Random Thoughts

This is supposed to be published yetesday, but I wasn't able to finish it due to a heaps of tasks in line. Not to mention I'm too sleepy yesterday and was kind of busy as well chating with HS friends, Don, Anna, and Brent.

SO YESTERDAY:
Today, Irene will arrive the Philippines. She was far from home for 4 years, and this is her first home coming here in Manila. So we opt to have a party for her. I had to reserve a private pool in Pansol and on Saturday, Oct 17, I know we'll have a blast! ;)

TODAY:
Got up early like 7something. Irene called up. She's home already. I feel sleepy at some point but I can't go back to sleep for some weird reasons which I really don't know. LOL So what I did was to go online again and start Facebooking. Yea, I know I'm such an internet whore these past few days. I can't deny that I am up to something else aside from getting advices from "Bertong Badtrip" and "One More Chance Advice" LOL. Come on! You have to try it. It's kind of aliw. :)) Also, I'm not hooked but been trying all the new games from FB. OK. I know that sounds olats but yea. haha. I am managing a lot. I have a 3 farms, (farm ville, farm town, and sunshine ranch) 2 restaurants, (restaurant city and cafe world?.. what was that again?) and a fish tank. I do hope evrything are real for I don't need to stuck myself here in my station to earn tons of moolah. Hahaha! I do update, but I'm not an addict. What else? Ahh.. I've been eyeing a lot of pics from my friends and I do comment a lot! Now, what I really like most there are the videos which my friends are posting. HAHA! Super aliw. Dun talaga nauubos ang oras ko. HEHE sa kakaspot sa lahat ng vids.

So now it's Friday. I am thankful once again, since it's my last shift. But I feel a lil upset. It's Friday and I haven't heard anything from this goddamn dude. HAHA! Right! One of the reasons why I'm trying to be online. LAME LAME LAME. LOL What can I do? You got me with those smile. :) *kilig* haha! Anyway, yea.. As you said. Whatever happens, we'll still cross each others path. Imposibleng hindi. Madaming inuman pang magaganap. November na! Birthday ko na. May mga uuwi pa. There will be tons of inuman sessions in line. Pero, are we still going to be the same? Balita? Yun parin ba ihihirit mo saken? Baka naman wala ni HA ni HO akong marinig sayo once we bump into each other... Wag naman sana. :) I think hindi naman siguro. Sa bus kanina. Naalimpungatan ako. "Bubble gang in on TV" Shet. So i saw Wendell. I got to think of you. U L U L hahahahahha! muka kang tanga madam!

O sya! fine magtrabaho na! ng makarami! GORA!

Next week will be different for me. Magbago kaya ako? Sana ganto paren. Sana chill paren. Thank God for this opportunity. I hope I can handle it well. :)

Later, I'm off to Pansol. Let's have fun friends! :)

Weekend's over. I had a lot of thoughts goin on in my mind. Having been awake for almost 2 days straight I guess was unbelievable. Everything were quick. I didn't know I'd come this far. I'm trying to contemplate some shits, which I really don't want to say, but hey.. I'd still give it a try...

If I walk, would you run? If I stop, would you come? If I say you're the one, would you believe me? If I ask you to stay, would you show me the way? Tell me what to say, so you won't leave me..

Maybe I'm not ready, but I'll give it a try. For a change. I'm not sure if we're hiding. I guess I'm exaggerating. I don't know what you think right now. I don't know where the hell are you exactly. I don't have any idea what's goin on with you. OKAY. I'll stop. Just give me a single shout right now. RIGHT NOW.

What the hell happened to me over the effin weekend? Dang!

I miss I miss I miss

Sleeping 10 hours. haha!

I miss sleeping. :( But I got tons of stuffs to do..

1. need to go to the office, work for 9 hours
2. need to go to the derma later...
3. need to finalize Irene's party on Oct 17, which is btw pool party in Pansol.
4. need to visit my man coz i got a great kwento.
5. finally, need to shop. Yea, I guess I need to prize myself once again for doing a goodjob! *wink*

Oh, and btw. Thank God, an old friend is coming to town. He'll have a party on Sat. Can't wait! Shat na! Yey! See ya guys! *Really excited!*

Boo! Pagexcited daw, mas lalong hindi naman maganda ang magaganap. Kebs! I just need a break. Yun lang, kahit walang magandang whatever na maganap. LOL

Okay, need to hit the pantry now! One cappuccino, coming up! HAH!

