Thursday was not so good. I woke up feeling blah last Friday. My shift started with a small fight then ends up with me calling it quits. I hate arguments, who likes it by the way? No! I mean, those non-stop random small fights--so sick. I HATE.
To cut his lil tantrums and shits, I obliged to sleep over at his crib. I don't wanna elaborate what really happened but yeah, everything/everyone including him made me so pissed. Just to end the conversation I said yes to drop off his place because that's what we planned the day before. But in mind, I am just going to get all my stuffs and eventually leave him permanently. I had enough that time. I am pissed and about to explode! I'm not even liking all the things he's doing, even he's making lambing and all. I am close to shouting at him but I still managed to control my temper. Anyhoo, we fixed the fight. Even I know this isn't working, I still hang on, not for my own sake, but for him. Don't get me wrong, he's a good man. He's a changed one actually. I'm proud to say that. But it's not enough. It's not also good to change for someone else, I'd be happier if I knew he's changing because he wants to, for himself, for his future, for his family. I know it's kind of confusing now.. Why the hell I'm still here, hanging in the situation? Well, I really can't say. I don't know how to handle this now. :( I'm not afraid though, until he whispered to me last Friday, while we were about to sleep.. "How can I start without you?" There, I had goosebumps. I didn't planned anything like this. I feel sorry for him. :( Until now, I know we're not okay.
We didn't even had dinner last Friday. After the fight, we slept til I felt my stomach aching. He woke up as well and had brekky at Sinangag Express. We both had Tosilog and Sprite. Then we went home, this time in my crib. We are going to my cousin's Wedding. Totee was a secondary sponsor. The travel time was too long for the church was located at San Mateo, Rizal. Man, I wont go there again. Srsly! The traffic was horrible.
Here's some captured moments from the Carlyn's Wed:
The wedding was okay. I pity R for driving that long. The reception was at Max's Restaurant San Mateo, Rizal. The service was awful. It made the event such a wonderful one because of the bonding. Deniñ@ Clan was really awesome family. :) After, we even went to Carleen's home to continue the happenings. Shat ng redhorse and videoke forever. I initiated to go home at 11pm. Everyone followed. We arrived home at 1:25am. It was indeed a tiring day. R slept over to my place.
The next day:I woke up at 8am. Prepare some brekky, longganisa, jumbo hotdogs and sinangag. R cooked actually. I only gave him a hand :) When the food was ready, I called my siblings so we could eat all together. That's my fave thing on earth to eat every single meal with my fam, unfortunately my parents weren't home. They're in Bicol until Tuesday. After the brekky, my sisters and I helped each other with the dishes. It's kinda hard not having a maid now, so please to all my readers, if you know someone who's willing to be a helper, PM me, call or text me, basta inform me. We really need one. Seriously!
Kelly, Pong, R and I enjoyed watching Matanglawin in my room. At 11am, I asked R to drive me to the wet market for our Lunch. R cooked sinigang na buto-buto. :) THanks babe, for always making me fat! LOL At 4pm R left for practice/gig at the same village. And that's the moment I had my ME time. First, I went to Nai'egance Spa, for footspa and pedicure. The service was great, it costs Php 299. Not bad. Then I headed to SM Muntinlupa for facial, I went to my favorite place, Flawless to have the service, unfortunately and to my surprise the store is not there anymore :( I was very disappointed. Yes, it took me 4 mos to visit the place again. I don't have much time for pampering myself now, so I am really really upset Flawless isn't there anymore. Wondering where did they branch out? So I went to Dermstrata Skin Clinic and Spa instead. The facial there was cheaper than Forever Flawless, it costs Php435. I don't have bad things to say about the service though. I really need facial, I am contented so I wont say any bad comment.
I went home and had dinner with R again. We send my sister's family home. On the way home, R and I weren't talking at all. We both know we have a misunderstanding and we just opt not to talk about it. We don't want arguments now. I can't accomodate fights as of the moment. We slept together again. We didn't talk. We know in our hearts we are not okay. We still hugged each other while sleeping. I woke up really early a while ago, like 5:15am. Managed to prepare for work that early for I have an 8:00am meeting with my boss. R accompanied me til Buendia Station. There, we part ways. I didn't plan of leaving my celly but yes, I don't have it with me now. Prolly it's a sign and God's intention to give both of us a space to relax, and have our me time. No calling and texting all throughout the day. Let's see what's the deal til my shift ends.
