May 29, 2009
May 27, 2009
Give Me Some Time
...to rest.
HOWMAYGADD!
I just came from long weekend, but still I feel restless.
It's 4:16pm now, and I'm about to sign off.. Yes! just now.
Talking about having non-stop responsibilities.
Oh, I want to forget am adult.
I just wanna play barbie dolls.
Sigh.
HOWMAYGADD!
I just came from long weekend, but still I feel restless.
It's 4:16pm now, and I'm about to sign off.. Yes! just now.
Talking about having non-stop responsibilities.
Oh, I want to forget am adult.
I just wanna play barbie dolls.
Sigh.
May 20, 2009
Just some thoughts
I started browsing emails and whatevers one night at the office, until I stumble upon pep.ph site and read about Juday's wedding. :( I regretted not being able to watch it last Sunday night because I had to go to my batchmate's meeting at Jay's crib. We are planning of having a HS reunion since we are celebrating 10 yrs anniversary of our graduation. Yeah! We are that old :D
I am very very disappointed that I failed to watch the wedding. It's just that, I even alarmed my phone for me to remember when it will air in the national television. Oh well, there's always youtube.com for some reference but of course I'd really want to watch it that same night they aired it in the TV. Nakakaiyak daw. You know me naman, stuffs about wedding nowadays, for me, it's kind of biggie deal. REALLY! :)
I still don't have time browsing the whole detail about the said wedding of Juday. But my big sis shared what really happened so I got some goose bumps as she relayed the whole scenario. I envy the two. They are just so perfect for each other. I really hope they could be a good example for the youth nowadays. For those who are not married yet, and for those who are already living together in one roof. I must say, they did a good job on how they handled the whole thing. I mean, the whole wedding thing. Really, great great job!
One day I know, the Lord will give me the person who will say, “I got the best wife in the world!” When the perfect time comes, :) magpapainom ako! Hehe Actually, I know I already met him. However, I prayed for a good, loving, responsible, faithful, and cool husband. So by this time, God is still doing his process. He prolly wants the best for His daughter. He is still molding my future husband to be like what I prayed for. :) Thank you Lord in advance! I know, soon I’ll be the happiest! I could really feel it. :)
Today, before going to work, I had a really bad sleep. It's probably because I am taking meds and my body's been not used to it. So I couldn't find ways on how to sleep. I keep on ranting about stress because I got 2 jobs and I am restless. I am ranting about the food I eat. I am ranting about the people around me in the office. I rant about my father at times. I am still ranting about my relationship with my other half. Yea, I have so much angst in life that I forget to see some positive things that is happening to me despite all the rants I have inside.
Today I felt God's great purpose for me in the work that I do, and I saw the great power we have to share great things to the people around us. Now I realized, everyday I wake up, and just to be alive is such a blessing. Everything else is a bonus. If we appreciate life like that, suddenly we're so thankful for what we have and not sad about what we don't have. It's just a matter of being positive.
Now, I'm so thankful I am able to write these things today. I am thankful that I am the first person who came in the office today. I am thankful I am being able to work without thinking a got no sleep yet. I am just thankful I am alive. I hope this positive vibe will continue as the day pass by. :)
I am very very disappointed that I failed to watch the wedding. It's just that, I even alarmed my phone for me to remember when it will air in the national television. Oh well, there's always youtube.com for some reference but of course I'd really want to watch it that same night they aired it in the TV. Nakakaiyak daw. You know me naman, stuffs about wedding nowadays, for me, it's kind of biggie deal. REALLY! :)
I still don't have time browsing the whole detail about the said wedding of Juday. But my big sis shared what really happened so I got some goose bumps as she relayed the whole scenario. I envy the two. They are just so perfect for each other. I really hope they could be a good example for the youth nowadays. For those who are not married yet, and for those who are already living together in one roof. I must say, they did a good job on how they handled the whole thing. I mean, the whole wedding thing. Really, great great job!
One day I know, the Lord will give me the person who will say, “I got the best wife in the world!” When the perfect time comes, :) magpapainom ako! Hehe Actually, I know I already met him. However, I prayed for a good, loving, responsible, faithful, and cool husband. So by this time, God is still doing his process. He prolly wants the best for His daughter. He is still molding my future husband to be like what I prayed for. :) Thank you Lord in advance! I know, soon I’ll be the happiest! I could really feel it. :)
Today, before going to work, I had a really bad sleep. It's probably because I am taking meds and my body's been not used to it. So I couldn't find ways on how to sleep. I keep on ranting about stress because I got 2 jobs and I am restless. I am ranting about the food I eat. I am ranting about the people around me in the office. I rant about my father at times. I am still ranting about my relationship with my other half. Yea, I have so much angst in life that I forget to see some positive things that is happening to me despite all the rants I have inside.
