For a change..

Living in down south is so stressful for me, though sometimes I got to think, I am loving it for a particular reason. Just one reason that I never thought of before. I am unhappy, everyone knows that. But since the day I arrived my hometown, my routine began to change a lil bit. My phone that rarely beeps, beeps a million times now. Haven't had time watching dvds I bought last last pay day. As for the reason? I don't know! LOL. I always feel tired everyday. But at least, I got to hang out with my old childhood friends last weekend. Boy, I miss these guys. Yosi lang, bolahan ng onte, sandamakmak na kwentuhan and updates sa isa't isa. Then we bounced. Un lang...

Hope the texting won't stop soon. I am still enjoying it, though I know this is kinda crappy, because for some reasons I know, He's not into me. He missed me as a friend. As an old time friend. Well, it sucks but I still thank him. For brighting up my days and nights. :)

Now what? Are we going to watch movie on Sunday? can we call it a date? Hell no! Fine with me!

Why oh why?

Again, I stumble upon these pics from bryanboy's blog. This time, I didn't freak out. I was calm down and cursing Jenny Humphrey over my mind! LOL.. What's happening in this godamn world? LOL I couldn't realize this 'lil J having the best time with my oh so hot NATE... LOL

FINE!

I can deal with this. :))

Spotted: Chuck Bass on Drew Barrymore!

Hmm.. How bout this sizzling pic I got from elsewhere huh.. CB on DB. Whatda!?? C'mon! I know Drew is smokin' hot but she's 33 and our gossip boy here is only 21 and he's CHUCK BASS ok! I mean, yeah! He's something and he's friggin' waaaayy too young! plus I SO ♥ CHUCK plus NATE. LOL. Okay. I'll take the exit door this time, coz I'm freakin' like hell!

Haha!

Just don't tell B bout this thingy... *wink wink*

I know you love me, XOXO,
A

Finally moved out

After having tons of entries about me being hassled by a stupid cat, I found myself traveling from one place to another. This time, bringing all my stuffs going home. :( it's kinda disappointing because I somewhat think my housemate doesn't appreciate my efforts on taking care of her pet. Ok. I know it's too shallow, but what can I do? I'm not a pet lover. I'm not happy as well because finally I'm living again with my whole fam. Living with parents will always be an issue for me, not because they don't allow me partying all night, or because they are as strict as hell, or because I can't be myself whenever am home.

I tell you what.. At home? I'm the boss, I care less even I don't go home 2 to 3 days because I'm just chilling around in neighbors' crib or because I just can't go home for I'm stoned drunk or something. Living with my 'rents is kinda so-so, I got to have nice meals, not just like in condo, fried porkchop will be the most delicious food I could cook for myself. Probably, the only thing I'll miss about the condo is the convenience. I swear to death! travelling from the condo to the office was no biggie deal, remember the unlimited cabs around the area? Today, I left home 10:45, and it was raining hard. I arrived office exactly 12mn. Get what I mean? It's too fuckin hard living far from your work. what else? Ah yah! The atm machines nearby. Yesterday, I forgot I wasn't living in the condo anymore, for I had no cash left in my purse. So I had to ask for 500 bucks from my big sis. At the condo, I don't worry when it comes to cash. Anytime I could just walk beside the building for atms. Gosh! this is so frustrating, I am finally missing the condo minus the stupid cat.

Lastly, I just noticed (even my boss did), that I hardly dress up these past few days. Why? hell, how would I wear my collection of pumps if I have to walk from our gate to the guard house of the village just to get a tryk! Fuck! right? haha! Sigh! Just like what Aisa has to say, dressing up is the only thing that could make our days brighter having been in this kind of work environment, night shift, having geeky officemates around you, twisted relationship we are into, what else? haha! dressing up could be the last option we do to make ourselves... say, pretty happy or contented somehow. I don't know. To show you the difference on how I dress up last week from this week, lemme show you some pics from before....

Last Monday, I am wearing chocolate brown high waist skirt, polka dot polo top, brown flower brooch, and chocolate/cream stilletos.

Last Tuesday, I am wearing spag strap inside top, brown long vintage polo top, brown belt. maong skinny jeans, and white slip-ons.

Last Wednesday, I wore halter top with beads as necklace, 3/4's black bolero, highwaist gray skirt, gucci belt, and black stilletos.

