You got to be kiddin me

Yesterday I went to my doctor for my ff check up. Had a good and bad news. Well, I'm still completely fine. One thing though, my wallet will get hurt for sure. haha!

So anyway, having the procedures with the nurse, she got my BP, my pulse rate and my current weight. Holidays just passed so I am feeling so fat... I keep on ranting in my twitter account that I think I gained weight. I really feel it since yea, my body's heavier compared before the festives. And to my surprise! WOAH! I only weigh 84lbs. WTF? Srsly?

I didn't go to work today :( I'm feeling dizzy and sleepy. Prolly because of the meds I'm taking. Damn! I shouldn't be drinking booze since I'm in medication. FUDGE! That's what I'm saying! I don't want to see my doctor for I know my social life will get ruined! hahaha! Silly me! Hmmm.. So what am I gonna do now? Well, I don't know, prolly I'll just order calamansi juice tonight at Patrick's Welcome Home Party/Birthday Bash. Oh well, let's see til I post some pics here...

Got to go now and make myself healthy! haha! I'll have a walk outside. Excercise? Come on! Not for me! LOL

PS. Sorry boss, not my intention to be out of the office today. Blame it on my meds! :D

On the brighter side

I wasn't that drunk when we celebrated the New Year. I was with Totee's friends, suddenly Pj drop by.


Happy 2010 Buddy!

The next day, January 1, we had a family reunion at our house with the Britanico clan. Pics were uploaded in Totee's FS account.

I had a reunion with my HS batchmates last January 2. It was successful! I was one of the organizers. It was great seeing old faces again. Reminiscing the past and laughing with all the craziness we had way back then. 10 years have passed. And here we are now...

We weren't complete though. But still, we didn't expect those number of people who came. Our 1st honor, 2nd honor and 3rd honor were there, plus the notorious boys and maaarteng girls. Of course my group of girls were present except for Kyana. She's sick that's why she failed to come. 2 batchmates from Germany and HK came. I was shocked when I saw Tim Yapjoco that night. It almost made me cry. I miss O when I saw Tim. They were magkababata talaga. So he was actually asking a lot regarding O. I wasn't able to drink too much. Super steady lang. Me and Via were like the bouncers that night. LOL. Mga pasaway kong batchmates, kabisado ko na kayo sa totoo lang. It was memorable indeed. I hope we could do it again some time in April when Don arrives for his wedding.

The next day, January 3. I watched 'I love you, Goodbye' with Martin at Shang. The movie wasn't that deep but it made me cry. Damn! Too much emotions suddenly occured when Derek said, 'give me another chance'. I can barely open my eyes. I want to run and seek for O and tell him, let's get back together. Yea, I was that pathetic. O and I are still on a break. We miss each other. But lke what I said in my letter to him, we can't be together yet. While you were there, continuing the relationship is non sense. Let's see what might happen in the future when you're free. If I'll still be single then, let's get back together. :)

After which, we headed to Linden Suites for Sofia Jae's shower party.

Congratulations to Daddy Arman and Mommy She for a succesful shower party. We can't wait to see baby Sofia as well!

Apc friends were there plus my inaanak Lila. Dyahe I forgot to bring my gift. I didn't know she's coming eh. I'm happy to see my friends again. Building their own family and others were having strong relationships with their boos. I hope 2010 will be a memorable for all all us. May God bless us all. Happy 2010 everyone!

Now, let's get back to work! BOOO!

How's 2010 treating you so far?

Me? It's actually frustrating but I must say, still surviving. We needed some help, prayers actually. My cousin, ate Mich had an operation in her ovary then with her intestines. The next thing we knew, the doctor's telling her oldest sister she got a Cancer and it's stage 4. The whole Denina clan was down and feeling helpless. We couldn't see one of our family is suffering from illness. All we need is prayers, so help me pray for my cousin.

