Sunday Boredom

I got a lot of things to do today. But I can not start doing so because I'm kinda stuck and laziness is attacking me. Darn. It's been hours since I turned on the pc. And yet, any of my tasks wasn't able to touch except for checking my fb, fs, and multiply account. hehe. Why do I have this feeling that I need something else para maganahan akong kumilos. I mean, it's not proper right? And that pampagana I'm saying is out of reach. Sigh.

So what should I need to accomplish today?

:: Edit footer (32 pages)
:: Create 5 new pages
:: Go to the mall and window shop for new bed
:: Have some footspa, mani and pedi
:: Facial perhaps (well it's been a while)
:: Body massage (ok scrap it. I got my period. I should take a pass here)
:: Go to the atm and pay bills (globe and cc)
:: Check on my small notebook and fix my budget for the week.
:: Go to my apartment and get all of my stuffs
:: Send my dirty clothes to the laundry (after getting all my stuffs from Pasig)
:: Go to Church and pray
:: Attend meeting with my HS Batch (re: reuinon)
:: Shot with HS friends at Oge's crib
:: Get mooooore sleep
:: Have a nice merienda with my folks

There you go, and I guess I wont be able to accomplish those. First because I'm tinatamad and second, I dont want to commute. So, I am guessing I need to prioritize fixing my budget to be able for me to afford having my own decent car. LOL

When everything's okay with Onie and I. I guess, I shouldn't be having this kind of sideline. Coz, this is eating a lot of my time. It's actually ruining my so-called social life. I don't have enough sleep and energy to deal with some other activities in my life. So, if Onie's around, I'd definitely choose to bum with him, than making extra income. LOL.

Love rules, when your love one is around. FINEEE!

Feast yer eyes..

OMG! I need to shop right now. I'm super down and lonely so I need to have any from below. I super heart them...















I know! they're all lovely! I need a size five plueeezee... Can't wait to go home and order! I just need to pamper myself. KAHIT ISA LANG.

More glamorous shoes at http://shoecrazeee.multiply.com

So I Went There ...

Because I know he could remove my stress and shits. I just love my boyf for having that kind of power. HAHA. Even I'm too dizzy since I am 31 hours awake at that time. Imagine how crazy I am. LOL. But yea, he managed to wipe out my lonesome. Thanks babe. You got me there..

spot this

OO ganyan! walang panahon magpahinga! mistula nakong ganto! at hindi na ako natutuwa.

...

I'm really not feeling well.
I just wanna rest and rest.
Or prolly I need to see you babe.

:(

I need an icecream or a cake.
I need something to cheer me up.
Or still I need to talk to you babe.

:(

I'm too exhausted.
I'm tired.
I'm lost.
I'm unhappy.
I need you here in my arms babe.
Embrace me to make me warm.
Kiss me.
Hug me.
Do not leave me.
Babe, I am missing you so much.
Please come home.
God, send him home.

:(

Dahil dito

... lumambot ang puso ko. Naisip ko bigla, kamusta ka na kaya? matagal tagal rin akong galit sayo. matagal ko narin tinatanggal ka sa isip ko. Ayoko kaseng palagi nalang ganto. Ayoko kaseng paulit ulit na mangyari to, pareho naman na tayong sawa. Alam kong hindi mo gusto to. Pero ginusto ko ba to? Yun lang. Dineneny ko lang, na lagi ka namang nasa isip ko. Hindi man ako magreply, alam mo naman ang sagot ko. Mahal parin kita, lagi namang ganon, wala naman laging nagbabago. Gusto na kita makita.

Pasalamat ka, kahawig mo si Chito. Pasalamat ka, inlove ako sa boses nya. Napangiti ako ng narinig ko ang kantang to. Una ngumiti, sunod nimamnam ko ang lyrics, basahin mo para kilabutan ka. Ang galing lang ni Chito, alam nya kung ano gusto mong sabihin saken. Syang sya ung lyrics e. Tagos sa laman ko. Simple pero damang dama ko.

Pasalamat ka kay Chito. Pinapatawad na kita. Pero di ko paren nakakalimutan ginawa mo. At hindi paren ako natutuwang anjan ka at nandito ako. Ang tagal magweekend. Gusto na kitang makita. Sinira mo nanaman ang plano ko. Damuho ka! hehe.

Sorry Na - Parokya ni Edgar

Sorry na kung nagalit ka di naman sinasadya [sabi mo nga di sadya]
Kung may nasabi man ako init lang ng ulo [ikaw pa uminit ulo! ay onga pede naman]
Pipilitin kong magbago pangako sa iyo [weh?]
Sorry na nakikinig ka ba? Malamang sawa ka na [mismo!]
Sa ugali kong ito na ayaw magpatalo [in fairness nagpapatalo ka na ng onte]
At parang sirang tambutso na hindi humihinto [vrrooom! namiss ko yun]
Sorry na talaga kung ako’y medyo tanga [ :( ]
Hindi ako nag-iisip na-uuna ang galit [ikaw e!]
Sorry na talaga sa aking nagawa [pagiisipan ko..]
Tanggap ko na mali ako wag sanang magtampo [sabi mo nga e..]
Sorry na [haaay..]