And yeah, I don't know what I wore last Thursday shift and I got no pic too! Let's proceed on my Friday get up. Well, it's Tricia's bday and yeah! We dressed up again because we're going to have a breakfast somewhere in eastwood.

I am wearing that shimmery gray dress, it's actually a top for those normal girls, so, since am shorty, it's a dress a for me, plus stripes racerback, gucci belt and yellow pumps.

As for this week, I always wear skinny jeans pants, normal shirts, hoodies, jackets, and slippers. Well, for some reasons like, I have my period, I don't feel like dressing up, plus, it's non sense because of the stupid weather, and yeah! it's kinda hard because im riding a bus going to the office. So there...

P.S. The reason why my pics were kinda candid is that I have this one officemate who thinks I dress up like a barbie doll, she's a lil fond about my fashion style I guess, so once in while last week, she begged on taking pics of my attire, but i'm a lil shy about it. LOL

it's PMS (Premenstrual Syndrome) I suppose

Last night, I planned to have some drinks with my old fellas Carla, Marla, and Orange in her humble crib, but then again for the second time, I failed! Arg! I hate it. But hey, it wasn't my intention. I arrived home like 7pm from Onie's and was expecting to receive tons of text from them. Unfortunately, I left my phone to my sis before we separate ways last Saturday dawn at the condo. So, yeah, meaning, she haven't got home since. When I reached my room to take a short rest, I didn't realize I fell asleep. Darn it! Shoot! I am so DEAD!

:(

So, what happened with my Saturday night was all sleeping and playing with my nephew. The next day, they left early than usual. That made me sad again.

So, it's Sunday today. Way back 2 years ago, my Sundays were exciting and full of surprises. And that made it the reason why I love Sundays, because for me, it's my day. It's our day. It's our day together, were we could hang out together till the next day or we could cuddle all night long, or we could drink to death until the sun is up. It has never been this sad since then. I didn't realize everything will fall apart. I know, this is kinda same with all the rants I've been saying since day 1 he left. I am prolly dealing with PMS again. Arg! I hate being a girl.

I haven't gone outside since I was home. I didn't do any exciting things yet. I've been sleeping since I arrived. All I do was rest. And I am fuckin bored. I want a new activity. I want to spice up my life. I want new exciting things. Oh.. I don't know what to do now.. But yeah, I'm godamn bored!

I still have a dilemma about staying at the condo and/or going here in Alabang every day. It's just that, this is very very hard decision making I encounter... (LOL ang OA lang haha)

Okay. I gotta go to the bathroom now and take a bath. Prolly with that, all the bad vibes will fade. I hope so…

BIG SIGH.. I am so ♥less :( You got to be kiddin me.. SIGH..

not in the mood for sexy time .. LOL

I'm not in the mood to go to anywhere today. Even going to Onie's. I dunno, it's just that, I am mising my fam. Specially my fave nephnew. I just wanna play with him, even he doesn't like tita madam. LOL

anyways, i am going to bum with my HS friends later at Oge's crib. We'll see if i'll get drunk. I miss them. So yeah, prolly I'll be. :))

My outfit today

Hmm. let me share you what I wear today...



Haha. i just feeling like sharing it. :)

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Stressful day for me

Okay, I know, I had 4 in a row entry now.. Tricia's gone and so is Aisa. I know I should be busy even boss isn't around. But I'm stress, and not feeling better. I'm alone in the row 4 and am really stressed thinking what will be cody's present for me this time. Seriously, his cat litter problem is a biggie issue for me. I asked for some help with my friend, Aileen on what to do, to avoid the foul odor which Cody made. Ask a lot of tips about cat too. I am frustrated now, why the heck im doing all of these whereas the real owner of the cat is not even bothering visiting him and mind of cleaning the entire unit. As far as I know, I'm not a pet lover, especially with cats. I don't hate them to death, but you see, I just don't like them around. :( this is making me soooo frustrated now. I honestly wanted to move out of the place but what I'm considering now is that, I might have a hard time looking for a new crib near my work. So yeah, what I browsed on the net now is how to get rid of the foul odor of cats. Thanks to Aileen and to Mr. Google too.

