Redhorse and The Big Buzz

After mass I had a get together with my friends to celebrate one's birthday. This guy is suppose to be my bestfriend's boo-soon-to-be-husband-on-the-next-month-this-year. Sigh. I didn't expect this coming anytime soon. I wasn't prepared. I thought I am going to become a mother first before her. Until now, the thing they announced wasn't able to sink in in my system. But hey, I'm super happy for them. But I can't just imagine this is happening. and I can't just help myself but to envy them. :(

It is somewhat true... that I hate happy couples!

For some reasons, I hate myself hating them.