Sorry na wag kang madadala [malapit na]
Alam kong medyo nahihirapan ka [hindi mejo. hirap tlga ako]
Na ibigin ang isang katulad kong parang timang [ :( ]
Na paulit-ulit kang hindi sadyang nasasaktan [o cge gusto ko ng umiyak]

Sorry na saan ka pupunta? [sa pasig, sa bahay ko]
Please naman wag kang mawawala [hindi naman ako nawala, kahit kelan]
Kapag ako ay iwan mo mamamatay ako [weh?]
Pagkat hawak mo sa iyong kamay ang puso ko [ayun lang..]

Sorry na talaga kung ako’y medyo tanga
Hindi ako nag-iisip na-uuna ang galit
Sorry na talaga sa aking nagawa
Tanggap ko na mali ako wag sanang magtampo
Sorry na

Mahal kita sobrang mahal kita [dito ako nabaog]
Wala na akong pwedeng sabihin pang iba [meron yan..]
Kundi sorry talaga di ko sinasadya [sabagay]
Talagang sobrang mahal kita [mahal na mahal din kita]
Wag kang mawawala [...]
Sorry na [wag mo ng ulitin kase.]

Chito, ikaw masyado ka! ikaw na ang propeta! :(

stressed

I was out of the office yesterday. Had a bed rest. I can't walk, I can't go infront of the computer. I'm dizzy. Everything's turning up side down :( I'm close to being helpless. Wasn't my day yesterday. :( Seems that everything were hard for me. I can barely move. I don't like the feeling.

Still, I'm mad at you. Nakikisabay ka pa, sa hirap na nararamdaman ko.

I want: I like

I'm not sure of this, but yes I want to have one. Really! As in I'm dying to have one. But I guess I'll be ready to do this after achieving my dream body, which has curves. Hah!


That cherry, (just similar to that) I'm dreaming of having one below my belly button, right. I know! HOT HOT HOT! Can't wait! But yea, I'm a lil scared!

Wolverine

We watched it earlier at Greenhills theater. It was fun. The movie was good. Logan was HOT. LOL I still don't want to go to work. I hope I didn't come back.

Here's Aisa and me waiting for our Sicilian Pizza, Meralco Ave.

WTF

You know how I feel after I read your letter? I was pissed and shocked. Well I'm still mad while writing this crap. I don't want to argue about this, but I think we need to work this out or rather let's call it quits. I don't want to make it really big issue, because for me, it's nothing really. But ofcourse I got your point, you're upset, you're disappointed, you're hurt, you feel betrayed. FINE--I knew it! But, I just want to explain my side though you're not interested anymore. You're clueless how it feels alone here in my world. Could you just think that I won't be in this situation if you are outside with me? Look, you've seen how I am being a martyr girlfriend when you were out. You see how I loved and cared for you so much way back then. Did you even hear anything about shitty stuffs about me flirting with other men? I've been so fuckin' faithful with you that I almost end up loving only you disregarding myself. Now, you're there. You're life's fucked up and I want to remind you, you are ruining my godamn life! The hell with you threat me! Lakas ng loob mong sabihin mga salitang to:

"Pag ako lumaya, mabalibalitaan ko lang na ginagago moko aiza, hinding hindi ka magiging masaya habang nabubuhay ako!"

Sana bago mo sinulat yang mga salitang yan, milyong beses mo muna pinagisipan. Dahil hindi mo alam kung gano pinasakit nyan ang ulo ko at puso ko. Hindi maganda ang mga katagang yan. Even now, I still don't believe na nasulat mo yan saken. You are unbelievable. You seem to think only about yourself. What the hell is wrong with you! Kung makasumpa ka, parang napakalinis mo. Ikaw na tong Diyos para husgahan ang pagkatao ko. Of all the people, you're the last person I would think na masasabi saken yang mga salitang yan. You made me think about our future (kung meron nga ba?), You made me think AGAIN, if I'm willing to risk for the f'n last time, You made me think if I'll accept you as my husband in the future. Kung ngayon palang na ikaw natong anjan at di ko iniiwan e may gana ka ng sumapain ako ng ewan ko sang banda mo kinuha lakas mo para masabi yan. Ibang klase ka! I told you this before. You are the only person who makes me sad and happy at the same time. Ang tindi tindi mo.

This relationship seem to be going nowhere. Ok. I admit, I'm madly deeply inlove with you. Now I'm thinking BAKEEEEEEET?

Still, I hope the best for your case. I hope makalaya ka na.