Here's what I got:
1. Use vinegar and warm water to clean up the cat litter and the poop on the floor.
2. Place a charcoal in the area where it stinks. It'll absorb the bad odor eventually.
3. Spray air fresher (well I have this all over the place, from the kitchen, to living room, to the bathroom)
4. Make use of two litter box, one for poop and the other for pee (like duh? I won't buy him another litter box, not my fucking obligation!)
5. Text the owner! (LOL) Been doing this lately.. But yeah.. I dunno.. Does she really love her pet? I seriously beg her to go home and get cody out of my sight! (poor cody, i love you dear, but i dont know how to take care of you, im so sorry)

Poor me. I swear! I kinda pity myself because I suffer from this. This is actually an ultimate challenge for me. But hey! I certainly do have a choice too! As per Aisa, I have all the right to tell the owner about this problem. Yeah, I know that it is possible but, I kinda think it is so offensive to tell her my problem regarding cody. :( sigh. I'm super depressed.

Well, I have so many kwento about my weekend sana. But, what happened earlier with me and cody was a bigger issue that I'd like to rant about. :(

DVD Marathon

What makes me busy during times I'm idle? LOL makes no sense? Ewan ko sayo! basta ako naintindihan ko. LOL (maangas lang?)

I locked myself in my room and gather all the dvds I bought from St. Francis. Here's my list:

(DVDs)
1. I Am Legend - Done
2. My Sassy Girl - Partially Done (I hate this movie eh. LOL it's kinda frustrating that American's tend to copy the my koreanovela all time fave.)
3. Stan
4. Zohan - Done

(Series)
1. Gossip Girl (yeah, I bought new one because the one I borrowed from Gen and Misfurr was kinda busted, from this dvd, I got to watch the whole last episode which is not included from other dvds) - Done
2. Desperate Housewives Final Season - Partially Done
3. The Hills 1
4. The Hills 2
5. The Hills 3
6. The Hills 4

DVDs I borrowed from Mich (Eng)
1. Hancock
2. Meet Dave - Done
3. Maid of Honour - Done

DVDs I borrowed from Gen
1. My bestfriend's Girlfriend - Done
2. Employee of the Month - Done
3. Gossip Girl - Done

Geez! For how long I've been stuck to my room? Well, this is what I do whenever I bum in the house, trying to chill.

Just this morning, I wanted to go to the spa for some comfort, but my laziness strikes again, that ended me watching DVDs and I fell asleep until dawn. This is what I do to get rid of the lonesome and to stop from thinking about him. Yea, it's kinda helping. :) So there, I can't wait to go home now and continue my DVD marathon. I'm just not excited about cleaning the possible poop cody might do. :(

Going back to my old crib

I love the condo, the cozy surroundings, the people living in there, the pool, the cool vicinities, the unlimited cabs in front of it, the nice people from laundry shop, the courteous guards, and most of all my housemate, A. Yeah, I'm super lucky being able to live there. I got to have all the comforts I need. The silence when I'm in deep sleep, the generator, whenever the brownout attacks, the uber cold ac, and my cozy room itself. haay, If I'll be given a chance owning a kind of crib like that, i'd be very willing to purchase another one, that is for me and onie this time :). So yeah, that's how im crazy in love with the unit I'm living in. However, it occured to me, just today, that I no longer like the place because of single reason--the persian cat!

Don't get me wrong, he's pretty nice, and boy this cat is really cute. But the thing is, I'm not into pets, and I don't know how to take care of them. You see, everytime I reach home, he has a nice present for me--his poop everywhere! darn it! I know! As in OH MY FUCKING GOSH!! I can't deal with him anymore. Like, I have to clean all his poop from the kitchen sink to my bathroom sink, yes! you guess it right, we share the same bathroom, so imagine how it stinks! Like ewww! :( Plus, his fur all over the place. God, I can't stand a dirty place. :( but what can I do, my housemate needs to stay for a couple of days, or i don't know, maybe weeks in her 'rent's house for some sort of personal issue. So, I'm oblidged to take care of her pet, cody.

Ok, let me clear on things, I love cody, but I can't stand him most of the time. :( and I don't fucking imagine myself living with him for the next couple of weeks ahead. :(

So, what now? should I go back to Alabang now?
This is so hard.. I can't decide. I swear!

New Phone?