Another trial came, this time with my Britanico fam. Kuya Jay's son is in ICU right now. The kid is one week old I think. The lil child is under observation. We really need prayers.

I am still taking meds. I do hope I'm okay now. Well I'm trying to be okay. I hope it's going to be fine soon. I need to see a doctor again, I hope my time permits me. No scrap that! I'll find time. I promise!

So help us God.

2009 Recap

We're done with holidays. Later I'm back to work. I don't know but I still can't believe 2009's over. It's like nothing really happened there. I mean, talking bout my personal stuff only. Of course I know there's a lot of things happened last year, Ondoy and all the unexpected tragedy before. A lot of my friends got engaged. Some had their babies as well. Some had to part ways and some stayed single. As for me, am still hanging in here. No idea what will happen next. I'm not sure if this is quite good or bad for me. I don't have any plans or resolutions. What I know is that, I'm just making myself ready and calm for what might happen today, tomorrow and in the next days of my life.

2009. What can I say about it? Nothing actually. Wasn't really good for me. I guess 70% of the time last year, I was in my low point. I feel totally depressed and 25% most probably was the time I really felt the real happiness. I'll give the 5% part to where I actually felt so-so. Like wala lang talaga. Tipong wala akong pakelam, un lang. Here's a re-cap on what happened to me last year:

January
Don and I been textmates
I wanna get out of the relationship but yea i still love him to death

February
Still living in Pasig
Super shopping
Tatu in the picture
We had our first break up attempt
She's Wedding at Tagaytay
BORA Baby!

March
Moved in with Pot
about to fall for Don
Anawangin shit

April
crazy with conference thingy
Totee's Grad
Pansol Celebration with Britanico and Denina
9th year anniversary with O
I changed my Blog's URL
Cagbalete Trip - Ang beach na walang tubig. Ano daw? LOL
I told O about Don, we had a big fight. We almost called it quits
O threaten me :(

May
I got my part time job with Naxos

June
I got myself a laptop.
Got my hair rebonded
Oge's Birthday at Canyon Woods, Tagaytay
June 10 - O surprised me with Buttered Shrimp, Chanel wallet and ice cream. Sweet.
I had my twitter account
A guy from the past said HELLO

July
Solar Eclipse

August
Cory Died
Starting to hate Tatu
I thought O will be free
Had a simple birthday celeb for O
First time to try Pepper Lunch at ATC
Ended my contract with Naxos

September
Joy's Wedding
Sofitel Experience

October
Ondoy
Pepeng
Had a thing with the guy on my past
At the same time I'm beggining to miss Tatu if he's not around
Irene went home.
Pansol Getaway
Aileen and I had a fight over Don

November
115th Monthsary :(
Went to doctor for check up
We broke up
I learned I got some virus. I'm actually sick.
Started taking meds
Double Bday Celeb Central Party with KM Batch 2001
Pj's trying to hit on me again
Shat with the boys at Tony's (Second Bday Celeb)
Bday celeb with my Fam
Bday celeb in Aplaya Alabang with my Batch (ilang party pa?)
Martin started to court me again I think
O sent engagement ring, I ditched him
This some guy started to flirt with me til now

December
Steady Christmas
Still taking meds
Martin's Bday Celeb at Central Madison
Christmas Party with HS Girls
I got my passport. YAY!
Christmas Denina Reunion at 18th Ave
Party with Cousins at Serve Bar
Christmas Party with Batch 2001
Didn't go to work on last day of 2009
Went to St. Lukes, ate Mich was confined. She's srsly sick

After Christmas Celebration

Yea, the party didn't stop just that. After the reunion, me and my cousins had a second round party at Serve, Araneta. The place wasn't that cool. HAHA! But yea, I had fun with my cousins. :)
Here are the captured moments:


Yan nalang ang mga walang asawa na pwede gumimik magkakasama. hahaha! Phoebe (the one in blue) is my cousin's (Ryan) girlfriend. She's just soo cool to party with us even Ryan isn't around. Ryan had to go home early for he has a work the next day. Jona (the girl in violet) is Keneth's girlfriend. She's a shy type girl but knows how to party and dance like crazy when the time asks her to do so.. LOL These lovely girls ROCK! :)

Jeck, the one who surprised the clan with his dramatical entrace. NAKS! Maarte! Umeeksena! Edi ikaw na! hahahah! Srsly, I miss you buddy! Congratulations for your soon to be daughter! inunahan mo nanaman ako. may magagawa pa ba ako? haha! CHEERS!