I arrived really early here in the office, like 7:20am. Goodjob for me! The meeting was cancelled. It's okay. :) I hope my shift will turn out good :)
For now, I thank him for driving us in my cousin's wedding. Let's talk some other time. Take care of yourself. :) By the way, while I was sleeping next to him, I had a bad bad dream. I hope it wont happen. Really :(
Totee and I had a lil photoshoot LOL. You can check out some pics in my facebook account. Hee. Anyway, we opted to dine at Rai Rai Ken. Here are the captured moments:
And here's my Chictopia Look for the Day:
Wearing: radom brown tube top, ripped faded shorts from bazaar, jessica flats, anne klein shades, juicy couture accessories, chanel bag
Here's my tatay and nanay posing! LOL Happy Father's Day Boi! We call each other Boi. Hehehe!
Just last year, we went to Robinson's for our groceries. We planned to have at least for breakfast only since we are just going to have our dinner before heading to Oge's place, but of course we expect it's going to be a gluttony day/night for us, we finally had this cart at the end. Our cart includes the following below:
We had a hard time going inside. We don't know with Kuya Romel (Oge's driver) what is going on. But according to him, the key doesn't fit. So we have to ask for help in the main club and get the duplicate key instead. Aberya night! Hahaha! There's no duplicate key as per the girl in the front desk. Oge decided to pay for a lounge if we can not be able to pen their house. But heck it'll be Php5000 per night. I don't think it would be a good idea. We headed back to the house and see what we can do. Along the way, I silently pray and ask God for assistance and guidance. God is really good and I think Kuya Rommel was just being dumb LOL (kiddin! haha! I love Kuya Rommel anu ba?!). apparently, he is trying the hell out of a wrong key earlier that is why the door wasn't opening. COME ON!??? lol so yea, we got inside and started reminiscing what happened last year. Before anything else, Oge started to fix the room we are going to use. And here's Kai trying out the new sheets and pillows! Ang sarap matulog..
Below are the pictures of the scenarios we had that night. Before starting the grocery, we decided to had dinner at Shakeys. We had their promo of Php1600++ for tons of foood. 2 pizzas, 2 pastas, bucket of chicken and mojos, and 3 picher of sodas. Great promo! Sarap! Busog! Buuurp! We started to drink. Carla, Jokwa and I had the velocity, while Chen, Oge and Kai had the san mig lights. Walang katapusang bargasan nanaman at walang humpay na tawanan. Minsan nakakapagod na kayong kasama! LOL Nagsasawa nako paminsan. Napipilitan nalang akong gawin to kase kawawa naman kayo pag wala ako. I'm sure di kayo masaya! Chos! Well, I had fun that night, we hit the sack at prolly 1am.
Oge, Chen and Carla woke up really early like 5am. They prepared brekky--bacon, omellete, cream dory, and sinangag. Haaay, sarap ng umaga. Sana laging ganto. I was the last person who woke up. LOL Dahil dun, wala akong nagawa. So ako nalang naghugas. BOOO! We prepared for our activities after our meal.
Here's our first picture in the tunnel. Last year we weren't able to do that since it was raining. The wheather wasn't that cold, look how we dressed up!
And here's the main club of Canyon Woods! Sarap tumambay at magmuni muni nalang... 
We tried the jacuzzi and the pool. AWESOME! Though I can't stand the hot water from the jacuzzi, kung gabi siguro un, baka mas masarap. We need to pay for swimming cap for 150 each. wow! hanep lang! pampasira nga ng picture un! haha
After, we played billiards and had some drinks and chips at the other side of the recreaction area. They got tons of activities actually. There's a wii, table tennis, bowling, outdoor pool, golf, basketball, sauna, etc. So many things to do, but we only have a little time.
We still got Php1000 left in our stub so we decided to had lunch there. Our meal was divine! Crispy pata and Sinigang! What else could we ask for? Sarap! After, Oge texted kuya Rommel to fetch us to go back to the villa and finally go home.
Ready to go home. Tired and happy! All were silent during the travel going to Pink Sisters and finally went home all the way to Abalang!
A memorable trip with my high school real friends. I never had a dull moment with these people. Though I miss Via and Marla, it would be more fun if they are around! Til next time! :)
