Movie Time

Last Friday I watched Sex and the City 2 with R at SMB. Yes, I know we are on a break but we both can't stand the fact that we broke up. So we still hang out. :) I miss him now.

The movie was great! I love the 1st Sex and the City though. I love all their outfits especially Carrie, makes me think I need to update my closet man. My closet is srsly out-to-date because of the girl's outfits. Yea, I somewhat think of, when was the last time I really shop like tons? I miss shopping! :)

Tropical Storm

Poor GUATEMALA CITY. :( Just read the whole story here: http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20100601/ts_nm/us_storm_centralamerica

For the mean time, let's all pray and thank God, atleast we're all safe from where we are now. :) God bless the whole world!

Tarot -- Bakit parang totoo ka?

This is my tarot for the day:

Your romantic hopes might well be shattered today, and you may be forced to seriously consider a separation. The conjunction of the card of Death and the Star often indicates an emotional crisis, and it goes without saying that this could be making you feel very downbeat today. It’s difficult to give advice in these situations, but it’s no good swimming against the current or trying to convince someone to stay if they have already packed their case, dear aiza. Deep down, of course, you know that with time you’ll get over it. On the work front, significant transformations are taking place around you. Under the auspices of Death, you may be asked to re-examine your working methods, take on a different role, work with different people or move to a new place of work… Anything’s possible! Luckily, with the Wheel of Fortune on your side, you can hope to turn the situation in your favor, as you’re blessed with great diplomacy and perceptiveness. Accept the changes if they’ll help you to develop in a positive way!

Syang sya! Alam na alam nya. I just couldn't take even the tarot is telling me how effed up my life is in all aspect! You got to be kiddin me!

Oh well, exhale inhale nalang sabi nga ni cc.

Weekend Update

Thursday was not so good. I woke up feeling blah last Friday. My shift started with a small fight then ends up with me calling it quits. I hate arguments, who likes it by the way? No! I mean, those non-stop random small fights--so sick. I HATE.

To cut his lil tantrums and shits, I obliged to sleep over at his crib. I don't wanna elaborate what really happened but yeah, everything/everyone including him made me so pissed. Just to end the conversation I said yes to drop off his place because that's what we planned the day before. But in mind, I am just going to get all my stuffs and eventually leave him permanently. I had enough that time. I am pissed and about to explode! I'm not even liking all the things he's doing, even he's making lambing and all. I am close to shouting at him but I still managed to control my temper. Anyhoo, we fixed the fight. Even I know this isn't working, I still hang on, not for my own sake, but for him. Don't get me wrong, he's a good man. He's a changed one actually. I'm proud to say that. But it's not enough. It's not also good to change for someone else, I'd be happier if I knew he's changing because he wants to, for himself, for his future, for his family. I know it's kind of confusing now.. Why the hell I'm still here, hanging in the situation? Well, I really can't say. I don't know how to handle this now. :( I'm not afraid though, until he whispered to me last Friday, while we were about to sleep.. "How can I start without you?" There, I had goosebumps. I didn't planned anything like this. I feel sorry for him. :( Until now, I know we're not okay.

We didn't even had dinner last Friday. After the fight, we slept til I felt my stomach aching. He woke up as well and had brekky at Sinangag Express. We both had Tosilog and Sprite. Then we went home, this time in my crib. We are going to my cousin's Wedding. Totee was a secondary sponsor. The travel time was too long for the church was located at San Mateo, Rizal. Man, I wont go there again. Srsly! The traffic was horrible.

Here's some captured moments from the Carlyn's Wed:

The wedding was okay. I pity R for driving that long. The reception was at Max's Restaurant San Mateo, Rizal. The service was awful. It made the event such a wonderful one because of the bonding. Deniñ@ Clan was really awesome family. :) After, we even went to Carleen's home to continue the happenings. Shat ng redhorse and videoke forever. I initiated to go home at 11pm. Everyone followed. We arrived home at 1:25am. It was indeed a tiring day. R slept over to my place.

The next day:
I woke up at 8am. Prepare some brekky, longganisa, jumbo hotdogs and sinangag. R cooked actually. I only gave him a hand :) When the food was ready, I called my siblings so we could eat all together. That's my fave thing on earth to eat every single meal with my fam, unfortunately my parents weren't home. They're in Bicol until Tuesday. After the brekky, my sisters and I helped each other with the dishes. It's kinda hard not having a maid now, so please to all my readers, if you know someone who's willing to be a helper, PM me, call or text me, basta inform me. We really need one. Seriously!

