past is past

25 yrs of my life, I've never bump into a person as shallow as this one. People come and go. You may not know whom are real and not until you reach the boiling point. I myself know how to distinguish people like these but for some reasons this one whom I trusted and whom I loved, this one whom I treated not just a friend but a sister, one day broke my heart.

I never thought it would be as shallow as this. I never thought it would come this far. I never ever wanted this to happen. The only thing I'm wishing for all of my friends is HAPPINESS, simply that. So, the moment I knew they had it in their lives, I would simply back off and let them handle their own lives alone.

Most of my friends knew the real me. I value friendship as much I value my family. So if ever you're part of my list, I'm telling you... I'll be with you no matter what. I'll die with you, that's friendship for me.

Just yesterday, I actually deleted one from my friend's list data base. For me, there's actually no such thing as delete action. But she provoked me. She made me do this. Or probably she wanted me to do this. Like what I've said, for me, friendship really matters. Whatever she said, whatever she did, I will never ever forget.

To you, I hope you're happy now. Indeed, you made me realize how shallow you are, how you value that friendship I had with you. At least, we both realize as early as now that we need to end up the relationship we had in the past. I can not, REALLY, can not continue my life with you anymore, calling you my friend would be a sin probably. This is not easy, but hell yeah, you made me do this sh*t!