How we did it

Happy Fathers Day to all the tatays out there! We are about to have a simple lunch at Festival Mall then, unfortunately there's no more parking space so we instead went along Sta. Rosa and find a place to eat. I don't know what happened but we end up seeing ourselves stucked in SLEX.
Totee and I had a lil photoshoot LOL. You can check out some pics in my facebook account. Hee. Anyway, we opted to dine at Rai Rai Ken. Here are the captured moments:

And here's my Chictopia Look for the Day:

Wearing: radom brown tube top, ripped faded shorts from bazaar, jessica flats, anne klein shades, juicy couture accessories, chanel bag

Here's my tatay and nanay posing! LOL Happy Father's Day Boi! We call each other Boi. Hehehe!

And here's Totee's Chictopia look! Gandaaaaaaaa!

Weekend Update

Thursday was not so good. I woke up feeling blah last Friday. My shift started with a small fight then ends up with me calling it quits. I hate arguments, who likes it by the way? No! I mean, those non-stop random small fights--so sick. I HATE.

To cut his lil tantrums and shits, I obliged to sleep over at his crib. I don't wanna elaborate what really happened but yeah, everything/everyone including him made me so pissed. Just to end the conversation I said yes to drop off his place because that's what we planned the day before. But in mind, I am just going to get all my stuffs and eventually leave him permanently. I had enough that time. I am pissed and about to explode! I'm not even liking all the things he's doing, even he's making lambing and all. I am close to shouting at him but I still managed to control my temper. Anyhoo, we fixed the fight. Even I know this isn't working, I still hang on, not for my own sake, but for him. Don't get me wrong, he's a good man. He's a changed one actually. I'm proud to say that. But it's not enough. It's not also good to change for someone else, I'd be happier if I knew he's changing because he wants to, for himself, for his future, for his family. I know it's kind of confusing now.. Why the hell I'm still here, hanging in the situation? Well, I really can't say. I don't know how to handle this now. :( I'm not afraid though, until he whispered to me last Friday, while we were about to sleep.. "How can I start without you?" There, I had goosebumps. I didn't planned anything like this. I feel sorry for him. :( Until now, I know we're not okay.

We didn't even had dinner last Friday. After the fight, we slept til I felt my stomach aching. He woke up as well and had brekky at Sinangag Express. We both had Tosilog and Sprite. Then we went home, this time in my crib. We are going to my cousin's Wedding. Totee was a secondary sponsor. The travel time was too long for the church was located at San Mateo, Rizal. Man, I wont go there again. Srsly! The traffic was horrible.

Here's some captured moments from the Carlyn's Wed:

The wedding was okay. I pity R for driving that long. The reception was at Max's Restaurant San Mateo, Rizal. The service was awful. It made the event such a wonderful one because of the bonding. Deniñ@ Clan was really awesome family. :) After, we even went to Carleen's home to continue the happenings. Shat ng redhorse and videoke forever. I initiated to go home at 11pm. Everyone followed. We arrived home at 1:25am. It was indeed a tiring day. R slept over to my place.

The next day:
I woke up at 8am. Prepare some brekky, longganisa, jumbo hotdogs and sinangag. R cooked actually. I only gave him a hand :) When the food was ready, I called my siblings so we could eat all together. That's my fave thing on earth to eat every single meal with my fam, unfortunately my parents weren't home. They're in Bicol until Tuesday. After the brekky, my sisters and I helped each other with the dishes. It's kinda hard not having a maid now, so please to all my readers, if you know someone who's willing to be a helper, PM me, call or text me, basta inform me. We really need one. Seriously!

Kelly, Pong, R and I enjoyed watching Matanglawin in my room. At 11am, I asked R to drive me to the wet market for our Lunch. R cooked sinigang na buto-buto. :) THanks babe, for always making me fat! LOL At 4pm R left for practice/gig at the same village. And that's the moment I had my ME time. First, I went to Nai'egance Spa, for footspa and pedicure. The service was great, it costs Php 299. Not bad. Then I headed to SM Muntinlupa for facial, I went to my favorite place, Flawless to have the service, unfortunately and to my surprise the store is not there anymore :( I was very disappointed. Yes, it took me 4 mos to visit the place again. I don't have much time for pampering myself now, so I am really really upset Flawless isn't there anymore. Wondering where did they branch out? So I went to Dermstrata Skin Clinic and Spa instead. The facial there was cheaper than Forever Flawless, it costs Php435. I don't have bad things to say about the service though. I really need facial, I am contented so I wont say any bad comment.

