Resolutions ba kamo?

So Christmas is fast approaching, what's next, is New Year. This soon, I'd like to enumerate everything I want to change in me. Not that I always practice this, I am absolutely sure that this will remain as a list for the next year. Even so, I still hope I could follow this because it's for my own sake. :)

This year wasn't that good, well I expect it and still thank God for the blessings I received. After all, what happens in the past was all our fault and I already accepted the fact that we have to face all the consequences. Next year, am praying of having a good one. I honestly want to have a peaceful and meaningful 2009 as possible as I can.

(1) Too much vices and alcohol will not be tolerated. Will party ofcourse but I'll see to it that every party will have meaningful reason to celebrate not just because I wanna call it a night or whatever, soon you'll know what's the real deal why I'm trying to be more responsible.

(2) Too much expense on shopping will not be accomodated next year, (shit) I swear I need to cut down my expenses (or I could have another job to fulfill my necessities and needs LOL). Or this would totally help me expand my clothing line (un my clothing line), I mean my wardrobe. I should shop only during paydays, 1 dress, 2 tops, 1 shoes. No extra shopping in between. Whatchathink?

(3) Monitioring of my bank account will be the main priority. I need to save and save and save starting next year. All bonuses will strictly go to the bank immediately.

(4) Will try to exercise and have at least 9 hours or so sleep. Will drink tons of water a day. (yeah, I know, not sooo me, talking about clean living. Angal? Para maiba lang.)

(5) Less rice. (ok. scrap that!) lol

(6) Will try to be more organize next year. Will use my planner regularly. Make sure I'm in the right track.

(7) Onie and I will try to have more time with God this year, I know for the past years, we've been neglecting every chances that come our way. This time, we agreed on having time for Him. Saving 10% of our income monthly for Him and will try our best to serve Him in every way we can. I know, I shouldn't wait for next year. As early as now, Onie and I are trying our best to have time with Him. Believe it or not.

That's all for now, I know having this shit is somewhat pain in my ass. This time, I'd like to follow it, because I know, it's not only for me, it'll be for Onie as well. :)

Later,
A

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I love love her style.. Really. As in she's freagin' awesome... :) Wish someday I could pose like how she does... (wish wish)

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Lately...

I've been thinking of what stuffs to give for myself this Christmas. I sure do know that no one will make an effort to buy gifts for me expect for my boo who isn't capable of doing so.. because of that, (haha) am trying to make myself a lil happy this holiday season.

Just like the others, I too has a wish list, and here they are:


(1) A cool office jacket




(2) Shirt from Team Manila Website



(3) Wedge Black Shoes



(4) Nice Flats

Lately, I learned that Chuck and Vanessa from Gossip Girl are exclusively dating for real. Also, I learned that Heidi and Spencer got married already! Whew! those are smoking hot news huh.

Arrgg.. someone ruined my mood in blogging. i should've get back to work now. darn.

I was drunk dead LOL

Crap! I could have enjoyed the party more if I wasn't this DRUNK. lol

Thanks to those who celebrated with me last Sat. To my phase 3 buddies

To my APC folks

And to my ka-birthday! martin! thanks!

How did I celbrate my Silver Birthday?

Well, it was nothing special until Kay called and asked for a lil shot. We met at Starbs metrowalk and headed off to Phi Bar. We had a lil few drinks of Vodka Cruiser, had a great laugh with my bestest ex-colleague and went back to the office. Was surprised with what I saw in my station. I liked it and I think it was soo sweet of Ichy and Pax to do some shits like that. The cake was indeed the BEST! and yea, the flowers were gorgeous like me. LOL I received a lot of text messages and tons of phone calls. I appreciate some peeps who made effort, I'd like to say special thanks to Michelle, Stayn, and She who didn't forget ofcourse my day even they are living miles miles away from the Philippines. So yeah. I had a great day, not to metntion I was chillin around the office as if there's no tasks in line. LOL. I'm sorry, I just want to relax. hehe. So here's the pics from my real birthday:

















Btw, for my college friends! tom, SHOT dito sa bahay. wag nyo kalimutan! :D See ya!

