He's my source of strength, my life, my inspiration to almost everything, I could just leave everything behind and be with him for the rest of our lives--but not today, not now. Those were my feelings since the day I met him until last night. Suddenly, everything has changed. I thought he was the one who has the greatest impact on me. But I proved myself wrong. I got to think, I love myself more. Last night I made the hardest decision in my entire 26 years of my life... To turn back and choose the other one. I'm sorry, I'm not saying I'm feeling great right now, not contented either. Just let me do this, this time. Give me time to fix this mess. I love you, and I could come back. Not soon, but PROBABLY, I will.
