Sana Ikaw Nalang..

...sana ikaw na nga.
...sana tayo nalang.

YUN!

I miss you. I don't know why. I miss your morning pings, I miss seeing shinchan online in my YM list. I miss the times when we chat. I miss our tambays every night.

Gusto ko na sya i-text ng: “Hindi tayo tao, hindi tayo hayop, hindi tayo halaman. Bagay tayo. Bagay!” LOL




Or bigyan ko siya ng calling card ng MMDA. Sa likod, isulat ko “para pag nagkabanggaan ang puso natin.” LOL 2x

O di kaya, padalhan ko sya ng Happy Meal pero di ko ibibigay yung libreng laruan. Paghinanap nya, sabihin ko: “Ako yung freebie, at ikaw yung meal na nagpapahappy sa’kin.” haha - mejo corny lang to LOL =))

Wow! wala talaga akong baterya kapag night shift! BOOOOO!

I heart him as well

Enchong Dee, you're like an ice cream to me. Ang sarap mong titigan. LOL hahahahhaha!
pumapangalawa ka kay bebe kong mahal na si lloydie. Haay kayong dalawa tlga.. sinisira nyo ulo ko. LOL.

Seryoso. Ang gwapo nya no? bading daw.. kiber dude, lamang chan yan. hahahahha hika lang!

Somebody Walked Into My Life

... and he's right on time.

yeah.. im currently here in cloud nine blogging about what just happened. I am feeling mixed emotions. Happy, embarrased, sad, delighted and wonderful. I didn't expect things will go like this. I know it's pretty fast. I know it's awkward, i know it shouldn't be like this, and i know you might be able to read this. With all honesty, I do appreciate all the kindness you've been showing me all this time. (hehe i hope you're not sick and tired everytime i say this. But yeah.. of course, i really mean it.) You didn't know how exactly I feel everytime I see you online. Your morning greetings made my days even brighter, you helped me see what's the literal meaning of "brighter side of my life". Now I have the guts of planting a REAL smile on my face. You keep on saying how thankful you are knowing someone like me, but the real deal was, I'm more than overwhelmed knowing someone like you. It was true indeed, God gave us our guardian angels here in earth to guide and somewhat protect us all the time. You are my secret guardian angel. You might not be able to do that literally but what He just planned was let you guide me seeing another phase of the world. You tried to explain how to loosen up a bit. How to deal with the world differently. Seems like I'm a bit exhausted with my life before you came. Now, I am able to laugh out loud for real. I don't exactly know what are my real reasons (but yeah, I think you're aware of it in a way.)

I wanna thank you for making me see what i don't see. For going the extra mile. I mean, one second you're a total stranger, now you're one of those people who I could trust and I could turn to whenever I'm feeling freakin' down. Before, you were wonderin' if i blogged about you? I certainly wanted to explode at that time, but I just chose to keep it within myself. It's just that... I know for sure, once I let it out, everything will totally change. Probably, it'll be a big mess. Hence, you reacted the other way around. Big thanks for being too nice.

I hope, things won't change as what we have started. I can guarantee you, I can always control this thing I have for you. I wont go beyond this, I promise.

can I just finish this crap with another lyric from a random song in my head...

...You brighten my day
Showin' me my direction
You're comin' to me
And givin' me inspiration
How can i ask for more
From you my dear
Maybe just a smile in your heart...

Incomplete though

For some reasons, I didn't try to go home last weekend and opted to stay at the condo by myself. I know staying there will kinda be a bit boring and lonesome but still I did. All I did right then was to indulge myself with Desperate Housewives Season 2-3, to reminisnce about the past, look at myself in the mirror for how many times, critisize what's with the series and how it is related to my life now, look back in the past, and finally to see what's the future ahead of me.

True. Being alone is not pleasant. I must say, it took me 7 times to think of going home in Alabang, nonetheless, I stay home and make myself busy by cleaning the entire house instead.

Saturday
I spent my day in the telly watching my fave series, then finally 4pm I realized I haven't taken any meal yet. Soon, I texted Gen to borrow dvd and she lend a helping hand by asking me what do I like for pasalubong. I was thinking of asking for food. But then again I realized it's late to ask for help because my tummy's really aching and I need to fill it in some food to make it fine. Soon, I managed to go down and grab a bite in this awesome karinderya I think. I bought porkchop sizzling and I had it take out. Btw, my housemate was home with some friends and I kinda think they had a small catching up since I saw a glass of wine and pasta going on in the kitchen. I probably do not know what time I went to sleep but I sure it was soo late.

I had a good night sleep.

Sunday
I know it'll be a long day ahead, I woke up around 8am, took a bath and turned on the telly. Yeah! that early. What can I do I have nothing to do. LOL :)) Then, I made myself something to eat. Good breakfast though. You know what I like being alone? I got to do everything on my own. I'm starting to be like an adult, you know, preparing my food, i mean my MEAL, hehe. Then, I realized there's nothing left from my last grocery. So I headed up to Ever Gotesco Mall Ortigas. Yeah, Yeah! I know it's kinda far from my house. What can I do, I'm still not familiar with the area so I went where I am comfortable and where I know everything is cheap. GOOD! Ok Actually that's the main reason. ;)

First I went to the dept store to buy some stuffs for my room and for our kitchen.
1. tv rack
2. fleece
3. vase
4. flower
5. frame and a clock
6. hamper
7. containers for seasonings
8. what do u call that? salaan? that is!