Christmas chuvaness

Our maid's been bugging me bout decorating the house for the holidays. Every week, she's telling me when will we put up the christmas tree and some other christmas decorations. I stayed stiff and undecided. WTH! I really dont wanna see any Christmas stuffs in our place. I know I'm being too selfish here, it's just that I'm having a hard time coping up with the scenario everytime I see Christmas stuffs in the mall or hear Christmas songs elsewhere. It's pissing me off whenever I hear "sana ngayong pasko" in the bus, or seeing a lot of Christmas tree in Ace hardware from SM Muntinlupa, the cool decorations inside ATC mall, and the nice Christmas packaging of Goldilocks. All these stuffs, I tend to be so much bitter and very affected. Inside me, I'm bursting into tears and really hoping I could atleast be happy during this season.

Earlier, I visited my elementary bestfriend's page from FS, she designed her site full of christmas chuvaness plus chrsitmas imeem. How's that? Crap. I wanna be in the mood too for Christmas, but what can I do? I can't find the means of being one.


It'll be the first week of December next week, meaning I should start of buying gifts for my inaanaks. I lost my list. But what I remember is, I got almost 15 godchildren at the moment. OMG! that was plenty huh.

1. Jed Francis (ate Lanie's son)
2. Raf Raf (ate lala's son)
3. Danny (Tony's daughter)
4. Ruth (Kuya Fox's daughther)
5. Lila (Mich's daughter)
6. Kelly
7. John Paul
8. Zyla (Ate yam's daughter)
9. Leonne (Lhen's son)
10. Tata's (daughter/son)
11. Kian Carl
12. Carla Mae (Aunt Amy's daughter)
13. Pepe (Kuya Jay's son)

So, there are my inaanaks. PM me kids ok? hahaha! Tell me what you want for Christmas! hehe

PS. I am trying to make a video for onie and I came up with ...

How Boring Life is..

I didn't go to work last Friday shift. No reason. I'm not in the mood to work. Just that. Hmm.. Lemme share you what I really wanna pursue if I had given a chance to choose.

1. I wanna work in a magazine industry. I don't know how you call that position. But I'd like to handle the part of doing all the layout and design of a magazine.

2. I wanna be a personal shopper. haha! can you imagine that? saya! shopping lang ng shopping. shit di ko naman damit! LOL

3. I wanna be a plain housewife! LOL. bakit hinde? e hilig ko nga lang magdecorate ng rooms. so tingin ko, i will survive. Basta entrega lang saken lahat ng sweldo ni mister, kasama pang luho ko (foot spa, body massage, manicure pedicure (all every two weeks haha), hotoil every month and shopping spree every weekend)Di naman ako super maluho no? haha

4. I wanna be a chef! this is for real. I'm frustrated about cooking meals, I really wanna learn. The best meal I could is FRIED PORKCHOP! how pathetic I am! LOL

5. I wanna be an interior designer.

6. I wanna be a paid blogger. Hahaha!

7. I wanna be a botique / spa / salon / resort / bar owner (ambisyosa? lol)

I could be that ambisyosa but seriuosly, I wanna accomplish at least two from the list above. I am turning 25 on Wednesday. I think, it's not too late for me to start working on my dreams.

3rd in a row

yea. hehehe. This is my third post. What can I do? I miss blogging just how I miss my old fave series. As I finished the available episodes of The Hills, I browsed on the Desperate Hosewives link. Now, I'm done with 2 episodes and I'm kinda happy seeing them again. Crazy you think? haha! I love that series. I mean, SUPER! I see a lil bit of myself from everyone in there. A lil bit of Susan when she's being clumsy and cheesy with whoever she's living with, God, I couldn't believe she had 2 husbands and now she playing fire with this hot painter named Jackson. Sometimes, am like Bree Hodge when it comes to home decorating stuffs, believe me, I love decorating houses. Am a bit OC at times. Gabby was once a fashion icon and so am I. LOL (KAPAL?) I love dressing up just like her, what's wrong with that? hehe. But, am kinda upset why she changed here in Season 5. She's now a fat mom, why can't she be the other ladies there? They tend to not forget about their figure and stuff. You know what I mean? I'm a lil bit like Eddie Britt when it comes to bed. hahahahha! Ok. let's scrap that. I was just kiddin. I dont know how would I compare myself with eddie britt. LOL ok. I'm naughty just like her. Fair enough? LOL Lastly, I really see myself with Lynette Scavo. She's tough, she's lovely, she's a good mom, a good wife, and she prioritize family above all things. That's what I am. She was once distracted by other man, but later on, realized what she did was wrong and eventually went home to her husband and patch things up and you know, for her family first before herself.

