Star Grill at Shaw

I was kinda tired after I finished getting rid with all the clutter inside my room, so I lay down and rest. A few minutes later my cousin texted.

My cousin: "Cuz, what's up? Where you? U have plans tonight? Wanna join me party?"
Me: "Where? Sure. Fetch me here, thanks"

Suddenly, an anonymous number texted.

Anonymous: Madam, san ka?
Me: Who's this?
Anonymous: Lester.. Who else bagels?
Me: Unggoy ka! pang ilang simcard pa? hahah. bahay. ikaw san ka?
Les: Punta ka megamall maya. may lakad ka ba?
Me: Actually meron. pero bakit? anu meron sa megamall?
Les: Basta pumunta ka nalang. aasahan kita.
Me: Wow mejo demanding ka. may lakad ng ako diba?
Les: Wala ka pala e. Minsan lang oh..
Me: Fine. Sige sunduin moko. Wala akong pera eh :)) LOL
Les: Sure.

I texted my cousin, i cancelled our plan. I opted to have my night with Lester since I seldomly see this guy. So he obliged to fetch me. He's with this new someone. His girlfriend named Chris. Congratulations Les! I hope you're okay now and really happy of your current relationship. :)

We headed to Star Grill near Shaw Boulevard, I wasn't expecting the place looked like that, but anyways, it's a so-so for me. But nothing special about it. Only thing it made the place ok was Lester's friend, Joy, he's a gay, a stand up comedian and he cracked us up! LOL for him. He's a godamn talented gay!

Gen arrived with this really cutie guy.. **blush blush**

Then I headed off to Onie's. And he wasn't happy about my arrival, because it was a surprise and it was wrong timing. So, we're not so cool about what happened. What can I do? I bloody missed him that time? Sigh :( I left 5am arrived home 530 I guess, slept and woke up around 11am. Kelly woke me up by shouting MADAAAAAAAAAM in my ears. LOL I went to Onie again at around 2pm. He's not contented yet so he asked me to visit him again the next day. So, I promised to be there. :(

Came Monday, I left home by 9am. Visited Onie and left by 230pm. It was a tiring weekend. Am still broke. Am waiting for my money since I got zero moolah in my wallet now. :(

I got tons of tasks and I don't know where to start. I'm sooo sleepy and I can't concentrate working. :(

Finally moved in

Yes! I made it. I moved in to my new crib. :) and I am happy bout the place. It was so cozy and I feel more comfortable than staying with my aunt. I feel a lil bit mature because am living on my own now. :) I'm still in the midst of shock, I can't believe yet my parents allowed me to live on my own.

But today, I'm broke. :)) LOL I just paid 1 month advance and 1 month deposit to my housemate, so now I have to deal with my major budget! This time... no starbucks coffee, no shopping, no emergency gimik or whatsoever. I need to stick with my budget or else, I'm gonna be bloody miserable in the end.

I now live at Greenhills Garden Square along Boni Serrano near Santolan station.

Pictures will be uploaded soon.

Can't Wait..

I am excited..
I feel so mature for the past few days..

God, let me handle this..
I'm pretty sure I can..

Updates

I'm still not in the mood to start my tasks. Had gone to the pantry and grab a glass of coffee. It tastes awful so I didn't finish it. :( I checked all my accounts from office mail to personal one. Checked my friendster account and my multiply. Nothing cool. Nothing interesting to read. Nothing amazing happened to me since last week. Well, there's one I suppose, I got to watch the movie I was dying to watch with my ladies, Sex and the City. P144 was all worth it! I love the movie and I was hell sobbing inside the movie house. LOL :)) I can't help it. The movie was all about marriage and friendship. Just so you know, am addicted to the feeling of getting married anytime soon. Everybody knows how silly I am fixing my own entourage knowing it'll be impossible for me to pursue it anytime this year. Well, what's wrong with hoping? I guess there's nothing wrong with it. :)

I was disappointed when I arrived home last Saturday night. The DVD player wasn't able to read the CD 2 of Desperate Housewives. Damn! What a timing! When everyone is out and I have all the means of watching the series the entire night even I know I got no sleep yet. Why would I sleep if I knew I don't have any plans by weekend? So I was actually planning to stick to my routine of watching dvd, unfortunately, yeah! the fuckin DVD player is somewhat broken? err. I dunno! how much is a dvd player today? damn it! hahah! well, I tried watching it on my desktop the other day, but I wasn't comfortable with it. Knowing my desktop was located near five doors of our home. (3 bedrooms, 1 toilet, and 1 bathroom) so, the space if you'll imagine is somewhat busy area. You will no longer have peace of mind when you start clicking the play button :)) LOL.

