25 random things about me

1. I'm a post mature baby (as in 9mos and 21 days)
2. I hate my course in college.
3. I was consistent honor student from kinder to HS. (un yabang)
3. I'm a blood A type.
4. I'm smoking
5. And I'm starting to quit.
6. Dreams of having a tat someday.
7. Shopping's always been my outlet of lonesome. HAH!
8. I have 20 pairs of shoes now.
9. I'm so inlove with my boyf.
10. Haven't been confine in hospital in my entire life except when I was born.
11. Tried MJ once and will not try it again. ever.
12. Both of my arms are komang.
13. Not a fan of beef.
14. I rest when I eat. (I know, so weird)
15. Love my place at down south but wanted to live somewhere in north so it'll be convenient travelling to work.
16. Wants to travel world but not to work abroad.
17. I don't eat durian and okra.
18. Feels insecure because of my height. HAH!
19. Dreams of being a model.
20. LOVES john lloyd cruz.
21. Cry baby at times.
22. Haven't ride a plane ever. But I will on the 22nd of Feb. YEY!
23. Addicted to massage
24. Kuya's girl.
25. Tired of working.

Red Letter Day is Coming Up

...so what should I do?

Ever since I had a boyf, we consider Vday a normal day for us. Nothing special. Not that we really don't love each other huh. 8 fuckin' years remember? haha! We just don't practice those cheesy and romantic dates as much as I want to. Prolly that's the real deal. Since Onie's not that type of a guy, he's not that showy before. So we kinda like having that day pass by without anything else. BUT certainly, before or after that day, he has something for me to open, which he doesn't wanna call it a vday gift. MALABO. I know LOL (ayaw lang daw nya makisabay haha)

So anyway, what's my plan for that day?

Someone actually texted me if I have a date on the 14th. Didn't reply (I don't like the guy haha). Someone asks me to join an outing. I refuse, for I have work. DAMN. So yea, prolly I really don't have any options but to work my ass off. After, I'm planning to give myself a lil gift. A spa could be. Or a dinner. (on my own? nah. scrap it!) Hmm. What if I just call some of my single friends to join me celebrate this day? Well, I couldn't think of any friends who are available at that time. I'm sure everyone's going to have a date or something.

Well, it could be a day full of love for most of the people. I probably continue the things Onie and I usually do on this day--bum around and do nothing special stuffs. LOL BORING.

So, to everyone....

Kung maibabalik ko lang...

Nostalgic Pics

Dr. Yu tayo neto. papuntang marikina no? tama?
ayun e. chick boy lang si dus!
si neri. nde na marunong magreply ngayon no? iba na tlga ang may jowa. haha
ayun o. miding mode.
mga chimoi na boys ng sse12. haha
HANS AND GEN! for life! un naman! hahahaha
ayun! padiba biday ako. ang jologs ng damit ko. KADIRE!
Si stayn nasa SG na neto e. kaya wala sya nung bday ni minggay.
ayun. try natin makumpleto sana no? haha. W naren pala ang hang out natin college palang.
boring ang tropa nyo kung wala kayong shot na ganto sa may G4 tabi ng starbs
Muka akong nasapian dito. LOL walang humpay na tambay sa miding. Pano bako grumadweyt?
Sa may U! after school. G4 sunod. LOL
Pamela one, igalaw ang katawan. LOL tae ka irene, ang jologs natin dito. lol
shempre, hangga't pedeng tumambay ng school kahit alas 10 na. go lang! hahaha

may sinagutan ako sa board neto e. Math yan. tapos tinawag ako ni irene picture muna daw bago umupo. LOL

O sinong anorexic? LOL payat shet!

Kame pa ni martin dito e. Yun o!

Bumarkada pic din naman kame. E bat ko pinutol si berting? hehehe

Yoki and darleeeeeeeeeeeng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sana naging kao nalang ni Kayo Irene. Teka magbibirthday na yan ngayon Feb

Namiss ko lahat to. gusto ko minsan bumalik sa college, kase di ko masyadong naramdaman. Tri-sem kase. LOL hehehe

How about this?

I felt all the kilig when I watched the "A Very Special Love" and now I am hoping to feel the same thing with this upcoming movie of John Lloyd and Sarah G.



Do you know how much I adore this man? LOL hahaha! Seriously, I am a fan and I am not ashamed to tell that I have a Greenwich Flyer stick into my cork board at my station just for me to have a glance every now and then to Lloydy's pic. He's super gwapo and funny. Ewan ko, basta! I love John Lloyd. That is! Hehe!

