it's PMS (Premenstrual Syndrome) I suppose

Last night, I planned to have some drinks with my old fellas Carla, Marla, and Orange in her humble crib, but then again for the second time, I failed! Arg! I hate it. But hey, it wasn't my intention. I arrived home like 7pm from Onie's and was expecting to receive tons of text from them. Unfortunately, I left my phone to my sis before we separate ways last Saturday dawn at the condo. So, yeah, meaning, she haven't got home since. When I reached my room to take a short rest, I didn't realize I fell asleep. Darn it! Shoot! I am so DEAD!

:(

So, what happened with my Saturday night was all sleeping and playing with my nephew. The next day, they left early than usual. That made me sad again.

So, it's Sunday today. Way back 2 years ago, my Sundays were exciting and full of surprises. And that made it the reason why I love Sundays, because for me, it's my day. It's our day. It's our day together, were we could hang out together till the next day or we could cuddle all night long, or we could drink to death until the sun is up. It has never been this sad since then. I didn't realize everything will fall apart. I know, this is kinda same with all the rants I've been saying since day 1 he left. I am prolly dealing with PMS again. Arg! I hate being a girl.

I haven't gone outside since I was home. I didn't do any exciting things yet. I've been sleeping since I arrived. All I do was rest. And I am fuckin bored. I want a new activity. I want to spice up my life. I want new exciting things. Oh.. I don't know what to do now.. But yeah, I'm godamn bored!

I still have a dilemma about staying at the condo and/or going here in Alabang every day. It's just that, this is very very hard decision making I encounter... (LOL ang OA lang haha)

Okay. I gotta go to the bathroom now and take a bath. Prolly with that, all the bad vibes will fade. I hope so…

BIG SIGH.. I am so ♥less :( You got to be kiddin me.. SIGH..