Somebody Walked Into My Life

... and he's right on time.

yeah.. im currently here in cloud nine blogging about what just happened. I am feeling mixed emotions. Happy, embarrased, sad, delighted and wonderful. I didn't expect things will go like this. I know it's pretty fast. I know it's awkward, i know it shouldn't be like this, and i know you might be able to read this. With all honesty, I do appreciate all the kindness you've been showing me all this time. (hehe i hope you're not sick and tired everytime i say this. But yeah.. of course, i really mean it.) You didn't know how exactly I feel everytime I see you online. Your morning greetings made my days even brighter, you helped me see what's the literal meaning of "brighter side of my life". Now I have the guts of planting a REAL smile on my face. You keep on saying how thankful you are knowing someone like me, but the real deal was, I'm more than overwhelmed knowing someone like you. It was true indeed, God gave us our guardian angels here in earth to guide and somewhat protect us all the time. You are my secret guardian angel. You might not be able to do that literally but what He just planned was let you guide me seeing another phase of the world. You tried to explain how to loosen up a bit. How to deal with the world differently. Seems like I'm a bit exhausted with my life before you came. Now, I am able to laugh out loud for real. I don't exactly know what are my real reasons (but yeah, I think you're aware of it in a way.)

I wanna thank you for making me see what i don't see. For going the extra mile. I mean, one second you're a total stranger, now you're one of those people who I could trust and I could turn to whenever I'm feeling freakin' down. Before, you were wonderin' if i blogged about you? I certainly wanted to explode at that time, but I just chose to keep it within myself. It's just that... I know for sure, once I let it out, everything will totally change. Probably, it'll be a big mess. Hence, you reacted the other way around. Big thanks for being too nice.

I hope, things won't change as what we have started. I can guarantee you, I can always control this thing I have for you. I wont go beyond this, I promise.

can I just finish this crap with another lyric from a random song in my head...

...You brighten my day
Showin' me my direction
You're comin' to me
And givin' me inspiration
How can i ask for more
From you my dear
Maybe just a smile in your heart...

Terrible Monday

Monday really sucks for me. Wasn't in the mood to go to work. Am not sick nor tired, am just bloody lazy to go to work and what is the worst part? I am bloody trying to be in the office before 12mn so i could get the perk of 3K at the end of the month for the attendance bonus. Since I arrived 1:05am today, haha, again for the 2nd time, definitely 3k will be out of my reach. darn it! :( so there...

Monday sucks big time!