Kelly, Pong, R and I enjoyed watching Matanglawin in my room. At 11am, I asked R to drive me to the wet market for our Lunch. R cooked sinigang na buto-buto. :) THanks babe, for always making me fat! LOL At 4pm R left for practice/gig at the same village. And that's the moment I had my ME time. First, I went to Nai'egance Spa, for footspa and pedicure. The service was great, it costs Php 299. Not bad. Then I headed to SM Muntinlupa for facial, I went to my favorite place, Flawless to have the service, unfortunately and to my surprise the store is not there anymore :( I was very disappointed. Yes, it took me 4 mos to visit the place again. I don't have much time for pampering myself now, so I am really really upset Flawless isn't there anymore. Wondering where did they branch out? So I went to Dermstrata Skin Clinic and Spa instead. The facial there was cheaper than Forever Flawless, it costs Php435. I don't have bad things to say about the service though. I really need facial, I am contented so I wont say any bad comment.

I went home and had dinner with R again. We send my sister's family home. On the way home, R and I weren't talking at all. We both know we have a misunderstanding and we just opt not to talk about it. We don't want arguments now. I can't accomodate fights as of the moment. We slept together again. We didn't talk. We know in our hearts we are not okay. We still hugged each other while sleeping. I woke up really early a while ago, like 5:15am. Managed to prepare for work that early for I have an 8:00am meeting with my boss. R accompanied me til Buendia Station. There, we part ways. I didn't plan of leaving my celly but yes, I don't have it with me now. Prolly it's a sign and God's intention to give both of us a space to relax, and have our me time. No calling and texting all throughout the day. Let's see what's the deal til my shift ends.

I arrived really early here in the office, like 7:20am. Goodjob for me! The meeting was cancelled. It's okay. :) I hope my shift will turn out good :)

For now, I thank him for driving us in my cousin's wedding. Let's talk some other time. Take care of yourself. :) By the way, while I was sleeping next to him, I had a bad bad dream. I hope it wont happen. Really :(

Sino ka ba talaga?

May mga taong kahit na mahalaga ka sa kanila, hindi mo alam binabackstab ka na pala. Hindi ako galit. Ayaw ko sanang magtampo, pero matinding awa nararamdaman ko para sayo, kase parang ayaw mo akong sumaya. Keri lang. Hindi ko alam kung paano mo nasisikmura na tratuhin ako o kame ng ganyan. Bakit sa dinami dami ng tao ako pa? Ako pa bang mula bata tayo hindi ka iniwan kahit walang wala ako. Ngayong meron ako, onteng saya lang gusto kong maramdaman, pilit mong hinaharangan? Alam ko naman na hindi kame para sa isa't isa. Hindi ko naman kinakarir tong eksena na to. Pero sadyang dumadating ang panahon na napapasaya din naman ako neto. Kung bale ba para sayo e nakakainis na kase bakit ganun ang buhay ko, kung bakit kahit na sobrang kumplikado e nakikita nyo akong nakangiti at puno ng pagmamahal sa puso, bakit ba hindi ka nalang maging masaya para sakin? Kahit alam kong panandalian lamang ito. Hindi ko tinapakan ang kahit sino sa inyo. Sana intindihin nyo ako paminsanan lang. Wala akong ibang sinisisi na kung bakit nagkaganito ang buhay ko, e dahil din sa sarili ko. Ako pumili neto, so ako ang maghandle at humarap sa kung anong problema neto.

OO nagrereklamo ako paminsan. Kase para ipaalala sayo na tao lang din ako. Napapagod at nasasaktan. Nagrarant pero di umaabot sa tulad ng ginagawa mo. Sana baguhin mo yang ugali mo na parati kong sinasabi sayo. Mahalin mo ang mga natitirang taong nagmamahal sayo. Hindi sa lahat ng oras iintindihin ka ng lahat. Hindi ako nagsasawa sa pakikinig sayo, pero minsan sana magpaubaya ka, kahit wag nalang para saken. Para nalang sa kanya. Kase oo, mahal ko siya.

Ako pa ba?

tigilan na..

Killing Time

This is fun, great way to kill time!

Four jobs I've had in my life:
1. SEO Specialist for Acqu!r3 As!@ P@c!f1c (Aussie)
2. SEO Specialist for Br@nders (USA)
3. Part time SEO Specialist for N@xos (Canada)
4. Part time SEO Specialist for AAA Marketing World PTY LTD (Aussie)

Four movies I'd watch over and over:
1. One More Chance (Kasi ang totoo, umaasa pa rin akong sabihin mo sana ako pa rin. Ako na lang. Ako na lang ulit. -Basha to Popoy)
2. Legally Blonde (Sadyang Kikay ako, hindi lang halata! haha)
3. The last Kiss (Ganda neto tsong! Must see. Trip na trip ko)
4. Kasal, Kasali, Kasalo (Maganda naman talaga to, isa pang dahilan, feeling ko katabi ko si O pag napapanood ko ulit to. CINEMA 1)