Today I felt God's great purpose for me in the work that I do, and I saw the great power we have to share great things to the people around us. Now I realized, everyday I wake up, and just to be alive is such a blessing. Everything else is a bonus. If we appreciate life like that, suddenly we're so thankful for what we have and not sad about what we don't have. It's just a matter of being positive.
Now, I'm so thankful I am able to write these things today. I am thankful that I am the first person who came in the office today. I am thankful I am being able to work without thinking a got no sleep yet. I am just thankful I am alive. I hope this positive vibe will continue as the day pass by. :)
May 18, 2009
Monday Update
Today, I'm too exhausted. Though I wanted to work and work, since deadlines are fast approaching, still I am sleepless. Meaning I don't have enough energy to move and think. I opted to go straight to my night shift work right after I checked out some laptops at Megamall. My real plan was to go home in my apartment, get some rest, packed some clothes and come to the office prolly around 1am. I had a feeling I'll oversleep once I try snoozing so yea I didn't bother going home. Instead, go to work really early like 9pm so I could exit by 6am. Wise! hah!
May 16, 2009
Sunday Boredom
I got a lot of things to do today. But I can not start doing so because I'm kinda stuck and laziness is attacking me. Darn. It's been hours since I turned on the pc. And yet, any of my tasks wasn't able to touch except for checking my fb, fs, and multiply account. hehe. Why do I have this feeling that I need something else para maganahan akong kumilos. I mean, it's not proper right? And that pampagana I'm saying is out of reach. Sigh.
So what should I need to accomplish today?
:: Edit footer (32 pages)
:: Create 5 new pages
:: Go to the mall and window shop for new bed
:: Have some footspa, mani and pedi
:: Facial perhaps (well it's been a while)
:: Body massage (ok scrap it. I got my period. I should take a pass here)
:: Go to the atm and pay bills (globe and cc)
:: Check on my small notebook and fix my budget for the week.
:: Go to my apartment and get all of my stuffs
:: Send my dirty clothes to the laundry (after getting all my stuffs from Pasig)
:: Go to Church and pray
:: Attend meeting with my HS Batch (re: reuinon)
:: Shot with HS friends at Oge's crib
:: Get mooooore sleep
:: Have a nice merienda with my folks
There you go, and I guess I wont be able to accomplish those. First because I'm tinatamad and second, I dont want to commute. So, I am guessing I need to prioritize fixing my budget to be able for me to afford having my own decent car. LOL
When everything's okay with Onie and I. I guess, I shouldn't be having this kind of sideline. Coz, this is eating a lot of my time. It's actually ruining my so-called social life. I don't have enough sleep and energy to deal with some other activities in my life. So, if Onie's around, I'd definitely choose to bum with him, than making extra income. LOL.
Love rules, when your love one is around. FINEEE!
So what should I need to accomplish today?
:: Edit footer (32 pages)
:: Create 5 new pages
:: Go to the mall and window shop for new bed
:: Have some footspa, mani and pedi
:: Facial perhaps (well it's been a while)
:: Body massage (ok scrap it. I got my period. I should take a pass here)
:: Go to the atm and pay bills (globe and cc)
:: Check on my small notebook and fix my budget for the week.
:: Go to my apartment and get all of my stuffs
:: Send my dirty clothes to the laundry (after getting all my stuffs from Pasig)
:: Go to Church and pray
:: Attend meeting with my HS Batch (re: reuinon)
:: Shot with HS friends at Oge's crib
:: Get mooooore sleep
:: Have a nice merienda with my folks
There you go, and I guess I wont be able to accomplish those. First because I'm tinatamad and second, I dont want to commute. So, I am guessing I need to prioritize fixing my budget to be able for me to afford having my own decent car. LOL
When everything's okay with Onie and I. I guess, I shouldn't be having this kind of sideline. Coz, this is eating a lot of my time. It's actually ruining my so-called social life. I don't have enough sleep and energy to deal with some other activities in my life. So, if Onie's around, I'd definitely choose to bum with him, than making extra income. LOL.
Love rules, when your love one is around. FINEEE!
May 15, 2009
Feast yer eyes..
OMG! I need to shop right now. I'm super down and lonely so I need to have any from below. I super heart them...
I know! they're all lovely! I need a size five plueeezee... Can't wait to go home and order! I just need to pamper myself. KAHIT ISA LANG.