Then I headed off to the supermarket. I got to buy food and my toiletries. Boy, I didn't realize I had too much, my bill was 1300 something then, and the previous from the dept store was 500 something I think. Now am being so unreasobale again. I need help here to get rid of my over expense. I should know how to value money since I am expecting higher bills to pay now. So I have to work my ass off with other job as well. Currently, I have this really nice client. But for some reasons, I don't know how in the world I'll trust him. :( He doesn't know how to transact with me through this world wide web but for all I know all his employee were living here and were all Filipinos. Well, I don't wanna spread all the details in here, what I'd like is these things to pursue, before that.. I'll be needing a laptop. Arg!

So sunday afternoon, while I was cleaning my room, Gen texted, she's asking me to along along at Sheryl's uncle's wake. We went there and got home by 830pm. Then I realized my housemate was out all day and she's still out until then. I went up and continue my series. Then I fell asleep.

Was a good sleep though.

Came Monday, I heard all the walkings around the house, sure thing, A was around. She must be preparing for work. She left and I had the means of cooking my breakfast. :) soon I started eating and watch the telly again. Then I went down to smoke. I had two sticks and finally the guy I met everytime I'm down and chilling outside the building broke the silence and ask for my name. We chatted. Funny thing though, while I was about to go to the lift, I suddenly realized, I forgot his name. What a shame! LOL :))

I cooked again for my lunch and dinner and yah, continued what I left, my series. :))

That's my weekend. I had no fun at all, but yeah, I rested really WELL. And that's my point of staying there. ;)

bitterness

Goodmorning everyone!

What's good in the morning when you've learned that your great love way back from highschool is finally engaged and finally settling down anytime soon? Wow! what a shock for me when I see pictures of his and who else? The girl from highshcool also. That girl who every guys been eyeing. She's the girl next door type and I must say, she's pretty and nice. Everybody loves her. Because she's too shy and timid. she's naive and pleasant. Her personality is waaaay too far from these students of 3rd year who are known to be the mean girls and bitches! (woah! zip it! could you control your feelings? are you talking about us? my group of friends to be exact?!) Well, yeah we are not that shy and timid. Oh honestly, we are not even close to that. I was just wondering... why people get it wrong for those girls who are actually misbehaving way back high school. I mean, yeah! we are not that fan of those geeky types of students. We even don't go to class in time. I myself confess, I use to cheat in exams. We've been in detention for couple of times. But I must say, we are not that mean and if you could only knew, we are lovable indeed! I should not broadcast this thing actually, yea! we are that bitch but we don't need to take an effort to be in the horor roll list! Heck! We are smart and we don't need mountains of books to achieve such medals during recognition days. Coz what we wanted to say is that... We know how to chill and we know when to chill. That is!

Yeah! Pathetic!

Why would I emphasize things like these? haha! because a lot of people misunderstood us. Being mean sometimes doesn't mean we are evil. We just know how to express ourselves. We don't care what people might say. What important is we know when to react and we know how to respond.

Am i getting your attention now?

I am just bloody confused why these timid-shy-naive-girls are the ones who are very blessed with really good looking guys plus potentials on the side. YEAH! now I admit it! I am envious of them. I actually do not want to elaborate on things. I just want to make it clear, I adore that guy before, I even did nasty things for a proffessor just to get his name or whatever. Let's just say, letting this entry published would help me get over seeing their lovely pics on the net. haha! I was just not ready to see those. Wasn't really expecting they'll end up together. Wasn't also expecting this guy would broadcast his love and affection with this lovely lass. Yea! they look absolutely happy together. plus the fact that they look so contented with each other. Oh well, am happy for the both of them! REALLY am happy now.

Funny Data I sent

Check this out! =)) I made a doc for him. I told him I have a copy of his CV

B0bby P*rez
Visit me at: Blk 1* Lot 6 Phase *
Mutu*l Hom*s, M*ntinlup* C*ty
Text me at: 09*7 8836***
Call me anytime at: 850 13**


Objective: To gain more knowledge about A*za Den*ña and earn more experience about love with her.

Work Experience:
Br*nd*rs.com
Boyfriend to A*z* D.

Personal Reference:
A*za Den*ña
Future Mrs. P*rez

Kay Rh*des
Witness to our eternal love.

Hahaha!

Note: I put * so that this entry wont be able to make it on organic search of go*gle. Good job! LOL =))

These things--I know I'll be missing these moments ;)

He Made Me Smile

I've been seated here for 4 hours now since I arrived, I am forcing myself to work really hard for the next projects I am handling, but I don't have the drive for work. Let me put it this way..

After signing in, I checked on my friendslist in YM, he's still offline. I checked his seat in his department, he's not in there yet. I don't have his celly number to ask what's up with him, so I don't have any means of knowing why is he still not around. Oh yea? I've been eyeing this man... Hell no?!

Since I wasn't functioning well (like my computer at times hehe), I wished to take a look into what's in the pantry. In there, some employees were busy eating, the IT dept were there, some of the Eng, and some from sales. I decided to grab a food, though I don't have company with me, I still opted to eat there instead of bringing my plate here in my desk. After eating, I get another glass of iced tea and went back to my place. Along my way, I glanced at his seat and found him there :) I didn't look at him totally, I just saw what color he's wearing right now, and its a yellow green poloshirt. It made me smile :) really and I don't know why.

I wanted to drop a message at YM. Just "hi sweetie!" would be fine. But errrr. better not to. :) I'll just take a peek of him everytime I need something from their department.

Fuck, just now he just signed out from YM. Sigh.. wonder why?

There's something in me that I wanted him to know: I've been thinking of him last weekend. And just that thought made me smile. I wish we could have a nice talk again. I wish too, haaay, i couldn't wish for that i guess..

He's back online. :)