It was Carmi's birthday last Saturday. Sarah and Carmi were texting me and even phoned me to get up and go to their place. She got party and everyone is actually there I suppose. Being so KJ and feeling so dog tired, I opt to stay home and replied, I can't make it for I have no sleep yet.

Today, I am feeling so fat. I can't help but eat all day during weekends. My 25 inches waistline prolly turned to 26 I guess, and all my pants don't fit me now. Today, I am wearing my white top with big sleeves and hell I care, I wore my high waist beige shorts! Imagine the hardship I am dealing today? LOL :)) In the name of fashion.. hehe

dream of having one

Greenhills Garden Square is located near Camp Crame along Santolan MRT station. Cool isn't it? I wanna live there soon. :)

this is the style of the loft type unit.
1st Floor


2nd floor


and here's the amenities of the condo:
• gym
• pool
• mini theater
• kids playground
• tennis court
• basketball court

I wanna have my own unit :( sigh i hope i can affor it.

intellicare sucks!

I left the office yesterday late but early. Late for my shift that is 930-630 supposedly. Apparently, I logged out at 8 something. Was really not feeling too well. I am now afraid of eating chicken or anything na "malansa" including eggs. Oh-oh! How would I live without eggs? In my everyday living, I got to have at least one egg in a meal. Anyways, I've been allergic to too much of chicken way back when I was a kid. But, what happened to me today was unusual, for the normal thing was I am having freakin rashes on the upper left arm and on the upper right thighs. That's the usual for me when I eat too much of chicken! What happened today was totally disgusting! My body turned reddish and somewhat rashes were all over. Gosh! Was feeling really sick, not to mention my running nose and a slight fever. so at 3pm I woke up. I opt to go to the hospital and see a doctor and ask what's going on with me.

I chose this nearby hospital and hurriedly ask if its ok for them to check me up even I only have the number of intellicare not the card. Reason why I got no card was I resigned here and I surrendered all the benefit cards we have from work. So, the nurse stood up and called intellicare for verification.

After gazillion of calls, she ended telling me they couldn't admit me for my card was terminated! holy crap! would this guy from the intellicare knew how much I am suffering at that time? I was bloody red and I couldn't ease the itchiness. I told the nurse that the number I gave was a new number. Yes I resigned and I came back but the number I gave was totally different from the old one.

I tried calling shellie (our HR) about it. Then, she made an action. Texted me to wait for a sec and the intellicare guy will call the hospital and tell them that I am able to use that number and I should be admitted anytime.

See how unreliable that guy was? He didn't return the call for the next 30 mins or so. I was dead sick and tired of what I'm feeling so I asked shellie for the number. I called. He didn't picked up the phone the 3rd time. Arg! so, he answered then, and apologize and handed the phone to the nurse. They agreed on admitting me. Thank good God!

After 2 patients, I was called. You see, the doctor checked me up for only 15 mins I guess. He gave me prescription, medicine to buy and ask me to stop from eating yeah! undesirable food for me which are chicken, fish, eggs, and the like for one week. *sob*

I'll be in medication for 1 week and I will see what will happen next.

Today, my head is bloody aching and I still got running nose. I headed to the nurse here in the office after I took my meal and ask for bioflu. I took 3 tablets of medicines (which I hardly do whenever I am sick) and silently work here in my place. I don't want to take an off even am not feeling good because I am not stayong in my real home. I honestly want to go home in Alabang, but I still have tons of work to do here.

So now, I'm signing off and will back to work. *sniff sniff*

allergies attack me. sigh

My weekend wasn't fun. I am having allergies since Friday for eating too much of chicken. And I gain weight fyi. Am fatter than usual. LOL :)) can you imagine that?

Onie said.

"hala! ang lapad mo lang?"

Madamme irritably replied.

"so, hiwalay na tayo? maarte ka."

LOL :))

I finished watching desperate housewives season 1 last weekend and started season 2 after. I can't wait for weekend to watch it. I am soo loving it. See how boring my life lately? Been into dvds. I don't have plans for party even some of my hs friends are asking me to go out. I'm not in the mood. I don't know. Because of these fucking allegies. damn it! I wanna get rid of this. I do hope they'll ask me out this weekend again. Seems that I need a break! A long break?