Madam, Daisy and Jeck. Kame ang magkakaage sa magpipinsan. Oh well, mauuna na si Jeck magasawa. Si Dais, going strong with her girlfriend in Dubai. Me? I'm single. LOL

So we headed to 13th Ave after we partied at the bar. We slept till 10am I think had breakfast and started "In Between" na sugal. Sarap. Umabot sa 2400+ ang pot money! WOW LANG! Oh well, I didn't win. I didn't lose either. Bawi lang. Hehehe! Si bonjing! Bigtime! Totee and I left at 5pm. We arrive home like 6something. At home, while playing with my nephnews, Rj was calling me. I know we're goin to have a Christmas party at Tj's but the hell I'm too tired to come so I opt to ignore his calls.

Meanwhile, Rj and Sarah arrived. LOL They fetched me. E ung hindi pako naliligo? WOW lang. Inintay nila ako. I handed my gift to my inaanak Marley and we went to Tj's after which.

Here's the captured moments:

First tagay! langya! ako tong walang tulog ako pang tanggera! ano pa nga ba? haha!

Konte namin that night. Madaming di pwede. Maraming may party rin sa ibang lugar.

The ladies, WOW onte ah!

With JJ, the drunken master!

With Jon, the tatoo master-soon-to-be-dad! taray!

JAY with Sarah Mae Marbella-Payumo! Naks payat ni sarah mae oh. Hintayin natin sa Birthday ni Marley. Naks!

E ung ang agang nagkaamats si Sarah. I left at 3am ata. Tulog na si Sarah e. So I went home na! Pwede bang pumass na next time. Wala ng paglalagyan ang alak sa katawan ko. LOL hahaha!

Happy Holidays everyone! I hope you all had fun last Christmas!

How I spent Christmas

As expected, I am snoozing before the Noche Buena up until the next day. I wope up earlier than usual to prepare for our yearly Family Reunion with my Deniña clan. Time flies so fast, last Christmas we had a RED color theme for our reunion, this year, GREEN is the color.


Taken last Christmas. Held at 15th Ave?

Aww, compare my pamangkins above! They're all grown ups now! Look at Kelly, Pong and Kian. Ang cucute nila. This year we're wearing green. CUTE NO?

Here's our Family Tree. So you won't be puzzled why the hell we got a big big clan. My lolo and lola got 9 kids. My father is the 4th child.

Mixed of pamangkins, cousins, uncles and aunties

We're the first family arrived in the location. So gutom ang inabot namin LOL Aww look at us. Ayan na kame ngayon. My Kuya Glenn's really envious with this pic. I miss Jack badly. Next year, umuwi ka na! Please lang!

Here's the original Deniña kids! (Panget pakinggan, fine! Deniña siblings nalang) Uncle Romy, Auntie Edith, Uncle Lando, my tatay Efren, Uncle Cefe, Auntie Elsie, Uncle Eden, Uncle Obet and DADA. I'm actually close to all my uncles and aunties, most especially to those who lived at Pasig. I lived with them for years before and decided to stay home nalang because of lonesome (may ganon?). Anyway, my favorite auntie is uncle Obet's wife, aunt Emily. She's my second mom. Dada's a cool aunt. I love her to death.

