasira nga ng picture un! haha

After, we played billiards and had some drinks and chips at the other side of the recreaction area. They got tons of activities actually. There's a wii, table tennis, bowling, outdoor pool, golf, basketball, sauna, etc. So many things to do, but we only have a little time.
We still got Php1000 left in our stub so we decided to had lunch there. Our meal was divine! Crispy pata and Sinigang! What else could we ask for? Sarap! After, Oge texted kuya Rommel to fetch us to go back to the villa and finally go home.
Ready to go home. Tired and happy! All were silent during the travel going to Pink Sisters and finally went home all the way to Abalang!A memorable trip with my high school real friends. I never had a dull moment with these people. Though I miss Via and Marla, it would be more fun if they are around! Til next time! :)

Jun 6, 2010

Movie Time

Last Friday I watched Sex and the City 2 with R at SMB. Yes, I know we are on a break but we both can't stand the fact that we broke up. So we still hang out. :) I miss him now.

The movie was great! I love the 1st Sex and the City though. I love all their outfits especially Carrie, makes me think I need to update my closet man. My closet is srsly out-to-date because of the girl's outfits. Yea, I somewhat think of, when was the last time I really shop like tons? I miss shopping! :)

Jun 1, 2010

Tropical Storm


Poor GUATEMALA CITY. :( Just read the whole story here: http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20100601/ts_nm/us_storm_centralamerica

For the mean time, let's all pray and thank God, atleast we're all safe from where we are now. :) God bless the whole world!

Tarot -- Bakit parang totoo ka?

This is my tarot for the day:


Your romantic hopes might well be shattered today, and you may be forced to seriously consider a separation. The conjunction of the card of Death and the Star often indicates an emotional crisis, and it goes without saying that this could be making you feel very downbeat today. It’s difficult to give advice in these situations, but it’s no good swimming against the current or trying to convince someone to stay if they have already packed their case, dear aiza. Deep down, of course, you know that with time you’ll get over it. On the work front, significant transformations are taking place around you. Under the auspices of Death, you may be asked to re-examine your working methods, take on a different role, work with different people or move to a new place of work… Anything’s possible! Luckily, with the Wheel of Fortune on your side, you can hope to turn the situation in your favor, as you’re blessed with great diplomacy and perceptiveness. Accept the changes if they’ll help you to develop in a positive way!

Syang sya! Alam na alam nya. I just couldn't take even the tarot is telling me how effed up my life is in all aspect! You got to be kiddin me!

Oh well, exhale inhale nalang sabi nga ni cc.