Reminiscing and Planning (at this day, I -- )

8 years ago - I skipped schooling. I was mad at my parents because I can't understand why I have to sacrifice everything for my siblings. I worked at an electronics industry somewhere at Laguna. My complexion right then was really white (because of the aircon and the graveyardshift). LOL. I had my first atm then. Received my first pay as well. And that was the year I hubby and I became couple (April 10, 2000)



This is the only old pic i have here in my pc. but that's year 2000 i think.


7 years ago - entered apc for college. Was shy and insecure because I know am older than my classmates. And I was thinking that I couldn't make it because I stopped schooling. Earned a lot of friends and am happy were still intact now. That one, we had field trip at Marikina I think. That's for Values Education subject. (WTF! we had that kind of subject? hehe) I was with my blockmates called SSE12 and our prof was Dr. Yu. The person I miss during these days that I had a friendly relationship with was Lorenzo. During late last last year I guess, we still had contacts. Since I often lost my phone, my contacts were already erased. Yeah I know that sucks!


6 years ago - I was 2nd year college then. I had favorite girls and we named our group as MACKIE. lol ;p I was excited about schooling, was enjoying every single days together. And did I mention I love wearing business attire? hahaha! that's true and I couldn't find a day having a bad hair day. I always iron my hair yeah!! really.


5 years ago - I became addicted with tong-its. I was playing with Karleen and Philip till 10pm I think. LOL and people can always spot me at "Aling Miding's" Tambayan were a lot of makukulet and happy people chill and stay up until night to share kwentos and yosi or even drink redhorse up until dawn. That pic, we were with AA and Mae. Cool hot mammas. Miss them. :)



4 years ago - 2004 - Wei shifted course and 5 of us stay at the same course. Luckily, we had good grades and good love life as well. hehehe. We had big plans by that time. We were thinking of having a business called "Hav' it ur Way". we don't really know still what kind of industry. All we knew is that the name of the company. We had big dreams back then. I dropped a subj. I forgot what it is. But the reason was because of the prof. He doesn't like me and I don't like him either. So I dropped and took the subject next term.


3 years ago - I graduated and that's our barkada pic. Nice no? I didn't realize we're about to graduate really soon. It's like, for me studying at apc seems like really fast. I was just enjoying the moment, then came graduation. Sad because a lot of people have to face the fact that they have to leave country and Irene was one of them. That's why I missed here so much.



I'll continue this tonight. Heck! It's already 4:05. I have to go. I'll be working still tonight. Sigh for me. Well it's payday. I should be cheering up here. YAY! :)

Funny Data I sent

Check this out! =)) I made a doc for him. I told him I have a copy of his CV

B0bby P*rez
Visit me at: Blk 1* Lot 6 Phase *
Mutu*l Hom*s, M*ntinlup* C*ty
Text me at: 09*7 8836***
Call me anytime at: 850 13**


Objective: To gain more knowledge about A*za Den*ña and earn more experience about love with her.

Work Experience:
Br*nd*rs.com
Boyfriend to A*z* D.

Personal Reference:
A*za Den*ña
Future Mrs. P*rez

Kay Rh*des
Witness to our eternal love.

Hahaha!

Note: I put * so that this entry wont be able to make it on organic search of go*gle. Good job! LOL =))

These things--I know I'll be missing these moments ;)

Just because you didn't know

I managed to browse on some of my entries here and found two comments that I didn't notice before:

"geni said...
LOL! ive already uploaded the pixies! ang dami lang..

March 30, 2008 10:36 PM

ming said...
ganyan ka ka naman si gen ang gaze lng ang namimiss mo! :p

March 31, 2008 11:44 PM

Anonymous said...
oo nga c gen at gaze lang! hatechu!

-ayreen elque

May 05, 2008 1:40 AM

aiza said...
hmmm. may ganto palang comment dito? hindi nyo man ako naiintindihan.. hindi man kayo maniwala..



namimiss ko kayo."

There I saw two comments from Mich and Irene. They thought I don't miss them as much as I miss Gen and Gaze.