Here's the kid's generation. All the pamangkins. So those kids are mag sesecond cousins. Ang cute. ang dami. Damn, I'm so pressured to have one of my own kids posing over there. HAH! SOON SOON! ;p

Wacky Shot

At ito ang magfifirst cousins. LOL ang dami lang. Kulang pa nga yan! OMG! Dati para lang kameng ganyang kaliliit sa taas just like our pamangkins. Now, yan na! ang daming big time jan naks! Isa nako dun! LOL charing lang ungguy!

Wacky Shot

Totee and I with our pamangkins (E ung kasing laki ko lang sila? LOL)

Keneth, Madam, Bonjing, Manang, Leenard, and Totee
That's it. Malapit ng matapos ung party. I was dog tired. I hosted the activities kase. We got tons of activities and here it goes:

: Started the program with mass
: Had lunch
: Picture taking each table per family
: Pledge money from uncles and aunties plus the pamangkins na may mga work na
: Bebe's engaged and getting married next year, around May.
: Ara's arrival, my cousin's fiance
: Games for kids, for adults and for the gurangs haha
: sponge whatever relay, stick planting shit, saluhan ng itlog, hephep hooray, bring me, singing contest LOL, too many to mention actually
: intermission number from Leenard's group (dancing with the tune of mixed songs)
: Dinner
: Martin went there (WOAH! I know!)
: Exchange gifts for the kids and adults
: The most awaited Papila tradition :)
: Jeck's surprise arrival from UAE
: Meeting for the next reunion (blue ang theme, may best in costume daw? hala!)
: Finished the program with a prayer by Melvin aka Bro. Dominic

Astig ng pamilyang to! the best talaga tayo! hehe

Few things happened before Christmas

APC FRIENDS
Apc friends had a mini mini Christmas party held at Central, Madison, Mandaluyong. At the same time, it was Martin's blow out since he had his Birthday last November. I only got 2 pics to show. (MY PICS to be exact. LOL)


I am just happy to show that my hair is getting longer. Though yea it's not that pretty, well I'll gonna have it rebonded prolly early next year, if my time permits me. ;).

HS (South Crest School) Friends
My girls had a pre-Christmas party at Chen's crib. We had this kaartehan na we had to dress up to show everyone we're all grown ups now.. See here we are after 10 years :)

That's us holding one of Chen's cocktails! We look so matured na no? hahaha

Few of my girlfriends showed up. Others we're sick. Well yea, the weather is actually horrible so everyone's suffering from illness. Like Carla's sick that time. She can't say no to us since her crib is just few blocks away from Chen's house.


Here I am wearing a polka dress. Duh? I know my theme's for New Year. Wala lang, I wanna skip Christmas kase, kaya nakapang New Year nako. Anuver? Hahaha


We brought potluck foods and Chen of course serve delish foods made by tita Annie and herself :) [I brough Amber Pancit Malabon]


Chen made cocktails. Para maiba naman daw. Tipong di kame ung nainom sa may kanto lang. haha. That's Pink Milk and Blue Margaritta I think

Meet Anne Curtis and Kris Aquino! Bakit ba? walang pakelamanan LOL

Aizeee (the single lady LOL), and Oge (in a relationship for 4 years naks!), Via Carisse (the engaged mas lalong naks!) EDI AKO NA LOSER FINE!


I picked number 1 for the exchange gifts. I got Carla's present. It's a set of body shop perfume, lotion, and body wash! Thanks dude! I loved it I'm actually wearing the scent today ;)! (and sorry for the yosi thing goin on there. LOL)


Everyone went home with Chen's giveaways! Nice Nice! Thanks Chen!

Had a fun and tiring night. I went home at 5am I guess. Karleen texted. I picked her up at VM Town Homes. We slept until 1pm the next day. :)

The next day...

Karleen, Totee and I are having lunch. Meanwhile Martin arrived with 2 box of Krispy Kreme. We went to Festival Mall with my friends. Had coffee at Starbucks and went to mass at 9pm.

Here are the captured moments:


Look at my hair, awww it's really getting longer and longer! YAY!

