Just some thoughts

I started browsing emails and whatevers one night at the office, until I stumble upon pep.ph site and read about Juday's wedding. :( I regretted not being able to watch it last Sunday night because I had to go to my batchmate's meeting at Jay's crib. We are planning of having a HS reunion since we are celebrating 10 yrs anniversary of our graduation. Yeah! We are that old :D

I am very very disappointed that I failed to watch the wedding. It's just that, I even alarmed my phone for me to remember when it will air in the national television. Oh well, there's always youtube.com for some reference but of course I'd really want to watch it that same night they aired it in the TV. Nakakaiyak daw. You know me naman, stuffs about wedding nowadays, for me, it's kind of biggie deal. REALLY! :)

I still don't have time browsing the whole detail about the said wedding of Juday. But my big sis shared what really happened so I got some goose bumps as she relayed the whole scenario. I envy the two. They are just so perfect for each other. I really hope they could be a good example for the youth nowadays. For those who are not married yet, and for those who are already living together in one roof. I must say, they did a good job on how they handled the whole thing. I mean, the whole wedding thing. Really, great great job!

One day I know, the Lord will give me the person who will say, “I got the best wife in the world!” When the perfect time comes, :) magpapainom ako! Hehe Actually, I know I already met him. However, I prayed for a good, loving, responsible, faithful, and cool husband. So by this time, God is still doing his process. He prolly wants the best for His daughter. He is still molding my future husband to be like what I prayed for. :) Thank you Lord in advance! I know, soon I’ll be the happiest! I could really feel it. :)

Today, before going to work, I had a really bad sleep. It's probably because I am taking meds and my body's been not used to it. So I couldn't find ways on how to sleep. I keep on ranting about stress because I got 2 jobs and I am restless. I am ranting about the food I eat. I am ranting about the people around me in the office. I rant about my father at times. I am still ranting about my relationship with my other half. Yea, I have so much angst in life that I forget to see some positive things that is happening to me despite all the rants I have inside.

Today I felt God's great purpose for me in the work that I do, and I saw the great power we have to share great things to the people around us. Now I realized, everyday I wake up, and just to be alive is such a blessing. Everything else is a bonus. If we appreciate life like that, suddenly we're so thankful for what we have and not sad about what we don't have. It's just a matter of being positive.

Now, I'm so thankful I am able to write these things today. I am thankful that I am the first person who came in the office today. I am thankful I am being able to work without thinking a got no sleep yet. I am just thankful I am alive. I hope this positive vibe will continue as the day pass by. :)