Being with these people (gen and gaze) don't mean I totally changed or I erased you guys from my friend's list. Infact, I miss you all so much. The original MACKIE group. If only I could turn back time, I'd rather stay intouch with all of you. But we all know, time doesn't permit us, and so with the situation. If only we could see each other everyday, that would be better. When was the last time I dumped you guys? I can not think of any instance I made a decision of letting you feel down because I chose to be with somebody else than being with you. (Don't you dare consider the time I left you because I chose to be with Onie. That's different story my dear sweethearts :p) So I say, being with the rest of my girls like gen, gaze, aileen, mich c, doesn't imply I do not miss you (irene, stayn, mich r, karleen, wei) at all. The situation is very very complicated. You know what I mean. Could I just ask one question though?

hmmmm. I changed my mind. I don't want to question things like that. Besides, Being a friend and choosing you all to be my friend shouldn't have a hanging question about the friendship and the relationship we have.

Real friends last forever even without seeing each other or talking with each other. By heart, by mind and by soul... I equally love all of you and treasure you til the end.

*sniff*

I sang for hubby

I had my usual Saturday with hubby. This time, it was extra special. I sang my favorite song of Silent Santuary which is really dedicated to him--Kundiman. I sang it in his ears coz I don't want him to see me that frustrated and lonely. Suddenly, my tears fell and I burst out. He's telling me to stop and calm down but I refuse. I wanted to finish the song. I told him, every single detail of the lyrics was intended for him. *Sniff*

Glance at it and you'll see:

Kundiman
Silent Sanctuary

Para kang asukal
Sintamis mong magmahal
Para kang pintura
Buhay ko ikaw ang nagpinta
Para kang unan
Pinapainit mo ang aking tiyan
Para kang kumot na yumayakap
Sa tuwing ako’y nalulungkot


Kaya’t wag magtataka
Kung bakit ayaw kitang maawala


Kung hindi man tayo hanggang dulo
Wag mong kalimutan
Nandito lang ako
Laging umaalalay
Di ako lalayo
Dahil ang tanging panalangin ko ay ikaw

Di baleng maghapon umulan
Basta’t ikaw ang sasandalan
Liwanag ng lumulubog na araw
Kay sarap pagmasdan
Lalo na pag nasisinagan ang iyong mukha
Hinding-hindi magsaawa
Ayoko ng magsawa


Bahala na, ayoko muna magsalita
Hayaan na muna natin ang hatol ng tadhana



Then we stated to day dream about our future together (again). I am thinking, are these just fantasies? Would it be hard for us to see things in proper places as time goes by? Can we make this happen? I am very very excited about our future plans. I hope in time, these things will happen.

Thy will be done. :)

Like We Love to Hang Out Together - Everyday

Here are some pics last April 30 before labor day.
We had coffee at Gloria Jeans Galeria.





After that shift was morning of May 1st. Everyone is celebrating the "Labor Day" and normal people don't have work. But me? Nah! I am working for US. (I mentioned this for the nth time. I guess.) Goodthing about it? I'll receive double pay for sure! YEY! I texted Gen and she went online. I asked her if she wants to watch a movie. "When Love Begins" - I was hoping to watch this since the day I saw the trailer from the telly. Nothing special about it actually, I just wanted to enter a movie house. Prolly that's the main reason :D

So I called Gaze. She's still sleeping. She made it at Megamall by 12something I guess.

Then we watched. I got bored. I didn't felt the "awwww" factor. Nothing special. It was so-so for me. The only thing I could say perfect about it were all Anne's Boracay outfit! she's hot there. But the tandem wasn't right. They're uhmmmm, how would I say this? Anne's too young I guess. She looks like she's kissing her uncle? LOL :))

Whatever. I was dog tired and manage to go home by 6. So, what will you expect. I didn't report for work that night. Instead, I wake up at around 4 and texted boss I'll be super late and be at the office by 5-6am. He said OK. Thanks boss ;)

Take a peek

Here's some pics from Ambet's birthday bash...