More glamorous shoes at http://shoecrazeee.multiply.com
I know! they're all lovely! I need a size five plueeezee... Can't wait to go home and order! I just need to pamper myself. KAHIT ISA LANG.
More glamorous shoes at http://shoecrazeee.multiply.com
May 14, 2009
So I Went There ...
Because I know he could remove my stress and shits. I just love my boyf for having that kind of power. HAHA. Even I'm too dizzy since I am 31 hours awake at that time. Imagine how crazy I am. LOL. But yea, he managed to wipe out my lonesome. Thanks babe. You got me there..
May 13, 2009
...
I'm really not feeling well.
I just wanna rest and rest.
Or prolly I need to see you babe.
:(
I need an icecream or a cake.
I need something to cheer me up.
Or still I need to talk to you babe.
:(
I'm too exhausted.
I'm tired.
I'm lost.
I'm unhappy.
I need you here in my arms babe.
Embrace me to make me warm.
Kiss me.
Hug me.
Do not leave me.
Babe, I am missing you so much.
Please come home.
God, send him home.
:(
I just wanna rest and rest.
Or prolly I need to see you babe.
:(
I need an icecream or a cake.
I need something to cheer me up.
Or still I need to talk to you babe.
:(
I'm too exhausted.
I'm tired.
I'm lost.
I'm unhappy.
I need you here in my arms babe.
Embrace me to make me warm.
Kiss me.
Hug me.
Do not leave me.
Babe, I am missing you so much.
Please come home.
God, send him home.
:(
May 7, 2009
Dahil dito
... lumambot ang puso ko. Naisip ko bigla, kamusta ka na kaya? matagal tagal rin akong galit sayo. matagal ko narin tinatanggal ka sa isip ko. Ayoko kaseng palagi nalang ganto. Ayoko kaseng paulit ulit na mangyari to, pareho naman na tayong sawa. Alam kong hindi mo gusto to. Pero ginusto ko ba to? Yun lang. Dineneny ko lang, na lagi ka namang nasa isip ko. Hindi man ako magreply, alam mo naman ang sagot ko. Mahal parin kita, lagi namang ganon, wala naman laging nagbabago. Gusto na kita makita.
Pasalamat ka, kahawig mo si Chito. Pasalamat ka, inlove ako sa boses nya. Napangiti ako ng narinig ko ang kantang to. Una ngumiti, sunod nimamnam ko ang lyrics, basahin mo para kilabutan ka. Ang galing lang ni Chito, alam nya kung ano gusto mong sabihin saken. Syang sya ung lyrics e. Tagos sa laman ko. Simple pero damang dama ko.
Pasalamat ka kay Chito. Pinapatawad na kita. Pero di ko paren nakakalimutan ginawa mo. At hindi paren ako natutuwang anjan ka at nandito ako. Ang tagal magweekend. Gusto na kitang makita. Sinira mo nanaman ang plano ko. Damuho ka! hehe.
Sorry Na - Parokya ni Edgar
Sorry na kung nagalit ka di naman sinasadya [sabi mo nga di sadya]
Kung may nasabi man ako init lang ng ulo [ikaw pa uminit ulo! ay onga pede naman]
Pipilitin kong magbago pangako sa iyo [weh?]
Sorry na nakikinig ka ba? Malamang sawa ka na [mismo!]
Sa ugali kong ito na ayaw magpatalo [in fairness nagpapatalo ka na ng onte]
At parang sirang tambutso na hindi humihinto [vrrooom! namiss ko yun]
Sorry na talaga kung ako’y medyo tanga [ :( ]
Hindi ako nag-iisip na-uuna ang galit [ikaw e!]
Sorry na talaga sa aking nagawa [pagiisipan ko..]
Tanggap ko na mali ako wag sanang magtampo [sabi mo nga e..]
Sorry na [haaay..]
Sorry na wag kang madadala [malapit na]
Alam kong medyo nahihirapan ka [hindi mejo. hirap tlga ako]
Na ibigin ang isang katulad kong parang timang [ :( ]
Na paulit-ulit kang hindi sadyang nasasaktan [o cge gusto ko ng umiyak]
Sorry na saan ka pupunta? [sa pasig, sa bahay ko]
Please naman wag kang mawawala [hindi naman ako nawala, kahit kelan]
Kapag ako ay iwan mo mamamatay ako [weh?]
Pagkat hawak mo sa iyong kamay ang puso ko [ayun lang..]
Sorry na talaga kung ako’y medyo tanga
Hindi ako nag-iisip na-uuna ang galit
Sorry na talaga sa aking nagawa
Tanggap ko na mali ako wag sanang magtampo
Sorry na
Mahal kita sobrang mahal kita [dito ako nabaog]
Wala na akong pwedeng sabihin pang iba [meron yan..]
