Sad But True

In life, I've done every way of fighting, heard every painful truth, been in every heart breaking scene, and felt every dreadful feeling. I thought going through it all will then make me realize that I have to stop the fight and atleast save a little for myself. But you know what's funny? It is when I seem to be so much tired of it all, but still I can't just quit no matter how hard it is. And I have to continue hoping that one day, I'll be able to find someone who could love me not just for 'right' but 'real' ..