I went home and had dinner with R again. We send my sister's family home. On the way home, R and I weren't talking at all. We both know we have a misunderstanding and we just opt not to talk about it. We don't want arguments now. I can't accomodate fights as of the moment. We slept together again. We didn't talk. We know in our hearts we are not okay. We still hugged each other while sleeping. I woke up really early a while ago, like 5:15am. Managed to prepare for work that early for I have an 8:00am meeting with my boss. R accompanied me til Buendia Station. There, we part ways. I didn't plan of leaving my celly but yes, I don't have it with me now. Prolly it's a sign and God's intention to give both of us a space to relax, and have our me time. No calling and texting all throughout the day. Let's see what's the deal til my shift ends.

I arrived really early here in the office, like 7:20am. Goodjob for me! The meeting was cancelled. It's okay. :) I hope my shift will turn out good :)

For now, I thank him for driving us in my cousin's wedding. Let's talk some other time. Take care of yourself. :) By the way, while I was sleeping next to him, I had a bad bad dream. I hope it wont happen. Really :(

Summer Lovin'

This year, I didn't expect I'd be celebrating summer with someone else. Yea, I quite thought about it though, but it'll be O whom I'll be sharing with. Summer now is not as jammpacked compared to last year. Last year was amazing, full of fun and happy friends. Right now, my summer getaways are mostly not planned yet I am hoping it's gonna be okay.

I shared before my summer getaway in Batangas with R and the rest of his crew. That was my first sight of beach this year. Last weekend, my family, both sides, had a reunion to celebrate Pong's 2nd Birthday at Pansol, Laguna. The place was divine. Thanks to his dad and mom, the event went awesome!

Here's the captured moments

The Birthday Baby, Pong and his proud Momma!

The view of the entire pool. This is Villa Gatchalian, located in Pansol, Laguna. I ♥ the place. ♥♥

That is where you can accomodate your guests. There are tables and chairs on the side, plus billiard table and a videoke. Amazing right? This is a good deal i guess.

the billiard table

There are 4 airconditioned rooms with 2 double decks. That's Shane on the top bed, below is Auntie Marie, Auntie Baby, Marianne, and JM. All are relatives from my mother's side.

Loving the garden on the side...

A sneak peak before I went negra! LOL

And here are the Down South babies.. (Vanessa, Sarah Mae, Marley, R, Aizeee, Bri and Rina)

It was fun. I had the guts of introducing R to everyone as my new boo. WOW! I know right?! I thought I was kidding myself! But yea, here we are now, celebrating our third monthsary tomorrow. HAHAHHA! ok. may ganun na daw? gora lang chi!

Looking forward to May 1. Bataan Summer Getaway with Apc friends plus R. :)

Not a good start

I missed my inaanak's 3rd Birthday. It was an emergency. Kelly's at the hospital right now. :( I hope he'll get better soon. Ninang Damba's missing you lil boy. :( I'm so sad for Kelly's condition. :(

So I have 2 gifts for Lila now. My gift last Christmas and now my gift for her Bday. Was wondering how will I give her these? Hmmm...

On the side note:
I'm not expecting too much from this new relationship, but yea, I can see some consistency going on. I thought we'll not surpass a week or two of togetherness haha. But now, we're still here.. I don't know. But sure! I'll hang on. Stay calm and be with you as long as you want me to stay. As long as you think we're okay. As long as we think this is going to be fine... I'll stay. :)

I'm missing On*e though. I finally had the guts of visiting him earlier. Oh I mean yesterday. I was too brave to face him. I even told him what's going on with me. :) He asked me why do I need to tell him where infact he doesn't need to know because we're through already.. Well I have so many reasons why I went there...

~ I miss him
~ I want to know what's going on with him
~ I want to ask how was the case
~ I just couldn't hide it, yes! I still love him. DAMN!

Dream House

When I was a child, I used to clean our entire home. I love designing rooms and arranging my mother's furnitures. Now that I grew up, still I fancy houses. I love the feeling of seeing cozy places so I want my own place a cozy one. Someday, I know I'll have a home to call my own. I wanted it not that big but functional. Stylish but something traditional or contemporary. What I want is actually a cozy place, very relaxing and elegant. I can't wait to have my own home to design.

