non-sense

Had a long sleep in fairness, but I am still feeling sleepless. These past few days, I am trying to remember my dreams everytime I sleep, and I got nothing in my mind. I don't understand why I'm not dreaming anymore. Was it I'm too exhausted that I couldn't remember what I dreamt about? Hah! I really don't know. If you were to ask me, yea! I fancy dreams. Any kind of dream. When I woke up, I have this moment that I shall remember what I have dreamt from my entire sleep and yea, I'm enjoying every moment of it. Do you think I'm that weird? LOL

Anyways, yea! I find it more weird now that I no longer dream everytime I sleep. I miss having kilig stuffs while dreaming, or even seeing my boyf in my dreams. I mean atleast I could see him once in a while without me visiting him.

I use to have this dream of having my man around, living in one roof and we are actually a family indeed but without a child.

Srsly, I dont rush about getting married and having tons of kids. Infact, after marrying my man I dream of living with him in a year without kids. (NOW, THIS IS NOT A DREAM FROM SLEEP. lol) Just the 2 of us, plus a maid, an old maid. LOL haha. Sorry bout that. Now I can say, I can't live without a helper or someone who can help me in everything. I mean stuffs around the house, the chores. I used to clean our entire house, I used to cook and I love to be at home. Now it's different, my job made my life different! You can't see me not holding keyboard now! Today, it's always been work, work and work! nothing but work. except for Saturday afternoon. It's going to be O n i e 's day. HAH! Speaking of which, damn! prolly, this is what made me decided to blog today. I am missing the half of my life AGAIN. Yesterday, I wanna visit him but I am in short shorts, so it's impossible for me to go there wearing that thang! TSK. Oh well, it's Thursday today, I mean Friday. So tomorrow, I could finally see him. I actually wanna take a leave later tonight. I wanna relax, feel my bed and have a goooood night sleep. But I don't have leaves anymore! LOL

Haaay, can you feel that month of July is kinda weird? I'm trying to think if its actually fast or it is too slow to reach the month end. God! I don't know what's bugging me. I'm getting goosebumbs and I'm shivering whenever I see the calendar from my celly. There's something in the month end that I don't know, makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. I'm actually fearful and excited about it. What it's gonna be? I effin don't know! I swear! I hope it's going to be a good vibe! I HOPE I HOPE! *fingers crossed*

I am still on the project am talking about. Still the figures are not steady yet. I haven't done all the phone calls, and I am freakin' nervous about the date. Speaking of date, (oh this is really out of the topic okay?) I MISS DATING. Can someone ask me out on Monday? Someone, i dont know, I really don't know if the problem is one me, or the people around me. ARG! I'm soooo weird! Now back to the project... Yea, I know this is going to be fun! I know, this will be the start of a new life, and I can say I am ready to face the next chapter of my life... So there, let me finish this post by having a hanging question...

Do you guys want to earn money on just searching the net?

LOL (super off the topic and last Q ko, hayaan nyo na! weird ako today) if yes, Wait for my next entry... I'll blog about it... I wanna try it first. Ayoko naman mapahiya hehe.

I don't wanna stop this post actually, I wanna talk and talk but fudge, i know am getting non-sense again so you better cut me here, or I would share something more weird than above... LOL LOL LOL