ohhh my god!

It's October now! I know how time flies so fast, but why do I have this feeling that it's taking forever to come to 2010's ending? You know what I mean? ARGGGGGG! Sorry for being non-sense. I am dealing with a lot of shits now, literally, that I myself can not control things anymore. Life's been fucking me around. Everything's shitty and I dont know where should I start to make everything right. Please, I need a break. I need time and I need a company. But what can I do, when someone is willing to hang out with me, I am turning into a monster and end up fighting over something else. I know I'm being rude. I am the meanest person in the world now. I always don't care and I am tired of being like this. It's not me anymore. I am so low. I know I'm in a deep trouble. Probably one day, people will get rid of me. I'm scared. :( I hope that won't happen. :(

Now, as I was browsing this space, I noticed the few notes at the right. And yes, I almost forgot about my goals for 2010 and I think I'm gonna screwed everything. December is fast approaching and I haven't done a lot from it. Maybe I'll be scrapping the ones that is impossible to reach now that I know the ending is so soon. I'll probably start again reaching for those goals. One at a time. Accomplishing everything. Alone. I hope I can.

Good vibes, please knock at my door, soon. Thanks!

Ohh, I should've blog about my new cam, it's one of my goals for this year. :) haaay, thank god, something good to blog about. :)