I sang for hubby

I had my usual Saturday with hubby. This time, it was extra special. I sang my favorite song of Silent Santuary which is really dedicated to him--Kundiman. I sang it in his ears coz I don't want him to see me that frustrated and lonely. Suddenly, my tears fell and I burst out. He's telling me to stop and calm down but I refuse. I wanted to finish the song. I told him, every single detail of the lyrics was intended for him. *Sniff*

Glance at it and you'll see:

Kundiman
Silent Sanctuary

Para kang asukal
Sintamis mong magmahal
Para kang pintura
Buhay ko ikaw ang nagpinta
Para kang unan
Pinapainit mo ang aking tiyan
Para kang kumot na yumayakap
Sa tuwing ako’y nalulungkot


Kaya’t wag magtataka
Kung bakit ayaw kitang maawala


Kung hindi man tayo hanggang dulo
Wag mong kalimutan
Nandito lang ako
Laging umaalalay
Di ako lalayo
Dahil ang tanging panalangin ko ay ikaw

Di baleng maghapon umulan
Basta’t ikaw ang sasandalan
Liwanag ng lumulubog na araw
Kay sarap pagmasdan
Lalo na pag nasisinagan ang iyong mukha
Hinding-hindi magsaawa
Ayoko ng magsawa


Bahala na, ayoko muna magsalita
Hayaan na muna natin ang hatol ng tadhana



Then we stated to day dream about our future together (again). I am thinking, are these just fantasies? Would it be hard for us to see things in proper places as time goes by? Can we make this happen? I am very very excited about our future plans. I hope in time, these things will happen.

Thy will be done. :)