I enjoyed watching desperate, if it's possible to bum in front of the computer for life I'll do it. But I need to get some rest and prepare for work tonight. DARN...

I could probably be Lynette in my future family. Am really excited bout it. Yes, I know, in God's perfect time. SURE. :)

A morning to mourn..

I just finished episodes 7-13 of Season 4 of "The Hills". Wow! I've been online since 8:00am today. Blogging and surfing the net. Nothing to do, i just don't want him to occupy my thoughts. It's not working anyway. :( The reason why I had to wake up was that I got a text message from him. It was a lovely text indeed. It made my morning very very lonely.

hi, im sorry but i cant forget this day and i cant stop myself doing this. im badly missing you babe, i love you still. Happy bday. thanks for everything. - onie

Aww. How in the world I could forget this day? it's nov 10 and we are suppose to celebrate our 103rd monthsary of togetherness. Well, if you could call it that. Hah! yea? how do we call it anyway? I dont know.

Btw, I replied and here it goes...

you know how much you mean to me. I want you to work on your case foirst, once you're free, look for me. By then, let's start a new chapter of our lives. It is hard living without you. I know it's gonna be very very lonely. But i have to do this. Take care of yourself babe. I'll wait for you. Trust me on that. - aiza

It's just sad. really. Ang dami pa namang events na magaganap sa mga susunod na araw. There goes my Birthday on the 26th of this month. Then, I'll gonna be having a long weekend after that because it's Thanksgiving in the states. Then, there's Christmas and New Year. A lot of ocassions that I will ofcourse celebrate alone. The lonesome is killing me.

I was thinking though.. Ilang birthday at pasko pa ang lilipas na wala sya? ilang problema pang personal ang lulutasin ko na magisa? Ilang gabi pang papasok ako na walang kasama? ilang gabi pang tatamarin akong pumasok na wala sya? Sa mga oras na gusto kong uminom at magpakachill sana, wala akong taong mayaya man lang na sabayan ako sa pagdurusa. I'm all down, miserable and lost. He mentioned something yesterday which really touched my heart, nasaktan ako para sa kanya. Alam ko ang paghihirap nya dun, walang may ibang alam kundi ako.

sabi nya..

Gusto ko nalang gumising kung dapat ng gumising. kapag hearing ko na dun ko nalang gusto gumising. pero kahit anong gawin ko hindi naman ako makatulog. ilang araw nakong gising. pagod nako.

Wala akong nagawa kundi yakapin sya. Iparamdam nalang sana na andito ako para sa kanya. Yet, iba narin ang decision ko. Ang lumayo, hanapin ang sarili ko. Alam kong imposible to. Pero sana wala naman kumontra na kaya ko. Di ko kelangan ng komento ng mga taong alam kong wala naman kwenta so sana pabayaan nyo akong magmourn muna for a moment. Hindi madali tong pinagdadaanan ko. Wala akong pakealam kung hindi nyo maintindihan, dahil sa pagkakaalalam ko. I never invade anyone's private's life unless they allowed me so. Kaya sana, pabayaan nyo akong manahimik. Kelangan ko to. Intindihin nyo. For the longest time, tumulong ako sa mga tao, sa mga taong mahal ko, madalas akong makinig, umunawa, magbigay ng advice, makidalamhati sa pagiisa. Sa mga rant nila, pinakinggan ko, mahirap isabay lalo na pag ganto ang sitwasyon ko. Wala nakong lakas para ituwid ang ibang buhay sa ngayon. Kung sarili ko ngang buhay, twisted, papakelaman ko pa ba ang ibang buhay ng tao. Sana maintindihan nyo, at kung hindi man... wala akong akong pakelam.

Boss, pwede magbakasyon? At pede humingi ng pampabakasyon? haha! un natawa din ako sa wakas!

Thank God for this...

This is really helping me.. Wonder if you guys need divertion as well.

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And I'm planning to watch whichever series that are in here.

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