Untitled Blog

I've been searching for a time to blog this past few days, I really can't update until I finally decided now to make an entry even I know there are a lot of stuffs to prioritize.

I had a wonderful week in fairness but there are some things which I think, not so cool, happened started last Monday.

I wanna share this letter to you given by a cute friend from the office.

AIZA,

NO MAN WILL EVER CLAIM YOU UNLESS
HE CLAIMS YOU FROM ME
FOR I RESERVED A MAN FOR YOU--
WHO HAS MY HEART AND LOVES ME
MORE THAN he will ever love you.
A MAN WHO'S BEAUTY REFLECTS MINE.
I WONT GIVE YOU UNLESS HE ASKS YOU FROM ME.
He's asleep, don't wake him..
Soon you'll know & be sure that it's him-- But
IN MY PERFECT TIMING!
YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER, MY LITTLE PRINCESS.
LET NO PRINCE CLAIM YOU UNLESS
HE ASKS YOU FROM MY HAND.
FOR I AM YOUR FATHER,
THE KING OF KINGS &
LORD OF LORDS.
AND YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER,
YOU MY LITTLE PRINCESS,
I ONLY WANT WHAT'S BEST FOR YOU.
U DESERVE TO HAVE THE BEST PRINCE
WHO'S WORTH WAITING FOR.
I LOVE YOU --Jesus Christ

Awww, I like him, he's too nice. We chat everyday and we talk about anything. He gave me siopao one time, and in return, I gave him 3 musketeers. (aww)
He's ok.
He's very kind.
He's very soft.
He's an Eng.
He's living at Cavite.
He's 27.
He's cute.
He's lovable.
He's sweet.
He's approachable.
He's attached. :(
He has a girlfriend.
They are happy i suppose.

So much about him.
But I'm ok.
I'm more than OK.

I signed up for PPP!

I came accross to my favorite personal blog and found out she's earning money for whatever she's posting to her blog. How's that? I had the interest on it so I was oblidged to click on the button! As I said before, I've been blogging here for like 3 years now but I have to erase the entire blog for some sort of issue. Now that I am back, I wanted to make it more interesting and worth it! Cool!

I signed up for PayPerPost and waited my blog to age until one month. PayPerPost is a blog network that gives benefits to bloggers like me to earn money for what we are doing. While I was waiting, I enjoy blogging every single day about any detail of my life. I do this because for me its more comfortable bursting out feelings thru blog.

So, to my readers, friends and who ever might accross this page, I am encouraging you to sign up and be one of us. ;) There's no hassle with what am I doing here. See, I got to burst out a lot of my thoughts and I am making money out of it. Good thing about this is once I got my paycheck, I'd be able to use it on shopping over the world wide web. How's that again? :)) Good deal right?

What are you waiting for? sign up now! Click here for more info!

Tagaytay on Saturday Night

Blog to start my day right. :)

Haven't done with my stories a while ago while I was at home. I couldn't blog for the rest of the afternoon coz we only use dial-up there. My sister's also using the net, she has to talk to her hubby at Florida. So I opted to sleep after my first entry and signing out to YM conference.

Last Saturday, I left Onie at 6pm. At home, Kelly, Mumma, Dan (That's how Kelly calls his DAD), Manang, baby John Paul & Tottee were there. I was happy seeing them all. I had a chance playing with my fave nephnew. So, I asked him... "What do you want Kelly for pasalubong?" He barely answered.. "Hmmmmm" (immitating Megastar in her icecream commercial) OMG! That's really cute. I couldn't refuse but to buy icecream at the Soldiers' Gate. Yeah! I have to! I just have to! I love the kid that's why!

8pm, Sarah's been texting me. "Anu na? Tuloy pa ba?" Btw, while I was at W, Peejay's been texting and telling me to make bawi daw because I didn't make it the last time he threw a party for his birthday. So I said yes.