Four places I've lived in:
1. Rosario, Pasig (Living with my relatives)
2. Country Side, Ortigas Ext (living with Pot)
3. Greenhills Garden Square, room 410 (I miss, I miss, if cody wasn't there, andun parin ako)
4. Soldiers Hills Village, Phase 3(Down South Baby! I ♥)

Four TV shows I'd like to watch:
1. Friends (Oh, I miss Central Perk!)
2. How I Met Your Mother (Waddup???)
3. Desperate Housewives (I think, I'm more of Lynette. The good mom and a hottie wife, but oh please not to tons of kids LOL)
4. Gossip Girl (xoxo)

Four places I've been on a vacation:
The past few months?
1. Batangas
2. Laguna
3. Bataan
4. R's House (haha! wala manlang out of the country e no? sheeez! In time in time!)

Websites I visit daily:
1. Meebo (Yes, I know I suck LOL)
2. Twitter (add me up! Let's tweet!)
3. Facebook (who doesn't check this every single day?)
4. Wowlang dot blogspot (Mahalin ang sariling atin) and then all the blogs I visit...

My favorite foods:
1. Buttered Shrimp (oh, I miss O again for this)
2. Selecta, Vanilla Almond Gold (oohh lala!)
3. Ferrero Rocher (I miss!)
4. Sinigang na baboy (all time fave)

Four places I'd rather be right now:
1. Greeze
2. USA
3. SG
4. O sa piling mo... (Weh? LOL)


Four friends I think will respond
1. Geni
2. Mich C.
3. Aileen
4. Gaze

Double Date

Sarah was so excited of Rj's arrival. Btw, Rj had a 1 month and 1 week vacay in the US of A so yeah, they're into each other now. The things they usually do before when they were still boyfriend and girlfriend, they actually brought back the momeries and did it again when Rj arrvied home. And because we are in the same circle of friends, my boyf and I are always present with their dates. Well, I'm not the one who's insisting anyway. In fact, I wanted these two to have their own time with each other. But Sarah wanted us to come. So yea, we had a double date at Central.

♥ Mr. and Mrs. Marbella-Payumo ♥

♥ R and Aiz@ - Just enjoying our time together. ♥

I was out of the office at 540pm. I need to go to VM to fetch R. He's having a practice with his bandmates, Pj, Chase and the other dude whom I forgot the name. They'll goin to have their gig in Ortigas on Thursday. I was starving to death and Iknow Sarah and Rj are on their way to Central. They had their dinner first at their home while we just opted to have ours in Central. I ordered, porkchop and rice and R ordered chicken fillet and rice which costs Php65 each I think. So were done with the dinner. Busog. Time to shat!

The boys had buckets of Strong Ice while Sarah and I had this Soco whatever drink. It actually tastes like Baileys or some sort of chocolite mix drink. I don't know, it tastes good but not recommended. It costs Php180 only just like the common mix drink available there. We were kind of bitin, so we ordered another round of Bad Boy and so are the boys got another round of bucket. We called it a night at 1am. The prob came when Rj's Adventure couldn't start. The car key's remote wasn't functioning so he had to run going to VM (his parent's house which by the way is very very near Central) to get the spare keys.

The next day, I wasn't able to go to work, for I had head ache and I was feeling bitin kase. :))

Spending my weekend

It was sarah's Birthday celebration last Saturday at Tj's crib. It wasn't that super fun compared to all our inuman session's. Looking forward to go clubbin with the rest of my crew on Carmi's party on June 12. Let's rock the Revyx Bar in Bf, Parañaque! Here's the moment last Sat. We weren't complete though. Happy Birthday Bessy Basura! Hehehe
Ito ang kaganapan:
~~ R and I bum around my crib at 5pm to 930pm.
~~ Got a call from Rj, they'll be picking us up at 940pm
~~ Bought coke and marlboro lights at Mang Mar's store.
~~ Arrived Tj's crib 10 mins to 10pm
~~ Bought 2 bracelets from KM (Chanel and Juicy Couture)
~~ Ate Amber Pancit malabon. YUM!
~~ R and the boys grilled the liempo for pulutan
~~ 4 Matador and Redhorse
~~ Stopped drinking nung redhorse na
~~ onteng picture lang naganap. Nalobat si Sarah. Km got a cam though.
~~ Everyone's asking me how I love R. (what's up with you people? Do you think I'm such a player? Come on!)
~~ Everyone's telling me to take care of R (o sige siya na ang chic sa relasyong to)
~~ PJ, Carlo and Ian arrived
~~ Nakakaloka at dumaan si Oge para magyosi break. 15 mins lang with the head dress! Taray mo teh!
~~ Mejo awkward na tinginan. Ayoko neto sa totoo lang.
~~ 430am na ata natapos
~~ Rj, Sarah, Km, R and I bounced
~~ We send Km home first, there's someone freaky stalking her outside their crib. yikes!
~~ They sent me home next
~~ Got text from E, wow! man, you're friends with R stop the crap, please. And oh.. let's keep the friendship as well. FRIENDS. period.
~~ E dropped by my house at 5am. Come on! You got to be kiddin me. We talked outisde.
~~ I fell asleep at around 630am I guess.
~~ very tiring night/day.