*Darn

Join Me

I wanna watch the movie "sex and the city". anyone wanna join me?

Risk I Am Taking

Have been in a long relationship for the longest time. I admit, everything wasn't perfect then. But I was happy indeed! happy figuring out if this journey we are dealing is really for the both of us, if it's really worth it to hang on or stay, if we are really destined together. We used to have fights and petty quarels before. For the longest time, I felt that I was the only one who's giving such love that everyone is looking for until the destiny find its way where he could finally feel how much i am giving or how much I am suffering.

My life was an open book to all those who know me well, wasn't my idea to make it too open though, it's really an open book for those who witnessed what's happening. It's actually hard to keep the situation within myself or with the immediate family members only, somewhat we knew everything will be spilled out as time goes by. It was no good to tell everyone about it. Because the scenario was too sentitive to share yet, eventually I came out from my acting drama that i was feeling OKAY and GOOD at that time. It happened that I can no longer take what's going on so I opt to share it with my folks. Luckily and with all the blessings from the Lord, they understood where I am coming from at that time. Knowing my rents, you won't figure out how did i manage to explain everything without them seeing becoming hysterical. :)

We are just like those normal boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. He's my best bud and my shock absorber in all aspects. Sometimes, I do have these urge of looking beyond our relationship. Yes! We get along, but I always have these thoughts of him not thinking about our future or even getting married soon. He doesn't have any idea about it since, yeah! I don't wanna pressure him as well as I don't want to get disappointed at some point. So, what happened for the longest time was only me whose hoping of walking through the isle together with all the important people in my life including him waiting for me beside his folks at the front of the priest.

People keep on giving advices whenever I am having doubts of my feelings. A lot from his friends told me to get rid of him because what his doing were not so good not only by the law but also in the eyes of The Great One above. A lot from my girl friends were telling me to break up with me. Their reasons? They got tons! and this page won't be enough for the list. :D I was frustrated then, but then again, as they say, "At the end of the day, it'll be my call". Sure!

So there, that's why I'm here still hanging around. Nothing to do but frown. hahaha! that's a lyrics from a song. Seriously though, I stick with him, because I love him dearly and the same goes with him. I know he loves me. he really does. We're very positive about it.

For so many reasons I love this man, not only because he makes me smile, but because I think he's the ONE. (naks!) not only because he treated me nice, but because I can see my future with him. I got to have this picture of my future living with him in one roof and we got kids. :) I love this man, because he completes me. :)

There are some ways to figure out you are still inlove:
♥ if you couldn't stay home without him by your side.
♥ if you still put a smile in your face regardless of what's going on with your relationship.
♥ if you don't allow wrong things he's been up to.
♥ if you are willing to risk hard things for the sake of love.
♥ if the kilig is still there despite all the situation going on.

I must say, these could also be cause of stupidity. (toinks!) BUT we have to consider things such these for us to know if we are in the right track though:

♥ if both parties are willing to compromise whenever problem occurs.
♥ if both parties are following some of THE RULES.
♥ if both of you are considerate.
♥ if God is still at the center of your relationship

some pointers to consider if you would want to break up with your partner.
♥ if you're no longer happy with the situation
♥ if you are just forcing yourself to do the deed just for the sake of doing it.
♥ if you no longer learn something new with each other.

I could be a love guru at times, but I tell you I'm still in the midst of my searching. Searching for for rights answers to sooo many questions in my mind.

I am inlove with the word LOVE. get it? yeah! am so much inlove. And I am loving the feeling :) I do hope we'll end with each other. :) I do hope I wouldn't hear again the i-told-you-so sermon part from my friends and folks!

*keep my fingers cross*
Happy weekend everyone :)

A Must Try

Thanks to my new officemate!

She received her first ever paycheck in her entire life! YEY! I remember when I received mine, I was really excited that I actually forgot I have to budget it for my allowance! Good Lord! LOL I didn't know! I was too young and immature to budget. heheh! What I did was to shop and shop and shop. heheheh!

My officemate brought us to Libis and we tried the "Something Fishy" resto. Oh boy! I'm telling you It's a must try place. Very affordable.

Breakfast meal
Buffet style
Eat all you can from 12mn - 10am
For only 114.

How about that?

Boy I was really overwhelmed with the food! heheheh! I enjoyed it and planning to try it again. :)