Steady Christmas

I remember last year we cooked a lot of food, I got tons of presents for my godchildren and family and yea I was actually preparing myself for the night. But I was too exhausted that I can't even eat noche buena with my entire fam. I was asleep the whole night and got up the next day to prepare for the family reunion. Last year, I was too depressed. Same feeling I had last December Twenty Five, Two Thousand and Seven. Very far from what I felt last December Twenty Five, Two thousand and Six. It was a blast! I have my family, my friends, I got a great job, and most especially I have my other half. It was indeed a fun fun night. When all I knew was having fun and not exactly entertaining the reality we had at that moment.

Three years have passed and somewhat I became numb with the feeling of being sad. Yea, I'm still actually a lil bit into it, but not totally depressed compared to the last 2 years. Maybe because the feeling is already in my system and now I know how to control it and I know when to ignore it. This year was still a roller coaster ride for me. Different challenges, tons of happenings, a lot of special and not so special dates. Many people I encountered. People who came and who were gone. People who stayed and whom I asked to let go. This year, blessings were over flowing. Thanks to BRO who didn't left me behind. Who stayed with me all the time. BRO, I wouldn't be this strong if I don't have YOU in my life! Thanks for listening to my rants and thanks for guiding me all through out. Without YOU, I am nothing. I can not survive without YOU.

Three years have passed, still I'm here, standing but no longer fighting. I am okay. Better compared before. I've done so many things in my life. Some I regret and some were really cherished. I love the people around me. Those who came by and to those who stayed. I've learned a lot of things and I wouldn't be this strong without all the experience I've been through.

It's one hour to go, and we'll be celebrating BRO's Birthday! We wont be having it as fancy as last year perhaps. But I'm happier now. I didn't go to mass yet, I know BRO understood how dead tired my body is. He knows in my heart and in my mind, I'm celebrating His big day full of LOVE, HOPE, and PEACE!

I might be alone again now. Meaning without other half by my side. Admitting it'll be wonderful celebrating this special occassion with someone else. But yea, I know BRO has His own reason why I'm alone. It could be:
1. He'll bless me with new partner in life.
2. Ex and I will be reconciled for the 4th time here in the outside world. or
3. BRO wanted me to take care of my parents as they grow old.

Whatever BRO plans for me, I'll embrace it whole heartedly.

One hour to go, I might not again eat with my fam same as last year. But I definitely could say.... I'm happier now. I'm more focused and I'm not gonna sleep with a tear in my eyes but a smile in my heart.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO! Cheers!

Change of Plans :)

Done with my Christmas gifts lists for inaanaks/family/loved ones. I was very enthusiastic earlier that I saw myself writing which gift I'd like to give not only to my inaanaks and families but for most of my clan and friends. And now I was like WOAH WOAH WOAH.. This is ridiculous! LOL Am I Santa? Why would I give everyone when I really don't have any budget for that, plus HEY! I've seen the list after, I was like! HOLYMOLYGUACAMOLY! I got everyone a gift, how bout myself???? COME ON! hahaha! Didn't get myself a Birthday gift last month, now I'm not getting myself a Christmas gift AGAIN? hmmmm. Fine, lemme change my list now. LOL

Ang sarap ng weekend

I was envy with Maman and Aaron's home made burger--they call it burgasm, that's why yesterday I made my own. Went to SM Muntinlupa and bought something for burgers, spaghetti and puchero. I'll cook with my fam, Sunday's not for friends--srsly, haven't had any bday celeb with my fam. My nanay is asking me to treat them out, I refuse to do so. Mas masarap ata magbonding sa bahay, no stress. Relax na relax pa. So here's my moment with them. :)

OO alam kong trying hard kumpara dito sa baba! SHET! Pero man, shoot! SOLB SARAP PANALO!

BURGASM by Aaron and Maman

My own version of burgasm, olats sa ichura, mababaog ka naman sa lasa! YUN NA! LOL