Was touched

...by this movie and was surprised that it's also based on a book. I didn't know, really. hehe. Last Saturday after shift. Me and my girls watched Marley and Me at G4 where after we had a lil shopping again. haha! We ate at Sbarro G5 and thanks Gen for the 'lil treat :) I was dog tired since we decided to go home by 8:15pm. Man, I was too exhausted, it was like a double shift for me. LOL I had fun though.. Thanks girls. **kiss

Will watch

Yes! I've read the 4 novels plus the "Can You Keep A Secret? book" (yes Gen, am done with this :)I'll return it to you soon) and I'm kinda curious how it'll be in the big screen. The books were hilarious, I hope I won't get disappointed with the movie, since it wasn't british version, meaning all the expressions of Becky Bloomwood will not be delivered there. Oh well, we'll going to see. I hope on February 18 somebody will accompany me watching this. :)

Excited for BORA!

What should I bring in BORA trip?

Here's my check list:
Swim suits [check]
Dress for the mornings [check]
Flip Flops [check]
Shorts [check]
Tank Tops for Night parties [check]
Sandos [check]
Accessories [check]
Shades [check]
Bag [check]
Lotion [check]
Sunblock [check]
Toiletries [check]
Small towels [check]
Jacket [check]
Undies [check]
Losta Money haha! [check]
Make ups [check]

WOW! I'm done! and I'm sooo ready! OMG I can't wait. I'm so excited! I've been browsing the net for Lauren Conrad, Whitney Port, Heidi Montag and the rest of the chicks from "the Hills" for summer get ups. Also, I love Lyndsay's closet and Of course Blairs' wardrobe. But she's not into summer attire so yea, it's more appropriate to check out the "Laguna Beach" and "The Hills" style!

Here's what I got!

Here are some tips from Polyvore Stylist!


yellow/blue - by angelie. ♫ on Polyvore.com


ITS A PINK SUMMERR! - by EMiLY [ M&M GuRL ] on Polyvore.com


summer 2009 - by KAMILKA on Polyvore.com


Summer Mix Tape - by MarianaBrazil on Polyvore.com

This is my Style:


Summer Style 09 - by Aizeee on Polyvore.com

...and I don't want to go to bed mad at you

With our 8 years of togetherness, prolly we had only 2 fights which we didn't fixed on the same day. (Which really suck to death!) I really can't sleep having an unfinished prob with my boyf. It's killing me inside. A lot of questions going on in my mind that turns me awake till the next morning, so to make this shitty short, we tend to patch things up and arrange all arguments as necessary as possible.

I do know that this practice is healthy for all relationships. Dealing with fights is very common to all couples and I am possitive that it'll get more serious than we thought if we'll not sit with it through the day.

I am glad that my man had enlightened himself a bit. He's more mature now handling relationship probs than before, though he couldn't do anything but to wait ofcourse, since he can't extend his effort by you know, say, sending flowers, fetching me from work, giving such sweet nothings thru texts, et cetera. I know for sure, if he has the opportunity to do that, he will and definitely it'll make my heart melt. What he do now is to try harder to understand my point even we both know sometimes I am sooo pointless. hah!

Yesterday, I couldn't make it to work. (again!) Dealing shits with him and we almost called it quits! Sigh. One of the saddest days of my life. I am so hopeless that I walked away and said, I fuckin hate you! I am done!

Sniff

I went to my nephnews for me to stay calm and sane. I cried to death and my big sis understood where I was coming from. She realized how I love this man, so she obliged when I said I'm going back and try to resolve things. And so I went back to him.

He was really sick, I didn't realize how much he is suffering. I was upset. So I said sorry. He hugged me, say sorry as well, and I forgave him. We are now okay and he gave a letter which he made after my lil drama walking out in that stupid place. I read it with heart, I was kinda hurt. I cried once again and I'm pretty sure he was hurt that's why he made something shitty like that, which I undestood again.

So, what I learned yesterday was to control temper. Better practice this, than seeing myself cutting myself. Weh? OA! haha!

ungguy ka!