Have a new post..

But i was hestitated to publish it for the Ondoy/Pepeng flood.. For the meantine, I'm praying and trying to help at the best I could..

A Spiral Experience

...So Shiela gave a big discount. Me and my HS friends planned for a dinner at Sofitel then. And here are the pics:

Dressing up.. I LOVE

That's why I always want to go to any event because I want to dress up. HEHEHE.

Me and Totee posing. I know she looks ATE than me. hehehe


Me super tired to death but had a heart to smile for the cam. LOL

This an uber late post. :) We went to my boyf's eldest sister's wedding. Since I don't have a date, Totee accompanied me then. It was kinda tiring for I wore my 3.5 inches heels. Dang! Haha!

I forgot the name of the church, but it is located near MOA. The reception was at Sofitel Philippine Plaza. The place was damn amazing, really!


On the way to church, with us were Jeuno and Rina


With little Onie, Rafael Antonio Matias. :)


With KM and the ring bearer ;)


That's Shiela (maid of honor with a fabulous gown), Raf and KM (Another maid of honor)

I fell inlove with Sofitel, really. KM told me I could get a 50% discount from her sis. So I did ask Shiela about it. She oblidged. :) What an angel! :) LOVELY!

Quote

If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. - Marilyn Monroe -- LOVES!

It's all because of you

I didn't expect I'll be able to relate with this song now. It's just that, I don't wanna feel it this way.. I really really don't want everything will turn out like that. Funny I've been battling with my feelings recently. It's just so hard. I'm not liking it. I swear!

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything
(grabe naman sumakto to..)

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else


Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
(dito pumerfect e)

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
:'<

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late
(wag naman sana, still there's hope in me..kahit onte meron pa)

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

Bilisan mo na kase, malapit ko ng maramdaman to ng buong buo.. im really getting there.. :(

gusto ko na....

magkajowaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! :(

Steady Down South

I know a lot of people think living in South is kind of a no-no thing for professionals, or even to commoners, or whoever. I mean, a lot from my friends hate it. Yea, I understand them why. Hello? The freakin' traffic you'll encounter every single day, the toll fee, the shortage of water (uhuh) and the uber layo from the city! Yes! I know what you all think about our humble place.. But what can I do? I love it in here. I love South even I know I almost lost my job for being late every single day at work. I love South even I have to deal with the traffic during days and nights. I love South even all of my friends from college are living in North. I just love South that I had to go back in there for the nth time after trying to settle in different flats in the North. I tried living with my relatives from Rosario Pasig twice, I had rented a condo in Greenhills, I rented an apartment with friends somewhere in Ortigas Extension (Sorry, I forgot the name of the village). Yea, even I felt the comfort of travelling going to the office, I still opted to stay at the South. As for the reasons? I got tons! :)

... And here they go: I had my family there. It's quite hard being independent. I couldn't seem to eat alone. I was too lazy to fix everything for myself. Hahaha! OK. YES! I AM LAZY. Period. I can't stand the fact that no one's answering me whenever I'm ranting. I can't smoke alone. LOL I've been punishing my purse for shopping tons because of boredom. Hahaha! I couldn't seem to save moolah when I'm far from home. Lastly, I can't chill with my old friends. YES! A lot from my highschool buddies are still living with their 'rents. So whenever they text me before, I couldn't say yes right away since I'm living far from them. Sooo, I opted to go back in our old town. Dirty soouth :)

If you'll just experience living in there. You'll see for yourself how lovely it is living in down south. We also got a mini greenbelt there, called Alabang Town Center. Libis or Makati where you can find tons of bars and spots for drinks and whatevers, you can rely in BF, somewhere in Aguirre St. I'm telling you, you'll love it in there. Really cheap drinks and yummy foods. Malls are tons as well, from Festival Supermall (well it's as big as Megamall I think), to Starmall (goods are cheap as St. Francis'), ATC (again, a greenbelt-like), and we got SM too (Muntinlupa, Sucat, Bicutan, Las Pinas). Did I ever mention how steady it is in there feeling the cozy breeze of the provice-like air? Come on! Yea! And the fact that it is far from the city, I mean all the cars from edsa, all the busy people in Makati and North Edsa. Once you're in South, you'll kinda like the steady atmosphere. The laid-back living.

YES! I super love South. :)

So, while I was enjoying my long weekend alone, I realized how lucky I am living in down south.