11am, I woke up and sent sms to R. We are goin to Tagaytay to accompany Sarah's fam. Tj should be coming with us, but since we know he's dead drunk from the last shot, we opt not to text him nalang. R arrived home 1pm. Wawa, were both hungry while Totee and I were still preparing for lunch. Adobo and shanghai. I know it's 1pm, we don't have maid now, so yea, everyone was so tamad to prepare lunch. Sarah, Marley and Rj fetched us at 130pm.

We headed to Tagaytay, Picnic Grove. This is for Marley. The kid's first time riding a horsey horsey! :)

Rj and R were like bros by heart. Sarah and I love each other as sisters as well. I don't know if this situation was destined by God, but yeah, we four click each other as friends and as couples.
Having a family is not that easy. I learned tons of stuffs from this one cute couple. From the basics about how to take care of a kid to hadling marriage life. These 3 are younger than me, but sure they're all mature to face the reality, they all got common denominator--they got a kid. I know R miss his son so much. I hope one time, he'll have a glance of his face again, carry his son again, have this kind of bonding with him again, and I do hope, the kid would appreciate me as much as his dad appreciate my presence. I am not expecting anything from his son. I mean, he's not a toddler anymore, he's 6 and I know he can understand the real situation. I am not goin to force him to like me, but yeah, I am praying for this kid and his dad always, like always.

Marley is one big boy now. He's my inaanak. He's such a darling. He loves to hang out with the boys--daddy Rj and tito R. Cute that this kid has no arte in all aspect, with regards to food and the place. Whenever I see Marley, I have this thinking.. When will I have my own? :) I don't like to have one soon. But ofcourse, I'd like to have my own baby girl. Para may muse naman ang mga pamangkin ko, and my girlfriend si Baby Marley.

I got goosebumps when Sarah mentioned, "Pano kaya kung meron narin kayo no? Gusto mo ng babae diba chong? Tamang tama para may girlfriend na si Marley!" Sabay ako naman hirit, "Tado!" --Hindi tama! Wala pa sa tamang oras. Hindi ngayon, at hindi siguro dapat mangyari un. :|
It wasn't that cold in Tagaytay yesterday. Badtrip pero keri lang. We had chips and lots of chips sa oto, habang namamasyal. Then we headed to Green Ats for dinner where we used to eat Bulalo during the times we were so drunk before. Bulalo's the best sa Green Ats! okay pa ung view! Kapag andun ako. Ramdam ko ang Tagaytay. :)

Why do I have this feeling na even I'm with R for almost 24/7, parang hindi parin. Parang laging bitin. Just like now. I miss him. Or I'm not sure, sya ba talaga ang miss ko? :|

Oh by the way, we celebrated our 4th Monthsary yesterday. Akalain mo un. 4 mos na kame! nakakagulat. He just texted me now, "4 mos na pala tayo yesterday babe." :)

Ripped

I want a ripped off denim (shorts and pants)! I've been wishing this since ages already and I don't have one yet. :( Now I browsed through the net how to have a DIY ripped jeans!



Here you go:
Acquiring an awesome pair of ripped jeans can be expensive - unless you know how to make them yourself. It may require a little patience, but it's quite simple:
1. Do some research. Look online and in fashion magazines for the best-looking rips.
Most jean companies seem to place them in areas that you wouldn't naturally tear.
2. Decide upon the jeans. Use old or new. Try jeans from a thrift shop for practice.
3. Decide upon the size of the rip. It may enlarge each time you wash your jeans.
4. Decide upon the shape of the rip. You may wish to extend a rip in several
different directions.
5. Decide which techniques to use. You may wish to let the fabric become thin on its own. A few new techniques, to begin the process, may be all that's needed.
6. Gather your jeans, coarse sandpaper, pumice stone, wood file, grater, utility knife, scissors and a small, flat block of wood.
7. Draw a cutting line or pattern on your jeans with a pencil.
8. Place a block of wood inside the pant leg beneath the area.
9. Rub and scrape the fabric in several different directions. Use sandpaper, a pumice stone, wood file and grater. These will fray the fabric.
10. Loosen fibers by scraping with the blade of a utility knife.
11. Using the scissors, cut a hole through the loosened fibers.
12. Retain all of the loose fibers. They will progressively fray each time you wash your jeans. Use a dryer for fluffier fray.
13. Wear colored nylons or stockings beneath your ripped jeans. (... or don't)

Reference: http://www.wikihow.com/Rip-Your-Own-Jeans