Last Sunday, before going to Onie, I unintentionally visit the globe store in SM Muntinlupa. I dunno, there's this feeling I'd like to cut my current line and avail a new one. As for the reason? hehe I like to have a new phone. *wink* So yeah, I inquire inside and found out it's that easy to have one. The girl gave me a sheet of paper to fill in some data about me, and ask for my ID, and payslip, good thing I brought one. But she needed a 1 month payslip. Should I need to go back and present a cert of employment instead, since I my latest payslip prior to the one I gave her was already sent to Cavite via LBC for some document purposes for the house I bought. Boy I was amazed when she told me I can pick up the phone anytime this week. :) That fast? Oh my! I should settle first my current line, I mean, I don't have anything to pay though, because I see to it everything's paid on or before my paying date. But the prob is, my current line is not under my name but with my frien's. So, she has to settle first all her account before cutting my line. *sigh* Anyhow, i know anytime soon, she'll text me that everything's okay and settled. :)

I'm excited with the free phone they offered me. I'm not a fan of Samsung, but I like the featues and the look. Meet Samsung J150 :)
There's another unit offered but not available at the moment. I'd prefer this one instead of Samsung because I'm seriously a not so savvy about phones. LOL yeah! I'm not into phones, am not techy at all, If I were given a gadget, I'd be very grateful, but if I'll be the one to choose, hah! I'll choose the not so complicated one. haha! Meet Nokia 1680 :)


Soon, I'll send you guys my new digits. Stay tuned :)

One Sat Night @ Absinth

Cool that I had a chance clubbin' on a Saturday night! Thanks to Aisa for the GL thingy, we are able to enter the bar without paying the entrance fee! :D Gee! I thought I'll be super stoned drunk going home then. Apparently, I had only one bottle of san mig light! c'mon! yeah I know! It's not for me. I'm a no-no for that drink but yeah, I still don't know how these people drink normally. I mean, this is my what? second time going out with them? YEAH! It's not that I usually go home really drunk-dead, I'm just used to being tipsy and all. Hehe! But yeah! I had fun, especially with the GINA hunting moments with my fave girls in row 4. God I love them! LOL

Here are the captured moments:






And here's my kawawa pic haha!

wanted perfect bf

... for geni!

LOL

requirement:

1. not uber good looking but he should know how to handle clothes LOL
2. loyal
3. a guy not named hans. SUPER LOL
4. sweet
5. caring
6. thoughtful
7. with work experience but fresh grad are acceptable. LOL
8. beach lover
9. cowboy (as in with hat) LOL
10. adventurous

for those who are interested. text me.. you know where to contact me. or drop me a line at ainie10@yah*o.com

*wink wink*

PS. Already did some guy hunting in my phonelist, some were already texted and invited for interview for tomorrow. Please do send me copies of CVs for validation.

Scheduled Interview for Tomorrow:
1. Tatu (scheduled at 1pm)
2. Jd (scheduled at 3pm)

When Jack called...

I was never a bad child, but having thoughts like cursing my parents makes it even worse, I'm not bad--Ok, I'm evil as what they are trying to imply. :(

Poor that they don't understand my point.
Thanks for the call though.. I miss you Jack.
I wish you were here.

As much as I wanted to shoulder all their financial problems at home, still I can't. I have my own bills to pay, have my own obligations to think. Why the heck we have to suffer all these consequences thinking we are all grown ups already. My 3 siblings has their own lives now, they got husbands and wife, they got kids, they have their own responsibilities that is somewhat I think bigger than what I am suffering. Being married is very very different, having a kid without a father makes it even worse. I totally understand where they're coming from, but come to think of it... I am misunderstood. They are thinking indeed I got all the pleasures in life knowing I can make more money than them. It's really annoying whenever they thought of me that way. Living in a condo wasn't my plan. And I actually don't brag about it. In fact, I was just lucky there is some girl from the internet who is very charitable to share a condo for only five thousand pesos. Do you believe it? I was actually amazed at first. So, what I did was to go for it and grab the opportunity to make my life easier travelling from home to the office.

And who fuckin says I got no responsiblities at all? That I have millions of moolahs because I'm still single and I do not have my own family to think of? Well, as far as I'm concern, I've been dealing with responsibilities for the longest time, I certainly do feel am not single at all. I help them as much as I can, but why did he drop such statement that how can I.... Errr.. I'll stop here. I love my bro. But yeah, I was hurt with what he said earlier... :(

Ok. Let me share you their point.

5K is 5K. It'll make my savings account richer every month if I'll just save it in the bank instead then live in our humble home in south.

My point is.