If I'll be that rich and single (LOL), I'll definitely save my moolah on building an elegant house somewhere in Tagaytay. Where I could call a weekend house. Somewhere I could run to whenever I'm down. Some place I could hide if I want to run from the crazy city. And ofcourse some place I could invite most of my few best friends over for some catching ups and drinks.

Here are some pieces of living rooms I wanna copy someday...

Elegant and stylish Kichen

I don't have any talent in cooking. Onie's actually fond of delicious dishes, so he's into cooking and all that. I'm just into tasting and pigging out some junks. HAH! I want to learn but I'm not ready yet. Yes! I know I'm soooooo tamad. Coz I don't like the feeling when cutting onions and garlics. I hate washing the dishes. I scream whenever I fry hotdogs and fishes. I don't want cooking rice. I don't like serving food. Only thing I can do is to arrange the table setting. There, you can trust me in that chore. ;)

The Dining Room

Everything below is a wow for me. Like OMG! I want that! I'll be very fat mom if I'll stay in that kind of dining room. Well, for I know I won't have a big family someday, so yea, that's impossible I'll have some long tables like those. A four seater table would be fine for me. ;) The first pic, isn't a dining table though.. But I still love it to death...

Spacious Bathroom

I know these are imposible for me to have, look at that... Oh my, I could just stay there all Saturday and have a bubble bath. Onie promised me a house with Jacuzzi though. hahahah. take note okay, not a tub... A jacuzzi. He's not kiddin anyway. LOL

The Master's Bedroom

Finally, the master's bedroom. I want it to be white or something like neutral colors only. For now, if I'll have my room redecorated, I want to color it bloody red and have a light yellow lamp. Very soothing and calm. But when I'll have my family home, I'll have the master's bedroom colored white, and the furnitures could be white as well. I don't know, I just want it that simple and clean. Plus, I really want to have that curtain like around my bed. I feel like a princess somehow while sleeping in there. :)

Rooms for my little ones...

I got tons in my list, but these are my favorites. It's fun and cuute. I love them so much. I wish I could really really fix rooms for my babies just like those. These are really inspirations pics for me to copy in the future. :)

I know I'm being exagg here. I know how expensive it is to have a place like these. Well, if you're really aiming for something... You'll do everything just to get it. As for me? I'll work my ass off for me to achieve it. :)

Time for me to snooze. Have work later! Boo!

On the brighter side

I wasn't that drunk when we celebrated the New Year. I was with Totee's friends, suddenly Pj drop by.


Happy 2010 Buddy!

The next day, January 1, we had a family reunion at our house with the Britanico clan. Pics were uploaded in Totee's FS account.

I had a reunion with my HS batchmates last January 2. It was successful! I was one of the organizers. It was great seeing old faces again. Reminiscing the past and laughing with all the craziness we had way back then. 10 years have passed. And here we are now...

We weren't complete though. But still, we didn't expect those number of people who came. Our 1st honor, 2nd honor and 3rd honor were there, plus the notorious boys and maaarteng girls. Of course my group of girls were present except for Kyana. She's sick that's why she failed to come. 2 batchmates from Germany and HK came. I was shocked when I saw Tim Yapjoco that night. It almost made me cry. I miss O when I saw Tim. They were magkababata talaga. So he was actually asking a lot regarding O. I wasn't able to drink too much. Super steady lang. Me and Via were like the bouncers that night. LOL. Mga pasaway kong batchmates, kabisado ko na kayo sa totoo lang. It was memorable indeed. I hope we could do it again some time in April when Don arrives for his wedding.

The next day, January 3. I watched 'I love you, Goodbye' with Martin at Shang. The movie wasn't that deep but it made me cry. Damn! Too much emotions suddenly occured when Derek said, 'give me another chance'. I can barely open my eyes. I want to run and seek for O and tell him, let's get back together. Yea, I was that pathetic. O and I are still on a break. We miss each other. But lke what I said in my letter to him, we can't be together yet. While you were there, continuing the relationship is non sense. Let's see what might happen in the future when you're free. If I'll still be single then, let's get back together. :)

After which, we headed to Linden Suites for Sofia Jae's shower party.

Congratulations to Daddy Arman and Mommy She for a succesful shower party. We can't wait to see baby Sofia as well!

Apc friends were there plus my inaanak Lila. Dyahe I forgot to bring my gift. I didn't know she's coming eh. I'm happy to see my friends again. Building their own family and others were having strong relationships with their boos. I hope 2010 will be a memorable for all all us. May God bless us all. Happy 2010 everyone!

Now, let's get back to work! BOOO!