Rj and Sarah fetched me at around 930pm. Just right after I had dinner. We went to Tj's crib. Mind you this is my first time drinking GrandMa -- OH yes! Grand Matador Brandy! Ewww at first. But it seemingly so-so on the latter part. I was OK then. Around 11pm, 30 minutes after Patrick came, Rj asked if we wanna have a road trip to Tagaytay. Sarah shouted she wanna have the very famous Bulalo there! And We all agreed! The guys finished the brandy and we headed off to the car. Tj's drunk I guess, he keeps on shouting on people who passes by. hahahha! if you could just imagine! really funny. It was fun, it was cold, the night was so calm, and I seem to miss Onie again the time Rj cuddled Sarah at the back seat. Haay. I miss having a boyfriend. :( They had 2 muchos of red horse and had a lil "sing along" along the street! Astig! I arrived home 330am.

I'm still thankful of having tons of friends.. I had a chance of smiling and laughing even I know Onie's not around.

Cool Friday Night

I had a time off last Friday. It was planned for I was informed my bestfriend from Elementary arrived and will stay here in the Phil for couple of weeks. Last Friday, her boo celebrated his Birthday and I was invited. But before that, I went off to W beside Glorietta to be with my college friends. It wasn't planned. Gen texted me if I wanna come. And hell yeah! I wanna see them so I went there. I brought a bar of chocolate so that I won't be tipsy in any instance. That's my tactic when I'm drinking booze, and I believe with that, because it really works for me. So there, we had 2 batch (i think) of redhorse bucket then. Then we call it a night! I was a lil guilty of going home early. Was it really my fault? Well, guys, I was actually not allowing you to finish the night. You can continue having fun though, and you knew it from the very start that I had plans after that. So, what's bothering me now? hehehe. I don't know what happened with Gen, Gaze, and Jaydee after W. Aileen and Rc were trying to get a cab for me. Unfortunately, there were no cabs passing along the area, so RC decided to drive me home. Thank you so much. I just paid for the gas and the toll in return. :)



At the village, I texted Carla that I am too close na and she should be prepared in any minute. I fetched her and went to Ambet's (my best friend's boo) crib. Woah! He got tons of guests, and yeah! A lot of familiar faces that night. Sigh because right after I saw my bestest friend, everyone was asking me... How was onie, and are we still together. and they were actually asking if I have boylets on the side? hmmm! should i have one? gee.. lemme think about that huh. hmmm Vodka was placed on the table and shoot! I am loving what we're drinking. Carla's doing the shot, Pane, Apple, me, Carla, and the rest of the boys were tossing each of our shots. It was cool. I wasn't tipsy I guess, even I came from W before that. Was cool because I got to talk to most of my friends from childhood.


Carla's been makulet! She was askin me to order yellowcab since we were really really late. The buffet of food was then empty when we arrived. Hahaha! Knowing me, when I'm having fun and a lot of alcohol 's been running inside my system, I don't care whether you'll going to steal my wallet and get a cash out of it! hahahha! Exagg? Carla did! No no no.. I mean, She called yellowcab and ordered an 18". Then it was 4am I think, Carla still insisted of going out and have a coffee. She didn't bring any purse but only herself, so meaning, I'm going to pay for it! Fudge! hahaha! well, I really don't care at all as long I'm with them and I'm having fun. This guy (Carla's neighbor), drove us going to Northgate Starbs. From there, we saw Marla plus Kiko and they joined us.


5:30am we left Alabang, and the couple (Marla and Kiko), I was convincing Carla to drop me off at Onie's place, so I could see him that early. She was like, "Shut up aiza! Look at yourself, you're stoned drunk and I can't allow you going there with that short shorts you have!" I became upset and didn't mind the two. But then again, I know, Carla loves me soo much that she couldn't see me really sad, so she said YES! Good!


I woke up Onie and he seemingly couldn't digest what's going on! :) LOL hahaha. But ofcourse he was happy and I can feel that! I miss him and there, we started to share stories with what happened to us the week passed.


Haaay, everything's going weird with my life. One moment I'm happy, one moment I'm sad.


That's the end of my Friday night.... errr... Saturday morning.. hehehe. Whatever day it was!