How can you manage commuting from one place to another, riding a bus, plus a cab after reaching megamall at night like 11pm or so. By the way, I got mugged for 3 times already while I was living in Muntinlupa then. So yeah! What can I say? Not practical and safe going back and forth from down south.

Everyone's been saying I got lots of moolahs and I'm like living happily and independently.

They don't know how hurtful it is living alone far from your loved ones and just counting days to be able to see them once or twice a week. Everybody also noticed how my pictures tell how happy I am right now even they know what's the real deal about my so-called love life and status in life. Now, I don't know how to react on that. It's a photo, what's the proper act while shooting in front of the camera? Errr.. first, you have to smile right? so what's the fuzz with all the photos i'm uploading in the net.. why people keep on asking how happy I am right now. It's just that they do not see the real emotions on my pictures, that's what they tell... what? should I frown? should I cry? You know what I mean?

Sigh..

Sad But True

In life, I've done every way of fighting, heard every painful truth, been in every heart breaking scene, and felt every dreadful feeling. I thought going through it all will then make me realize that I have to stop the fight and atleast save a little for myself. But you know what's funny? It is when I seem to be so much tired of it all, but still I can't just quit no matter how hard it is. And I have to continue hoping that one day, I'll be able to find someone who could love me not just for 'right' but 'real' ..

Friday Night Data Get Up

OMG! Look at this one! I made that thang.. coolness. AS IN!



Babe and I weren't use to formal dinners and candle light dates. Whereas we hang out to places where we are comfortable, so that means, we gone to billiard halls, bars, not so fancy restos in metro, clubs, uhm what else? Hmm.. now I come to realize we seldomly had dates before. Because we use to chill in our own cribs and / or in our friend's homes.

When the time comes, if the situation permits us.. I'd like to try out those fancy dinners and poshy dine outs--and yeah, I'll be wearing those hot dresses and gorgeous get ups.

YEAH! I super love dressing up!

How was my Vacation?

It was holiday in the states yesterday, so meaning I got no work and it was a yey for me since I am actually begging for a vacation. After my last shift last week, I headed off to my friend's house near my crib for we are going to have my friend's bridal shower party.. I went there even without sleep at all. :) That party was fairly alright knowing we planned it for only a month I suppose. A month that we only had prolly 3 proper days to talk about it. We admit it. We were not even ready for it. But since we knew Sheryl will not stay here for long and we do not actually know when she'll come back, the option would be, do it now or never... so we opted the first one. :)

It was successful though but not as glamorous as what other bride's maids has to prepare for most of the brides. We admited we had a ver very short time to discuss everything and we lack budget so we kinda had a hard time preparing for it.

To sum it up, everything went well. Pics will be uploaded anytime soon after Sheryl or Gen upload it in their Multiply account.

After the party, I went home together with Aileen. I was really dog tired so yeah we slept right away. I was awaken by her phone. Her bf was calling then. It was 10:00 am then we decided to eat brekky. I prepared, meatloaf and 2 eggs (ooppsy, I need to replace my housemate's eggs then LOL), and rice plus apple juice. While eating, I played "My Bestfriend's Girlfriend" movie in the DVD player. It was my 2nd time watching that mushy movie. I texted Gen and ask her if she wanted to attend mass in the evening. She said yes. So we did. Attended mass at 6:30pm and met up with Martin afterwhich. We went to Gateway Mall. Thanks to them, I had a chance going there. Was my first time. haha! What can I do, I was from down south before, I have no means of going there. Geni wanted to watch this tagalog movie starring Richard Guttierez and KC Concepcion entitled, "For The First Time" LOL I don't know where it came from, but I had this unique title I had in mind that I already forgot now. hehe. So, the movie was okay. I fell inlove with Richard because he was so gwapo! lol I was actually imagining him staring at me and talking to me about US. LOL may about us? fuck! LOve stories really make me sick! :( The movie ended at 10pm.

So the heavy rain stopped, so it made me going to down south. I went to Onie's and continue my vacation with him. We had good times indeed. Time for catching up and time to discuss once again the beauty of life ahead of us. We were so excited about our life after his case. In fact, we made stories about it. I left Onie Monday evening and went to my sister's crib near to his place.

I rested well and had a chance playing with my fave nephew Kelly.
I rested well but I still want another day with my fam. I got no chance visiting our house at Muntinlupa. I just don't want to visit my folks now. :( Maybe next week, when my mood permits me.
I rested well but I still want another day bumming around.

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