Kundi sorry talaga di ko sinasadya [sabagay]
Talagang sobrang mahal kita [mahal na mahal din kita]
Wag kang mawawala [...]
Sorry na [wag mo ng ulitin kase.]
Chito, ikaw masyado ka! ikaw na ang propeta! :(
Pasalamat ka, kahawig mo si Chito. Pasalamat ka, inlove ako sa boses nya. Napangiti ako ng narinig ko ang kantang to. Una ngumiti, sunod nimamnam ko ang lyrics, basahin mo para kilabutan ka. Ang galing lang ni Chito, alam nya kung ano gusto mong sabihin saken. Syang sya ung lyrics e. Tagos sa laman ko. Simple pero damang dama ko.
Pasalamat ka kay Chito. Pinapatawad na kita. Pero di ko paren nakakalimutan ginawa mo. At hindi paren ako natutuwang anjan ka at nandito ako. Ang tagal magweekend. Gusto na kitang makita. Sinira mo nanaman ang plano ko. Damuho ka! hehe.
Sorry Na - Parokya ni Edgar
Sorry na kung nagalit ka di naman sinasadya [sabi mo nga di sadya]
Kung may nasabi man ako init lang ng ulo [ikaw pa uminit ulo! ay onga pede naman]
Pipilitin kong magbago pangako sa iyo [weh?]
Sorry na nakikinig ka ba? Malamang sawa ka na [mismo!]
Sa ugali kong ito na ayaw magpatalo [in fairness nagpapatalo ka na ng onte]
At parang sirang tambutso na hindi humihinto [vrrooom! namiss ko yun]
Sorry na talaga kung ako’y medyo tanga [ :( ]
Hindi ako nag-iisip na-uuna ang galit [ikaw e!]
Sorry na talaga sa aking nagawa [pagiisipan ko..]
Tanggap ko na mali ako wag sanang magtampo [sabi mo nga e..]
Sorry na [haaay..]
Sorry na wag kang madadala [malapit na]
Alam kong medyo nahihirapan ka [hindi mejo. hirap tlga ako]
Na ibigin ang isang katulad kong parang timang [ :( ]
Na paulit-ulit kang hindi sadyang nasasaktan [o cge gusto ko ng umiyak]
Sorry na saan ka pupunta? [sa pasig, sa bahay ko]
Please naman wag kang mawawala [hindi naman ako nawala, kahit kelan]
Kapag ako ay iwan mo mamamatay ako [weh?]
Pagkat hawak mo sa iyong kamay ang puso ko [ayun lang..]
Sorry na talaga kung ako’y medyo tanga
Hindi ako nag-iisip na-uuna ang galit
Sorry na talaga sa aking nagawa
Tanggap ko na mali ako wag sanang magtampo
Sorry na
Mahal kita sobrang mahal kita [dito ako nabaog]
Wala na akong pwedeng sabihin pang iba [meron yan..]
Kundi sorry talaga di ko sinasadya [sabagay]
Talagang sobrang mahal kita [mahal na mahal din kita]
Wag kang mawawala [...]
Sorry na [wag mo ng ulitin kase.]
Chito, ikaw masyado ka! ikaw na ang propeta! :(
May 6, 2009
stressed
I was out of the office yesterday. Had a bed rest. I can't walk, I can't go infront of the computer. I'm dizzy. Everything's turning up side down :( I'm close to being helpless. Wasn't my day yesterday. :( Seems that everything were hard for me. I can barely move. I don't like the feeling.
Still, I'm mad at you. Nakikisabay ka pa, sa hirap na nararamdaman ko.
Still, I'm mad at you. Nakikisabay ka pa, sa hirap na nararamdaman ko.
May 1, 2009
I want: I like
I'm not sure of this, but yes I want to have one. Really! As in I'm dying to have one. But I guess I'll be ready to do this after achieving my dream body, which has curves. Hah!
That cherry, (just similar to that) I'm dreaming of having one below my belly button, right. I know! HOT HOT HOT! Can't wait! But yea, I'm a lil scared!
That cherry, (just similar to that) I'm dreaming of having one below my belly button, right. I know! HOT HOT HOT! Can't wait! But yea, I'm a lil scared!
Wolverine
We watched it earlier at Greenhills theater. It was fun. The movie was good. Logan was HOT. LOL I still don't want to go to work. I hope I didn't come back.
Here's Aisa and me waiting for our Sicilian Pizza, Meralco Ave.
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