Me: Umalis na ba kayo kanina, paguwi ko?
Some Dude: Ang ganda mo kanina... shinare ko lang..
Me: Ayus ah! wrong window boi? sabi ko umalis na ba kayo nung umuwi nako?
Some Dude: Ay ako oo umuwi nadin. Sila nagstay pa. Sabi ko nga ang ganda mo kanina. Para sayo tlg yun.
Me: Ayun. mapangbola ka tlg no. Baka maniwala ako tanga!
Some Dude: Wow ka kase e. Kala mo lagi kitang binobola.
Me: Hay nako. tinext nga kita kahapon, kase napanaginipan kita e.
Some Dude: Un. tlga? siguro nga yayain kita magdate kaya nangyayari yan.
Me: LOL. wag ka na. Baka umasa ako tanga!
Some Dude: Ang taas mo kase masyado e. Baka di kita maplease. Di kita maabot.
Me: Wow ako pa tong mataas. Di ba maabot ung natambay sa tindahan kasama nyo, isang biskwit at isang pop, samahan mo ng sang marlboro lights, solb an araw ko. Un ba ang di maabot? Siguro dahil kapatid lang talaga tingin mo saken boi. Pero if yan ang nararamdaman mo. I wont take it personally.
Some Dude: Hehe
Me: Un sabay hehe nalang nasagot mo.
Some Dude: Natulala kase ako sa sinabi mo.
Me: Wag nating ipilit kung hindi naman tlg. masaya naman ako ng ganto e.
Some Dude: Basta pag nagkawork ako. Susubukan kita!
Me: =)) un ikaw pa sumubok e no. dun ako natawa. LOL Tado ka lang! ako pa mahihiya no?
Some Dude: Di. Seryoso nga. muntik nga ako mainlove sayo kanina e.
Me: Haha!
Some Dude: Un sabay haha nalang din sagot mo!
Me: E anu ba dapat?

Biset!

Kung ikaw e nanligaw dati pa. edi sana tayo na. magulo utak mo e. tapos papatulan ko pa. edi ano pa nangyari saten nun. baka gaguhan nalang, ganun. di naman ako naghahanap ng seryosohan sa ngayon. siguro tamang gusto ko lang maramdaman ung pagcacare ng isang tao sa oras na kelangan ko. ung pwedeng makatext ko. makausap ko any time na gusto ko. ikaw sana un. kaso may mga doubts ka na hindi ko alam kelan pa nagsimula yang doubt na yan. ano yan, dahil ba sabi mo, naaawa ka saking nakikita mokong ganto. na sayang ako kase baka naghihintay ako sa wala. nanghihinayang ka ba dahil sana ako ang nasa piling mo, o tamang naaawa ka, dahil tinuturing mokong tunay na kaibigan mo.

Minsan naiisip ko, tama ba sila dahil sabi nila swerte ni O n i e na andito ako para sa knya. So ano ako? Malas? dahil sya pinili kong hintayin? dahil sya pinili kong mahalin? E kung hindi ako maghihintay ngayon, meron bang ibang dadating? napakahirap magrisk na baka ako lang din naman tumanda magisa. na baka magmistula rin ako kawawa at magluksa. Siguro mabuti na tong may hinhintay kahit di siguradong may hinihintay. Kinabubuti nito kase, nararamdaman ko kahit papano, ung pakiramdam na gusto kong maramdaman kahit isang beses lang sa isang linggo. sabihin nyo ng tanga ako. mababaw ako. mababaw ba ang pagkakaintindi ko sa pagibig kung ganun? hindi ko alam. pero un minsan ang hinihiling ko. ang meron makasama sa oras ng pagiisa. Nde madali ung ganto na sa bawat oras ng buhay ko e nagiisa at kadamay ko sarili ko. mabuti pamg naging lalake nalang siguro ako. mas madali siguro magcope up sa sitwasyong ganto. Kung lalaki ako. andami kong gustong ligawan. LOL. kase alam ko kung sino ung matitinong babae na dapat siniseryoso at di ginagago. Madami sa mga kaibigan ko. Kung lalaki ako. Liligawan ko sila. or paparamdam ko kung pano atleast sumaya. Mas madali siguro kung ganun no? Kase alam ko kung ano ung pakiramdam nila bawat isa. Alam ko kung pano iplease ang babae, tulad ng gusto kong gawin saken. Madali kung ganun. Sana nga naging lalake nalang ako. Kung nagkataon. Liligawan ko sarili ko!

LOL bakit hinde?

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Please wag moko pahirapan. Wag kang maggaganyan. Akala mo nakakatulong ka. Pinapagod mo lang ang puso ko sa pag asa. Katangahan ko, mistula naman kase akong umaasa. :(

Hindi naman pala natin gusto magshopping no?

LOL


E anu to? Hahahaha! Bakit ba? Nagkataon lang na may natripan kame sa paninda! Bawal bang sumaya? hehehe!



Kumain sa Ineng's. Sarap dito I swear. Parang bahay lang. nasira diet ko e. 1.5 rice. ano pa? SArap!


So hindi naman ako halatang napagod no? So sige pa! tara! Shopping pa! hahahaha